"But raxtion he will never do this."she said backing up."I'm just under pressure thats all."she said trying to reassure herself."I have to go and ask whats wrong." she said smiling.Even though she was smiling.She felt her heart ripping each second. OOC: Hey i gtg school is tomorrow and we have benchmarks ^^ bye
Last words by Ice Nine Kills Here goes the story of a kid we thought we knew He hid a hate inside and had a state of mind That put him in his grave It began with his friends They never noticed the despair in his eyes From the pressure His life was etched in stone Before he made a choice of his own And hes dedicated For everyday that hes made it on his own In his fathers eyes hes a pair of dice He wont be number one He cant be number one So he tries to comply With everything theyve ever asked And his life is stitched with one-way tickets To places he dont want to visit He says Im never gonna be perfect Maybe I dont deserve his trust but Im doing the best I can Ive never dealt with such pressure Feels like my whole lifes etched in stone Before Ive made a choice of my own So save your breath cause youll need it when you hang from a rope Cause of death: Obvious from your suicide note The last words that filled the page: if no one will listen than no one will miss me when Im gone Across town his dad falls asleep all alone Never knowing he was never going to come home The last thoughts that filled his head Ill tell him Im sorry Ill say I regret what I did Its your life Ill live my own life instead His bedrooms filled with emptiness tonight As the silence cuts through like a knife Knowing hes not there
OOC: Tanks you! "Ummm..." Jin said looking at her feet."Everyone...why are they treating me like this.Raxtion,he he...."Jin said as tears fell from her eyes again.
Jin looked at it."Who are you." she said standing up. OOC:Can you give me a link to the song-teardrops of my guitar by taylor swift.My itunes isn't working.
"I can end it now."Jin said wiping her eyes.She looked up."This pain can be gone."she said."Zidane im sorry." she said.
Jin ran to the park and sat on the swing."I DIdN'T DESERVE THIS!" she screamed to herself and fell off the swing and on her knees."I can't fix this I can't." she said continuing to cry.
Her eyes went wide.She backed up."Raxtion....." she whispered and ran out crying."GET OUT!" she screamed."Just go now leave LEAVE!" she said slamming the door and running outside.She headed to the park,
Jen expression changed.She stood up."Whats wrong?" Jin said in a concerned tone."Raxtion please tell me."
Jin sat up."Oh yeah!" she said and patted the bed beside her."Sit down." she said smiling.
Jin opened her eyes and stared at the cieling."Whats going on?"jin said.
Jin just laid down her bed again and closed her eyes.
"JUst right now." Jin said sitting back down on her bed.
OOC: FINALLY "Oh ok...yea they would be wierded out." Jin said."Raxtion just left."
occ:okie dokie Jin was startled when he climbed in the window."Zidane you could've went through the door."Jin whispered.
OOC:Seriously Jin sat on her bed and waited.
"Okay bye." Jin said hanging up OOC:lol you guys should so we can have an actual conversation with all of us
OOC:OMG! never thought of it lol broke the door down followed me I ono.Okay back to the story.Can't both of you guys get on the same time! Jin looked at him blankly."hello?"she said waving her hand.She got her phone and called Zidane."Hey umm....raxtion is here for some reason."
OOC:Yea i know he could've knocked geez girl's need privacy.If you dudes don't know that
Jen walked to her classroom and sat down near the window. OOC:OMG!!!! tosay is so BORING!!!!
Mine is Jenaxen.DestinyStar made it for me My name is Jeanne.Pronounced like genie ^^
