X turned to Takarnax "I dont know sorry," X put his hands on her shoulder "Hey, You seem sorta shaken up, whats wrong?"
"Neither I nor Takarnax brought you here, though Raxen or Xainkar may have, one of them is head of recruiting," X smiled although his face couldn't be seen, "We are currently building our castle, as the last one was.." X stopped he didnt want to talk about it "I will take you to The Superior" X put his hand out "Follow me"
OOC: You may have to change your name, There aint no x in it X3 X walked through seeing a young lady X walked up to her "Hi, Are you New?"
OOC: Shall we just meet her at the castle in the mountains or something? X smiled "Lets go back I finished the dam before, we should see how Myrrh has done the electric and I need to do the flooring and Walls." X smiled opening a Dark Portal "Ladies First".
X smiled realising they were still hugging he let go slightly embaressed, You may say that but at least.....X stopped he couldnt even describe what it felt like no knowing the meaning of emotion. "Well at least you know what your meant to be feeling, i have no idea."
X smiled "Your sweet". X then sighed "Im worse than just a weapon im the nobody and the remains of a nobody, you all have memories of feelings, I never truely felt them."
X smiled looking straight at her, "Ask." X smiled wider allthough it could not be seen only his eye but that was always serious "I am a weapon, I do as im told. I cant help it." X looked straight at her, wondering what she would say to the strange answer.
X walked over to Takarnax He hugged her and whispered in her ear "If I am already controlled you wont be able to kill me, you must do it before I attempt to kill you."
X sighed "Hi Myrrh" Still waiting for Takarnax's reply X got up and sat back in the chair, he didnt realise the heartless was still on him untill it gave a yelp. OOC:I know One person Who is an amazing RPer. Her name is Gharnath, Though I dont think shes on alot anymore.
X sighed he looked at Takarnax "Please dont leave me. I need someone there if I ever show signs of going against any of you, please dont hesitate to......kill me."
X sighed "There is no evidence of my existance apart from your words, For the last two years Ive searched for records, existing memories nothing, I am nothing, I have the memories of a nothing, I deserve nothing" X then jumped of the chair falling Fast but then wings shot out of his back and rocks shot up beneath his feet from hundreads of miles below the ground in meere seconds, Pushing X back up "I cannot die, I have no will, my powers control me. What happens when they are to strong and what you know as X becomes "The Weapon" What then?" X just sat down, slouching down, "How are we to stop me from hurting people again?"
X looked at Takarnax "Yes, people do, do bad things but what I did is unforgivable I tried killing the Leader I came close to it, I tried to kill you also when you were weak, and I hurt myrrh the most inocent of us all, Whether or not it was me, I am still for blame."
X sighed "I am ready, I have been trying to find myself since that day, I have gotten alot stronger, I still have not reached my potential I have had dreams saying I have the potential to be the strongest being in existance, but if I reach that potential whats to say it wont be easier to control me, and if I am controlled then...." X sighed "Please tell me....who am I?"
X sighed and then nodded walking through the Portalm There were Four Chairs at the top of mountains a floor of clouds was below, a thick cloud that you couldnt see the earth, and it was hard to breath but X had gotten used to it, "I wanted to ask you about my past and If I should stay in this organisation, I feel I am placing you all in grave danger, I do not want a relapse of what happened," X looked to the floor ashamed "If its that easy to control me then."
X walked in to the portal with Myrrh and then coming back out "Xain please will you come with me I must talk with you, in private" X then waited for a reply with the Portal still open.
X sighed "Xain, That Attack three years ago, you may not have been there but many of us were heart, Though many of you saw, Xain didn't the heartless have scared me, You may not know what it feel likes to be bursting from the inside to not be able to control you own body and no matter what you do to be in imense pain, I do. I would do anything to not have relapse of that event." X sighed "We are all human we are the shells of humans. Do you really want to forget it that much?" X then looked to Myrrh putting his hand out "Lets go infest the Mountains" X smiled waiting for Myrrh to walk through.
X then smiled waiting for Myrrh to come back so he could take her through his portal as at the moment he was the only one who had been to the mountains, and around the entire planet, X then turned to Xainkar, "Please, you may enjoy using your powers but I still feel using them in moderation is best" X then took the heart and crushed it in his fist."The Heartless will come, remember they seek hearts, if they heart was turned into darkness imagine the Heartless."
X laughed "Myrrh unless you want to be constantly pumping power into those wires be my geust but I dont think you will so I will go build the damn in the mountains" X then opened a dark portal and walked through but stopped half way "Myrrh, Would you like to bring some mountain animals up?"
X turned to Zanxe "Very Good idea" X turned to Xainkar "If its okay, I will set up work on the dam, if Myrrh works on the wiring, and you and Myrejex finish the castle then we will be finished very soon"
X then looked up at Myrrh jumping up to her in seconds and then jumping down with her quicker, "Fun?" X smiled, "Xainkar I think we should focus the entire group on finishing, the sooner we finish, the quicker we get missions. Oh, and Xainkar, I created a Training station for you."
