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Oh trust me I understand, I never have really blamed life for my problems. It would seem like a waste of time but in all honesty it is to blame. It's unintentional but it is too blame.

Well for one, you haven't read this thread XD , i've mentioned multiple times that i'm only 16. Also i'm not sure if it's advice but i've been told it more than once before. Not as a bad thing tho, I mean it seems logical but whatever, it does not concern me as of now.

i know, it was yet another joke :P

Hmm ok now I see your point much more clearer than before. Thank you for that.

It was an example. You said life is just a term and it doesn't hurt you. Now in a sense life it self doesn't hurt you but because it's sustains everything and everyone, it can be help responsible for hurt and misery caused to others. That's why i gave a much similar problem/situation.

I must say this is rather relaxing, I mean being able to have an actual meaningful conversation with someone. People generally say speak/hang with people who are your age but if I were to, this conversation wouldn't be as meaningful as it is now.

Also yeah it was suppose to be a joke lol. Obviously i knew what you meant :P
Also perhaps were the lucky ones? XD

Well I guess I dis agree due to the simple fact I don't completely understand your point. I mean I get that life doesn't exactly create problems for you and that ''people'' do but it is the very same life that substains these people. So without life, we wouldn't have people and without people there would be no problems. So in a way life is responsible for the problems that are created.

It's like if you teach someone to kill and then they go and kill everyone they get the chance to. Your not responsible for each death that occurs but you are responsible for the teaching, basically the cause of the killings.

As for not seeing people like ''me'', perhaps it's cause there all dead.......

Hmm ok, on a personal level I disagree. However out of respect I must say, thank you for that thought :)

Same here and I personally can't stand the new enemies. I used to love punching out soldiers in the second one. Now it's just gangsters, I mean I swear this one guy I punched out, looked just like 50cent. That's one of the main reasons why I want story mode to explain why the hell, Kate is using these stupid thugs to do her job(s). Also i uhh wanna see chloe :inlove:

First off i dunno how i failed trying to kill myself, not sure what that's even suppose to mean but ok :/

Secondly, no. I was born in San Fransisco but i live in Montreal, Quebec. It's my understanding that it is easy to obtain firearms in the US but in Montreal it's almost, nearly impossible. Not to mention I'm only 16 so I doubt I would be able to purchase such firearms even if i knew where to go.

Thirdly as for your jumping off high buildings, I've already stated that about 85% of the time people live with permanent damages. So considering i survived my last attempt don't really want to take that chance of being a vegetable. I mean in a sense it would ''help'' things but i'd rather be dead than be a zombie.

Honestly as dumb as this may sound, this is probably one of the best post I've received lol. Also yeah, I think that may be my new thing, I mean like I've said before I tried to kill myself last year and that didn't work out(clearly). So I'll just have to roll with the punches.......even if they hurt.

Also thank you for writing that, it means a lot.

Well considering this is a Kingdom Hearts site and all, i figured there wouldn't be much.

I just got to play it today, I have to say it is just simply amazing. If you have played any of the previous Uncharted games you will feel right at home. They kept the general basics, Square to punch, X for that jump(sprint???). However there has been some changes.

Now you no longer need to use triangle to pick up ammo, one of the most annoying-est things IMO. This is a change that was needed. It also appears as if there is only one grenade this time, not something i'm pleased about. Hopefully they'll have a booster for 20 grenades????(joking). There are a few new guns, which i won't spoil for anyone at the moment.

Two other things they added, one is a kickback system. You get to select from a list of kickbacks and choose what best suits you. The way the system works is while your choosing a kickback, a number is displayed, that number represents the amount of treasures/medals you need to acquire in-game before the kick back can be used. For ex, if you choose the RPG kickback, you need 15 medals before you can use it. Medals remain(mostly) the same from the previous games, Head Hunter(Cracker), Streak etc. The best part about the kick back is all you have to do to activate it, is press up on the D-Pad.

Another thing, which is my favorite, Character Customization. You can now customize your characters, what they wear, there skin, voice etc. You unlock more clothes and other unique features, as you level up.

So overall Uncharted 3 is looking good, if your a fan or even new to the series. I suggest you play this FREE beta, as good as this may sound. The beta closes july 14, so don't miss out!!!

Don't worry about it :P

You have a lot of good and concrete points that have been made. I'd like to thank you, it's helps a lot. Not to mention i'll give basically everything you said here a try, I mean it can't be as bad as it is now :(

Not to mention today I was getting that feeling again...I don't think I have to explain which one. Like I promised here, I didn't act on it. However I just came to the conclusion that i'll just have to roll with the punches.....even if they hurt :whatsthat:

Hmm not sure I wanna do something like that. I mean i like things the way they are now, obviously not everything. I mean in terms of the people I hang out with. Don't really want to change that, nor do I have any plans to.

haha, thank you :)

Normally i would quote and reply but it's time consuming. So i will try to reply in a way that includes the last two posts.

1.Thank you for your help and your time. Also sorry if i seemed angry it's just i don't really like the fact that people would relate my problems to that of a troll, two complete different things.

2.I understand and obviously it doesn't make sense but i've asked multiple times, i've had my best friend(jessica) talk to her for me and still the same, jessica even came back and said she's fk'ed up XD but still idc, i still kinda love her.

3.As for christina, there is actually history there. I'm aware as to how to handle this but i shouldn't have to, it's like someone says i love you then the next day the say the same thing to someone else. It isn't really easy to deal with, especially when you've known that person for over 10years.

4.Well as i mentioned, they didn't offer it. Also french isn't the only thing I've failed :whatsthat:
So my only option is to repeat, which is just stupid. Also i would like to just ignore what everyone says but like i said I'm extremely popular and not shallow, actually extremely nice, which is rare. Typically ''popular'' people tend to be ***holes, but i'm not. So yeah i have to worry about this.

5.Well that's just it, normally i have that family member and my ps3(i know that sounds stupid) but both have been ''taken''. I lost my ps3 because i didn't pass and I tend to spend a large amount of time on there, not really playing games but playing with friends. Now i can't even do that, there is nothing left.

I guess i've just never really had to face my problems. Well i mean i've had help. Like my family member or my ps3 lol but now, idk what to do, which brings me to my only solution for all my problems, suicide and in a sick twisted way it's comforting.

I guess but all of that time spent, more than just time, love and all. It can't be forgotten so easily.

Well i can't put blame on her...or anyone for that matter, it's not like me, plus i care about her a lot, more than i do for lea :(

I would but you can only go if the school recommends it and they didn't. Which idk why i failed with a 58 and 60 is needed to pass, so they should have recommended for me to go, i would have, plus my dad is rich so price isn't a problem.

No no i mean i can stay on my own, i have done it before. But considering everything that's been going on, i figured if i was going to ''end'' this, that would be the perfect time, no one home.

Hmm well there have been many different opinions and takes on this, none of which i expected nor did i ask for but, for some reason i feel grateful that you did. So i'm obliged to say thank you, whether you called me an idiot or just simply gave advice.

First off, I won't do anything as of now but like I said, this is not my first time at this and it's been a year, so everyone saying stuff like people who didn't do it realized that it was stupid. So did I my first attempt but honestly this is just ridiculous and I'm talking about life itself.

Secondly, i believe i owe everyone an explanation as too what's causing me to want to do this, as well as those 'people' I emphasize on this because i would love to call them something else but it's not appropriate and so i won't. Those people who think, I'm just some stupid teenage seeking attention or even to those thinking, I'm trolling.

Let's go to the first thing, my gf, the same one who was around last year when this happened, Lea. We've been dating for a year and a half so I don't even think I have to mention how much I love...loved her. She dumped me, now so what it happens right? The reason she dumped me was well, she said she was just using me and said she didn't ever care at all. 1 year and a half with this person that I loved and supposedly loved me, was just a lie. I'm obviously still not over that.

Then my attempt to move on, with Christina, we've known each other for well ever, my dad and her mom used to date when, we were like 6 or younger. Well i've always liked her and vise versa. We spoke about dating even, then two weeks ago, she's dating some other person, I thought maybe it was nothing, then well i saw pics of them....let's just say it's serious.

Ok now that, that part is done with, moving on to school. I failed the year, not sure how this is even possible, considering I've never failed before, at least not the year. Not to mention the most trouble some is french, I failed french with a 53, I've never failed french in my life. Not to mention my teacher said I wasn't going to fail - _ - , so now i have to repeat the year, which means I'll be done high school when i'm 18 instead of 17.

Secondly I'm not bragging but I'm honestly the most popular kids in my school. Everyone likes and knows me. Think about what that's gunna do to my popularity, I don't even want to think about it. Not to mention all of my friends, that I've went to elementary all the way to now of my school years, I won't even be graduating with them :/ which is just stupid especially considering i don't even know how i failed :nono:

Now the last part, normally when i have a problem, i would just talk to one of my family members, one in particular. But there on a trip to san fransico and yes i could call them but it's not the same. They won't be back until next year, which is also another thing that just fking sucks, their my closest family member and i used to spend all my time with them. Well anyways, my dad is leaving on a trip as well, july 14th so i'm gunna be home alone for a week or two, what better timing to be home alone.......

Well then don't ''help' me, answer the question as in hypothetical terms, that way you won't feel as if your helping me. I'm only asking cause i've searched up on this and there are a lot of options and there quiet painful.....

1.Immolation, Burning one self to death, that would be to gruesome :/

2.Jumping off a building, i honestly would take this but most people live and become paralyzed and honestly considering i survived me last attempt, i'm not about to take this chance.

3.Strangulation just seems gruesome as well and supposedly doesn't kill you instantly, it could take up to 20mins of just strangling.

Yes i have but thy would get over it, in about a year, all wounds heal overtime, that is a known fact, so i'm not concerned about my friend or family, as i know they will be ok.

Not sure where a 16year old would be able to obtain that, not to mention i don't even know where to go for that kind of stuff.....

Yeah well like i said, i've tried that whole second chance bull ****, and that was a year ago, you can't possibly expect me to wait another year for things to change. I mean things have changed but new problems have been made and they are 10 times worse than the last so no, there is no simple solution to my situation or i would have taken it, you think i want suicide? it's not fun at all but it's the way things are, the way there meant to be......

I wish this was the case but i'm honestly not trolling, and if i were to it wouldn't be to this degree.

hey, well considering i'm new here, yeah your the first :)

Hmm well there is only one person that i would tell my problems too but there aren't here at the moment and won't be for a long while :/ , of course the other family members have always offered but i just don't tell talk to them, especially not with something like this, same as my friends. Last year when I did tell someone(my gf) she just called some group or person don't remember which and told them about my ''condition'' which wasn't helpful. Not to mention why am i telling you any of this -_-

Like I said I have tried, I drank a very large amount of anti freeze last year, had to stay in the hospital for 3weeks and I had multiple seesions after this, so no i'm not just bluffinh or seeking attention i'm far past that. Secondly it's too late for me to undo my mistakes or miscomsumptions, there is only one solution and that is to end it all, to further avoid any more loss or hurt. Trust me if there was another way I would have taken it a long time ago.

I'm aware of that but i simply can't wait that long :/