I've been talking about this in social studies too. It very well could happen. Economy is bad, housing markets are down, stocks are down, gas price is high, taxes going up, food is costing more. One after another, more and more horrible things are coming. I could imagine another civil war, maybe being taken over by China. But in my opinion, it will never happen. I mean, come on, we have so many allies. I don't think someone who is teamed with us would try to take us down. most likely I think they'd help us. With all the countries we've tried to help, I wouldn't think so, but because of Bush the possibility is always there. I mean, because of Bush, we could end up like Athens and Sparta in ancient Greece: After the pelopponesian [sp? I think I got that right] war, Sparta took over Athens; They were both Greek, but had two different governments. With the variety our country has, we have a new threat EVERY DAY. It makes me want to cry, how so many people could hate others for the way the preach, dress, talk, walk, act, etc. But this is life on earth, and this is just one more reason for the U.S. to die off... But where will homeless go? What about kids who need an education to be SOMEONE? What about people who need food, what about people who need clothes, what about people who can barely live, because the government took everything they had? Well in the governments' eyes, it's not their problem. Because of Bush, we lost a lot of hope of staying together as one. What happened to the United States of America? We can look at it as a country, united with hope, or a country, united with hate, untrust, no faith, and no hope...
confuses me with the abbreviation CFF.
wants a hug. :33
wow, I know middle schoolers who already wanna be preggos. well I think that relationships are all about skills of life... in the REAL WORLD you have to know what you're doing these days. You have to be able to except and move on. Young relationships help that. It's not stupid, it just helps. but I dooo agree that the term "love" should be kept for something real, not just that stupid little spark. it's apart of life to be attracted to people, and want them, but no need to be that into it. I've liked this guy for five years and I don't consider that I love him. I just really like him. big diff. but y'know, I'm not a sissy or anything. I just don't think I'd be ready to ask this guy out. I'll always be shy, but when you ask people to be with you, and they reject you, believe it or not, that'll help you build confidence. when people break up with you, that teaches you to SUCK IT THE FRICK UP. I don't exactly want a relationship for myself, I guess I just want a guy to be there for me, not 'technically' as a friend, but you catch my drift.
I forgot... wait. because you're pink, duh. if you're pink, basically you're a cracker. which is white. which means. that. you. are. a. citizen. not trying to be racist, buddy. :] you spelled his username wrong... ...Yeah Brandon, wtf?
heh, I don't have a ps2, and my mother needs internet access. I barely have enough for clothing. it seems like I have no path. how can I find it, let alone open it? ... I'm not sure how to respond to that.... I can't get ahold of other countries... :\ my mom would think Im crazy.
thanks. it's not the easiest thing to talk about, but I'll consider it. Alright, for starters, I didn't mean to 'downplay' anyone who asks you guys for help or anything. I'm really sorry if it seems that way. I know what you're saying, and I can't help but wonder what got you to realize that you needed to change the focus of your anger. I only really thought I was a screw up to my parents, that they wanted to put me up for adoption. They weren't the friendliest people in the world, my father not the easiest person to live with, my mother not the easiest to keep peace with. I just always thought that since no one cared, it's not like I should care either. But that was way back when. I... I guess I know that people care, but it's me that still doesn't. A lot of people are still on my bad side, but most have done better. I've been really working on making this better. And as an example of trying hard, I've tried to plan out my whole future: When I'm around sixteen, I'll get a job at Kohls part time, kinda like my sister did when she was in high school, she went to school and had a job, part time each, because I'm hoping to get enough credits to graduate early. At eighteen I'll move to either Paris, Baltimore, or Los Angeles with my best friend, Laura, and I'll go to college to become a scientist and during/afterward I want to work on my dancing too. This fall I wanted to go try for A.O.K. again, the dancing company I used to work for. On top of that I wanted to do volleyball, and I've always tried to get a 4.0 on my report cards. So far I'm pretty close to succeeding, since I'm going to be in enriched science next year. Well I guess I'll just leave it at that. thank you for the help and suggestions. I hope you can read this xD
mmmmmm...... Creepy.
hoho, smart idea. I guess I never really realized there was anything better than our cheese...
670 cheeses, coming from what, 8 or 9 different animals? Who does research on what animals can make CHEESE?
not even, my friend allison sent it to me.
have fun. It'll take me another 100 or so...
http://www.cheese.com/ this is the freakiest thing I've ever seen :\
Alright. I'm going to admit, I've tried to kill myself a lot of times. And there are quite a few reasons.... And y'know, I didn't want to go to the 'help with life' thread, cause I don't want to be another kid who was tired of life, whom everyone hated, always got disrespect. I'm not another one of those kids, and I don't want to be seen as another one of those kids, because I have feelings, and one of the reasons I almost killed myself was because of that. I'm unique, and I tired of people treating me like I'm the same as everyone else. My mother even compares me to my sister, thirteen years older, sucessful nurse. I'm just so tired of it all, the disrespect, the feeling of being useless, the yelling, the crying... I need help. Here's kinda my story... I was born into a pretty poor family. I had alcoholic parents, my mom owning a bar, and my dad working himself to death. I had two half sisters, Shawna and Jade, who are both thirteen years older than me. Jade was adopted by my father at the age of two months, the one I never really knew, the one I've only seen a few times in my life. Shawna, caught up in school and everything left me when I was five to go get married to a crazy mexican who just married her for his green card, so he wouldn't be sent back to mexico. We lived upstairs from my mom's bar, in southeastern wisconsin. when I was about one and a half or so, we moved out to a small town suburb. we lived in a beautiful house, where I was happy as ever, my family full, more toys than a little girl could ever dream of. but after my sister moved out, it went downhill. I was lonely. My parents started to fight. We were losing money, gaining bills, and no one could ever get along. my other relatives never cared for me, my family never on good terms with eachother. I never had any friends, ever. I never wanted that many toys. it made me feel... more empty, I would say. When I was seven, my father was in the shower, my mother at work, I was emptying the dishwasher. when I was putting away the knives, I thought about what would happen if was dead. I put the knife to my wrist, but thought it was wrong. I left a tiny scratch... After that, my father had a heart attack. my mother got in a car accident, and ended up lying to police. I was so scared. My grandmother killed herself that same year, and two years later, my other grandmother died, ending up all my fault because I never told the doctors what she would have gotten, and I should have. She did beat me, but I didn't care. I always took it upon myself when it came to blame. So when I was nine I tried to kill myself. I ended up seeing a doctor who deserved to be in a mental institution herself. Jeez, was she crazy. About a year and a half later I ended up going to another doctor. I still had no friends, my father left, and my fighting with my mother not only continued but worsened. This year, I have had three suicide attempts. I had one best friend, who turned me in and I ended up with a social worker. it was because a rumor a guy had started about me being a whore. All year I've been disrespected, but this is it. I'm so tired of this. After that rumor, no one speaks to me. My mother hates me, her boyfriend hates me, my best friend hates me, and so does everyone else. I fight with my sister, and barely speak to my father. No one understands me anymore, no one even likes me anymore, and I'm so close to killing myself again. I'm lonely and miserable, and it's not because I did anything, that's for a fact... Can someone please help me, give me a reason to turn this around? I've gotten almost every reason in the book, and whole other book of reasons why it doesn't work... I'm not crazy, I'm not stupid, I just... need help...
way to freak much? lol
oh cuz CtR said you might've. sorry...
aghh, thanks. pft, I know. nope, only once I did that. HEY, MAYBE I MIGHT KICK YOUR BUTT HENCE THE FACT THAT CtR TOLD ME YOU SHRUNK THE PANIC AT THE DISCO PIC IN MY SIGNATURE O: lol jk, but did you do that? Edit: @ Xendren: 14 suicide attempts since the time I was seven buddy :|
emo accusations? it was a joke... hah, y'know what? it was probably just a random reason to de rep me. Jeez Xen, I'm sorry, but please learn how to take a joke, will ya?
well I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings and/or offended you... because i got derepped twice...
no, nothing refers to you. I was wondering how I pissed him off that bad that he had to de rep me..
