Darkcloud

Gonna sleep now, thanks for the nice talk n.n

Yeah :)

And she's beautiful too, even though she says she's not she really is. She's really my perfect girl actually, her negative points are things I can help her with like she can help me with my negative points:)

She's beyond words. Yeah really, she's funny, likes to sport, smart, sweet. Wants everything to be perfect (which is positive and negative at times).

She has a bit of a low self-esteem (but worked on that though, helped her a bit n.n). Her real problem is that she has a habit of like thinking things through too much and is too much doubting at times. Those are her characteristics.

But really, words to describe don't do her good at all, she's so much more to me than the things I just summed up, things that I simply can't describe :)

Yeah, I hope it'll get better though between me and her. It's not like I want a relationship with her right now 'cause well, the past 3 months left a mark on me too. But I would again rebuild things slowly with her. My poems I write here on the forums are mostly about that specific situation (some are not though).

Yeah, it's just, I have had some bad experiences with waiting for someone so that gives me some doubts about that but you know, as I said in my PM, she's different.

With previous girls, if I had to get over them I could actually tell myself, now it's over man, move on. But with her, my heart stops me when I try to say to myself the waiting isn't worth it so that must mean something right. At least, that's how I think about it.

Yeah you're right + she also sees me as her best friend which without a doubt well, give her doubts whether or not to take the risk. But anyways, our bond is in my opinion too strong to just stay friends forever, time will tell n.n

Yeah I know, that waiting time wasn't the best idea. As for the age, from myself I know I'm well, grown-up, even though I'm 17, I think like someone who's older than 18. As for her, well, she said one of her reasons can be that she may not be ready for a serious relationship like this, she isn't sure though.

Anyways, there are some people who say I should give her time (that think she actually still loves me) and that everything'll be alright (although those people don't really know her).

I'm planning on giving her a couple of months time. After february (in february I'm going with our badmintonclub away for a weekend to the sea and she'll be there as well so something may happen there 'cause I'll be with her for the whole weekend).

After that I'm gonna get over it, no complaining after that. I've said already many times that I'll get over it and I'm always like delaying that but this is her final chance.

Sure, why not? n.n

Yeah well, frustrating is the least you can say :)

Well, it's not so much of a problem as it used to be but I think it's best that I tell it you, just so you can understand me n.n. I'll send ya a PM :)

Well, school but mostly personal issues, you know, girl problems (looooong ass story) ;o. But it's getting better though n.n

Nothing special actually xD. Just had some stressy weeks so yeah, nothing new or anything haha xD. Aaand I ordered 2 blu-rays from Dragon Ball Z Kai which is kinda something I look forward to xd.

They don't sell it here in the shops in my country and they don't even show it anymore on tv for like more than 6 years so I'm bought it on the internet, I love that anime! :D

What the?.. I forgot to re-add you after the site went down ;o. Anyways, how's it going man? n.n

kk cool :)

about what i said

lol, ok then .......XD

sorry dark

lol, "Pffffffffffft!" what?

lol, I can tell.

lol...... Ok?.... XD