I wrote this so long ago because my site got a portfolio and we needed something...I wanted to continue it but never got to it. Anyways, here it is: Chance. Chance was for people who deserved it. For people who did as they were told, and told as they did. It's not like you would get a chance to explain with the cops right? NO. So what made it seem so good for someone to commit a crime..that was clearly too risky. A crime that would split your whole family apart until your dads in jail, and your mom is in Cuba with some scanky step father. The only person you can trust is yourself, and these days, even that lets you down. What is chance to me? Chance is nothing of the ordinary. It is something that people call "luck". Too me these past years chance has given me nothing. So you will understand when I think another chance is pushing it a bit to much. My life is melodramatic. It is a set of events likely to be a) the worst days of your life or b) the happiest momment of your life. Option B please! Of course, instead I get Option A, but 10 times the daily dose. I don't want to complain as if this is the worst thing that can happen in the world. Of course that is wrong for me to think when there are deaths all over the world, and that all over thr world, there are disease filled countries, children holding guns, and stuff like that. But, to me, it is my personal disease, my personal gun. It feels like a gun to my head, and the shooter is telling me to be quiet and die in piece without a sound. The saddest thing is that I listen to the shooter, and I open his words up with my heart, and let it remain there. Now that sentence, was melodramatic. It happened on June 7th, 2003. I was still in history class, listening to my teacher babble about some story based on World War Two. Of course I cared about WW2, it was horrible. But my teacher makes the most exciting events of history, just as boring as dust on a book. The dust on my history book, that I had to buy but never used. My teacher didn't "believe" in "books". She said her own personal experiences were history. I was definitly not the only one in my class that thought she was a sadistic crone. She gave me a D on my final test. I thought that was going to be the most dramatic thing that would happen that day, well I was clearly wrong. I stuffed my test in my bag afterschool, and left for home. That day, I had left my key inside, so, you could see my dilema. Locked house, no key. My dad had work, my mom was in New York visiting her sisters and my brother had school, I had a bench outside with my name on it. So basically, I thought, ok, waiting an hour or two wasn't going to be bad, I could practice forging my mothers signiture for my test, right? Wrong. When I got home, it was swarmed with cops. My heart stopped for a second when I got off my school bus, that was filled with class mates, they probably wondered, "who got murdered?'. Sadly, I was wondering that too. I walked up the steps in a dignified mannor. After a moment, i heard the door close and the bus drive away. Some kid shouted 'yo, if its your brother, can I have his PS2?'. That pissed me off a lot. But I kept walking. I walked under the police tape, that said, CRIME SCENE, CRIME SCENE, CRIME SCENE. It was mocking me. I asked a police officer what happened. Our conversation was...weird. "Yo, what happened?" was me, maybe i shouldn't have started with YO. "Didn't you SEE the tape! This is a crime scene investigation, and you are not supposed to trespass." he basically screamed this too me. I had an urg to say. "**** off dude, this is MY HOUSE." But darn my manners. But instead, I said, "Excuse me sir, but this is my house." He pretty much lightened up after this. He looked like he was in his late 40's. For that, he was in great shape. "Sorry hun," he said. "I think you should go to the police station with me for a while." "Umm, no thanks," I said. "I'd rather want to know what happened." He smiled a forced smile, and said, "It wasn't a question. And you'll find out everything when we go to the police station. Your mother is already there" "My mom...?" He went to some other cops and said that he was going to take me to the station. They nodded, and he got me in the passenger seat next to him. My mind was blank after that. All I remembered was calling my brothers cellphone 10 times during the ride to the police station. At the 10th ring, he finally got it. He basically yelled at me. "God, your a pain, stop calling! I was doing something important". I could hear a girl giggling. I was crying now. "Something happened..." I said. "What happened?" he asked, he probably didn't care. "I...I don't know...our house is filled with cops, and this guy is driving me to the station...I don't know what to do!" That last bit I screamed at him. He didn't talk for a long time, then he finally said it, "I'll meet you there, okay?" I sighed and nodded. Then realized that he couldn't see me, so said yes, after a long pause while I was nodding. I flipped my phone closed just when the "guy" parked the police car. I walked out, and he asked me, "Who were you talking to?". I said my brother and he nodded. I told him he is coming here and he nodded again. "Good" was all her said It was like, the more the merrier, or the more the sadder... We entered the police station, and there was my mom, crying. I looked at her, and she did the same. She ran to me and hugged me, and I sobbed even more. And then, she finally looked at me and said... "Your fathers gone"
im updating my Ipod, which hasn't been updated in about 2 months...or more. So, any good songs, I've put about a 100 today xD I need more! I'm more into Alternative, but any type of Rock is fine, Country, Pop, R&B, Hip Hop, Metal, etc...
it took me about an hour to actually find a nice render, and I still don't like this one, but I think it was better than the others. I don't think its my best signature, but I think its good. But I need a better opinion ;] CnC.
my mom doesn't believe im sick. so i gotta go to school >< bye ppl. AH i have math and english. grrrr. feel my pain. nyways, people here, why are you on the computer? Don't you have jobs/school? ~Yayz i just realized I get my Math Test back!
So I was eating grapes for dinner, yeah, bad dinner, but w/e. Anyway, I haven't eaten grapes in a while because the last time my dad bought them, they had bitter seeds in them, which I always thinks are bugs *shudders*. But the grapes he bought today, they didn't have seeds. But I was wondering, how did they take it out? How is it seedless? The grapes have nothing wrong with them, no holes or anything... It just is weird lol. So I googled it. o_O I have a lot of time on my hands... I thought it was chemicals at first. But it isn't. They actually spray this hormone on it so they, kind of, "skip" the seed-making process. Which sounds so wrong that I read it again. Anyway, I thought it was interesting :/
Okay, my friends like Death Note, so I tried to watch it, and got kind of bored. But I'm pretty sure it was either since I watched 1 minute of it, and that I wasn't in the mood. Just wondering, why is it so good? People keep saying it is, ex. KHV F. So help me? Gimme good reasons to watch it. Is it mystery? say yes and i'll obviously watch.
No advertising or I'll hit you with banstick with a power of over 9000.-SJ
okay, you probably/might have seen this, but w/e. It is too funny to only watch ONCE! http://www.slide.com/r/iLHPipLSsz9oYWa9J9EIXgNohqANdHnF SO GOOD. hilarious.
Is it sad that I actually want to play this... i used to LOVE dragon ball z lol... http://www.gamefaqs.com/computer/doswin/image/938704.html
I really was rooting for her not to be a tramp. After girlfriend and that video I was like o_O and then when When your gone came, I was like OKAY yay she isn't a w////. But now...OMGSH. go to youtube find the new vid called Hot. What happened to the good old days? Oh and I also hate Britney's new video...i saw her boob =_= EEWWWWW TAKE IT OUT OF MY BRAIN PLEASE TAKE IT OUT OF MY BRAIN.
Okay so yesterday, I was coming from my friends place, and I saw someone farish away. I thought it was my friend, so I waved, she had dark hair, same jacket, same pants, same skin tone, she waved back, when I got closer, I realized it wasn't even HER. It wasn't even ANYONE I KNEW! It was so embarassing, because I just walked away LAUGHING MY *** OFF. Oh I think she might have thought I was crazy, since I was mouthing my favourite song....and looking up and the skie...OH GOD PLEASE DO NOT LET ME SEE HER AGAIN.
I love them so much! I remember when i watched the premiere of Decided to Break it, I was glued to the computer listening to it over nd over lol. nyways, anyone likethem? the vocalists are hott!
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My friend and I are debating about this, she thinks that a) is hotter, but I say b) is hotter. a) Ed Westwick b) Benjamin Mckenzie sorry, but its either this or facebook, and i don wanna put it on facebook =_= OC fans HELP ME OUT!! I'm with B by the way. Ben is hot! LikeNeverBefore is with Ed. HELP ME PLEASE! i know this is pointless, but its like...really important o_O...
In the utmost worst way. I WATCHED HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW... I have disgraced myself and the anti-hsm people. grr i feel so bad. I know its stupid, but I was bored, and craving FOOD AND WATER, since I am fasting and cannot eat until 7:29. i actually watched it, and thought it was really BAD.
Yawh, i got annoyed, its taking so long to get to 1,000,000, so i'm making this. Count from 1 Million to ONE! Lets see who gets the lucky number one! hehe =] now, im not gonna start, someone can have 1 million.
yay. almost anyways. the games not finished. but still =] anyone else watch NFL Kick OFF??? ARg I like Reggie Bush tho.
okay because i am bored, and ONE TREE HILL is taking so effing long to load, i decided to play a game for all the beloved members of KH VIDS. arg if you guys don't bump, ill be pissed. jkjk... okay. Who would you (from Kh-vids): Marry: Have EX/EE/EX with: Date: Be Friendly with: the last one...just don't mind me =_=
WTF we have moods??? lol jkjk just wanted you guys to come =_= so..whens school starting? and what grade/year???
http://youtube.com/watch?v=iONrQ_PBpWk best thing i have ever seen!!! so funny. Dave Chappelle is hilarious. Moral: don't listen to sesame street.
