Recent Content by RoxaSoraGirl

Hi, everyone! Seems like the last time I was here was at the beginning of my sophomore year (late 2008) and I happened to try my login info by chance today to see if it would work and it did! So now I'm here cringing at my username and the posts I made previously and am mostly glad I'm not 14 anymore, goodness x__x

So, my name is Nikki, I'm 19, and I have way too many blogs. :3

-creeps around the site again-

Yup yup...made 4 days after a breakup that's killing meh inside ;___; It's so confusing! >___<
Sooo the key is Sora = me (I would have picked Naminè cuz she's just like moi but Sora's story fits better...and cuz he's hot xD)
Naminè = my *cringes at the word* ex girlfriend.
Everyone else = our friends.
So make sure to read the story so that it makes sense. And if you know the lyrics, that's a plus cuz they tie into the story
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=om9qx9XOTnk

*sigh*
too many details to go into.
let's just say this.
would have been ten months today, but she broke up with me yesterday.
said she lost her feelings for me. still loves me, but as a friend.
my ex-best friend pretty much has been trying to take her away from me to get back at me for something.
yeahhh.
i'm 14, if you didn't know.
it hurts. a lot. a lot a lot a lot a lot....she was my first relationship, girlfriend, kiss, REAL kiss, and we went a little further, too, pretty much almost as far as two girls can go >___> uhm. don't know what else to say.
just...i need something to make me happy. something that doesn't involve "you'll find someone better". cuz that just hurts more.