Some logs about/with me

Hmm....that's unfortunate.

 

It's not that difficult to avoid pissing people off, is it?

 

It is, actually. I cannot control their reactions completely, you know.

 

It is, actually. I find that I sometimes anger people unintentionally. I can't say that I do it all the time, as I usually don't voice my opinion, but I have noticed that whenever I do I am a tad bit too insensitive for most people's tastes.

I apologize if I am butting into the conversation here.

I just noticed that we both said nearly the exact same thing, and I hadn't even read your post. How amusing.

 

But it can't be that difficult to phrase things in a way that doesn't offend. I can find a compliment in nearly any situation, regardless of how positive or negative my first impression may be. It's not being dishonest. After all, honesty is a function of truth, namely, personal truth, and we all know how flimsy a concept that is.

 

Indeed...

Ah well. If I know that I do not want to compliment them, or white wash what I see as a clearly negative statement, then I just say it like it is. Bending what I am saying to mean something different is dishonest in my eyes.

 

I don't see why a person would be deliberately caustic except as a measure of relieving some personal flaw. But I suppose that's just me.

 

Hm? I suppose that that is probable. I have a lot of flaws. I tend to react in some proportion to the level of tension in the people that I am talking to. Because of this you will probably see as many sides of my personality as the kinds of people that you see me converse with. Taylor I get along with well now and before that, but Samii was a special case... Ah well. I am rarely deliberately anything. I just try to analyze my traits afterwards... And here we are. Take from that what you will.

 

This is true, there is no need to sugar coat what you really think just to ease a situation off of yourself, unless of course, one likes to avoid trouble, but with you, that is clearly not the case. If your thoughts are ones that are under the category of the less-desirable sort, then voice them in any matter; the other person's reaction will show what kind of person they are/can be when under fire in a war of words or insulted.

I would say "what's the point in arguing", mainly because I tend to avoid arguments unless it's with my parents or friends, and they are most cumbersome, but you have already stated yourself that you like to argue. And this is a moot point.

 

Some more logs for you...

 

You guys seriously read the two entire convos?
sheeet I'm going outside

 

[9:45:13 PM] Makaze: Hello.
[9:45:43 PM] Makaze: I regret to inform you that your clan looks a bit like a clique from where I am standing looking at the roster. Is that a wrong impression?
[9:46:12 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): wat
[9:46:19 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Yes, of course
[9:46:26 PM] Makaze: Hahaha
[9:46:28 PM] Makaze: Eh.
[9:46:33 PM] Makaze: Maybe it's just me.
[9:47:36 PM] Makaze: It just looks like you have a few members with a bit of an ego to them. Including you. Not that I don't have an ego, but I'm looking through the clans... And that one is a bit standoffish-looking.
[9:47:59 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Welp
[9:48:08 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): For starters
[9:48:09 PM] Makaze: Looking to test the waters here.
[9:48:25 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): I'd say the ego meter is pretty low
[9:48:32 PM] Makaze: Eh.
[9:48:35 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): And I don't have a large ego >_>
[9:48:37 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): But frankly
[9:48:50 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): You're not welcome in the clan regardless
[9:48:52 PM] Makaze: Misuzu, you... Ah well.
[9:48:54 PM] Makaze: Heh.
[9:48:57 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Due to your nature of being an *******
[9:49:01 PM] Makaze: See what I mean?
[9:49:14 PM] Makaze: That was very fast.
[9:49:17 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): I'm sorry, being defensive is a natural response to an attack
[9:49:21 PM] Makaze: Hasn't even been a few minutes.
[9:49:24 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Such as saying we're ego whores
[9:49:33 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Most people would take offense
[9:49:35 PM] Makaze: I didn't say you were whores.
[9:49:35 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Just sayin'
[9:49:37 PM] Makaze: Eh.
[9:49:38 PM] Makaze: I won't.
[9:49:39 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): And honestly
[9:49:42 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): We've all seen you around
[9:49:45 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): You start a lot of ****
[9:49:55 PM] Makaze: Hm? I haven't seen anything...
[9:49:57 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): And have a reputation for so short of a time on the forum
[9:50:04 PM] Makaze: Oh, yeah.
[9:50:15 PM] Makaze: Oh well.
[9:50:21 PM] Makaze: Checked you off of the list.
[9:50:22 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Not to mention your passive aggressiveness
[9:50:25 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Such as right now
[9:50:27 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Lovely
[9:50:33 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): As far as cliques
[9:50:37 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): We're not one
[9:50:54 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): People aren't even all that close in TKL but we take pride in TKL
[9:51:00 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): The other clans are cliques
[9:51:02 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Far more than TKL
[9:51:04 PM] Makaze: Then I can't see any reason to bother arguing with me about the notion.
[9:51:06 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): You're just combative
[9:51:16 PM] Makaze: Heh. I am.
[9:51:41 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Let me ask something before you slither away and disappear as though this was an honest question for me
[9:51:48 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Why did you ask me this?
[9:51:56 PM] Makaze: I wanted to test the waters.
[9:51:56 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): And with a tone that could be taken ONLY as insulting?
[9:52:04 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Test the waters? Pretentious ass.
[9:52:11 PM] Makaze: Ha!
[9:52:17 PM] Makaze: Ah, I might like you in time.
[9:52:22 PM] Makaze: I am very arrogant.
[9:52:26 PM] Makaze: Please get used to it.
[9:52:45 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): And TKL doesn't have the arrogant
[9:52:48 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): So
[9:52:50 PM] Makaze: Well...
[9:52:53 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): You wouldn't fit in anyway
[9:53:06 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Our 'we're the best' thing
[9:53:09 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Is a friendly joke
[9:53:13 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): We're tight with NP
[9:53:21 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): And we joke with them about how we're the best
[9:53:22 PM] Makaze: No, I'm just looking at the list and you two leaders.
[9:53:26 PM] Makaze: That's all.
[9:53:36 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Who else on the list comes across as ego filled?
[9:53:42 PM] Makaze: Doesn't matter.
[9:53:46 PM] Makaze: Leaders are the main thing.
[9:53:50 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Great cover up.
[9:53:56 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Totally got me there
[9:53:57 PM] Makaze: Hm?
[9:54:08 PM] Makaze: If I don't like my leaders.
[9:54:09 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): To say the least, you're making a judgment of me and Misuzu
[9:54:10 PM] Makaze: I don't join.
[9:54:15 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): And not the members
[9:54:17 PM] Makaze: Yes...
[9:54:22 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): But are stating we are the members and the clan itself
[9:54:24 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Essentially
[9:54:26 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): This whole damn thing
[9:54:32 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Is you trying to call out me and Misuzu
[9:54:36 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): And nothing else
[9:54:43 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Yet playing it off as though you're looking at the clan
[9:54:46 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): When you aren't
[9:54:48 PM] Makaze: I wouldn't really call anyone out.
[9:54:54 PM] Makaze: But I would see if I had misjudged you.
[9:54:54 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Oh, of course
[9:54:56 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Silly of me
[9:55:05 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Makaze
[9:55:11 PM] Makaze: Apparently not.
[9:55:25 PM] Makaze: Easily offended, not a good trait for anyone dealing with me.
[9:55:30 PM] Makaze: If I offend my leader.
[9:55:40 PM] Makaze: Of course the members won't matter.
[9:55:59 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): If you want to confront people specifically, even if for no good reason except to confront for sake of confronting, don't use a scapegoat such as 'well I'm not so sure about TKL...'
[9:56:05 PM] Makaze: Hm?
[9:56:10 PM] Makaze: Oh, no.
[9:56:14 PM] Makaze: I don't dislike you personally.
[9:56:19 PM] Makaze: I just dislike you as a leader.
[9:56:27 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): I dislike you personally
[9:56:34 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): And I'm well aware of you
[9:56:34 PM] Makaze: That is unfortunate.
[9:56:41 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): I'm not easily offended
[9:56:47 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): I just didn't like you from the start
[9:56:53 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Because I already know about your nature
[9:57:00 PM] Makaze: See, now...
[9:57:08 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Snake-like and cunning
[9:57:09 PM] Makaze: That is quicker to judge than I.
[9:57:22 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Though less so cunning rather than blatantly daft
[9:57:42 PM] Makaze: I'm talking with you right now to get your measure, while you speak as if you have already decided on mine.
[9:57:48 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): I had
[9:57:56 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Members who are actually arrogant
[9:58:02 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Are not welcome in TKL
[9:58:07 PM] Makaze: It depends on my company.
[9:58:23 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): "Are not welcome in TKL."
[9:58:30 PM] Makaze: I feel bad about being an egotist in a group of kind people.
[9:58:46 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Almost the whole forum is kind
[9:58:55 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): You're in a bad place to be
[9:59:13 PM] Makaze: Why? I would rather be in a place that humbles me.
[9:59:25 PM] Makaze: I don't try to be arrogant most of the time.
[9:59:32 PM] Makaze: This is a reaction to what I percieve of you.
[9:59:58 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): More matter with less art
[10:00:04 PM] Makaze: Hm?
[10:00:29 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Say what you're trying to say
[10:00:43 PM] Makaze: Aah.
[10:01:13 PM] Makaze: I am arrogant with you because I see you as arrogant, whether you actually are or not. Others that I see as humble and kind, I will not be arrogant with.
[10:01:55 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): "Give us this day our daily mask"
[10:02:03 PM] Makaze: Hahaha
[10:02:11 PM] Makaze: I like that.
[10:02:17 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): You would
[10:02:18 PM] Makaze: Is it your own?
[10:02:23 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Not at all
[10:02:27 PM] Makaze: Hmm...
[10:02:28 PM] Makaze: Source?
[10:02:56 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): I like how you're trying to bond
[10:03:02 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): If you're curious, google it
[10:03:04 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): Otherwise
[10:03:13 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): I'm not interested on talking to you
[10:03:14 PM] Makaze: Nah. I don't bond to most people.
[10:03:18 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): I never was >_>
[10:03:18 PM] Makaze: But fair enough.
[10:03:28 PM] Makaze: Google slips my mind often.
[10:03:43 PM] Makaze: Eh.
[10:03:55 PM] Makaze: I don't easily drop contact with anyone.
[10:04:08 PM] Paul (Rejected▲Oblivion): I do
[10:04:19 PM] Makaze: That's too bad.
[10:04:47 PM] Makaze: Why, though? Are they threats, or what?
[10:05:43 PM] Makaze: Ah well...
[10:06:29 PM] Makaze: It really is too bad that the staff are so easily put off. You would think that they would at least try to reform a member that they disliked.
[10:06:57 PM] Makaze: Better than randomly banning me, I guess, but not worthy of the position.
[10:07:40 PM] Makaze: Well, I feel that I know you better now.
[10:07:46 PM] Makaze: Thank you for the conversation.
[10:08:09 PM] Makaze: Unlike you, I do not take full measures of people before speaking with them personally.
[10:10:14 PM] Makaze: Ah, Rosencrantz & Guildenstern Are Dead. I still need to read that...
[10:11:09 PM] Makaze: Please keep in mind that I do not dislike you. I don't plan to bond. But I would like for you to continually reassess me. People change, even on the day to day.​

A clan is like a Harry Potter house for the forum. TKL is his clan.

 

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo who actually read this?

 

Needed more.

 

noice .

 

I'm impressed by the weight of those particular logs.

 

I've read all of them.

They amuse me so.

 

I like how it made it to this forum lol.

Makaze, you're a lonesome and self-appreciating idiot.

 

These are kind of long, but could be entertaining to an interested party. I'm not quite sure what this girl thinks of me. This is the girl that Taylor was defending on the first page. I apparently drove her to self harm, which she continues to do, but we are still on good terms and I could talk to her every day if I wanted.

From Monday, October 11, 2010: http://textbin.com/p3856 (Password = Jane_R)

From Saturday, February 5, 2011: http://textbin.com/417e1 (Password = Jane_Johnson)

Actually, I was here first. You must not have noticed. But thanks for complimenting me regardless.

 

I meant the fact that you took a chatlog from another forum and brought it here to feed your e-penor, but given your distorted sense of mentality, I can understand why you misunderstood me :).

No one reads these, anyway. I aint even gonna start a war here. This forum has a friendly community and I'm not going to come around out of nowhere and start creating tension. I do wonder what it's like though, Makaze, to be aware that you're entirely alone with no genuine companionship and being incapable of forming bonds. I 'spose there are worse things than dying alone far down the road.