Namine's shoes were off by this point, so she just glanced at Roxas before she followed Kairi to the living room. She wasn't sure what they were all going to do now, but she was glad that they were someplace cozy, unlike that warehouse.
I'm not going to lie; seeing the topic title scares me. A few months ago, a friend of mine committed suicide. The pain that I felt from his loss was UNBEARABLE on so many levels, and even though you feel like you're at your lowest level, I'm sure there is at least one person who considers you a friend. Please, do that one friend a person; don't put them through the unbearable pain of losing you! You seem like an extraordinary person, taking care of a child that isn't your own and dealing with your grandmother. You have a lot of strength to keep doing this, and you should be proud of yourself! You're doing something that a lot of other people aren't willing to do, and you're offering the child a future. With that being said, I can only imagine how hard it is to raise the child by yourself. Even though you said you're very shy, I recommend reaching out to other people. This isn't something that you should face alone, and as scary as it may feel, you should seek friendship with other people and set up a support system. And also...don't lose hope. Even in your darkest hour, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. I know from experience that you can't always feel the hope, or see the end, but as somebody else said in this thread, the suffering is only temporary. If you ended your life now, you would miss out on future happiness in life, with the child or with others. I really hope you're hearing all of us here on KH-Vids; suicide isn't the answer. I've said that a few times, but I feel like I can't say it enough. Good luck with everything, and know that you've got people here that don't want your life to end.
Sora turned to his friends, seeing that there was a break in the conversation now that Riku started towards the living room. "Be right back," he said, starting down the hall. Since he had the chance, he would get out of his traveling clothes and put on something normal, like sweats and a T-shirt.
Almost A Whisper- Yanni
Okie dokie, hopefully I'll see you later!
Namine turned to look at Roxas, the girl gently slipping her hand out of his and moving over to slip off her shoes. "They're both pretty bad; sneaking in through kitchen windows to steal brownies..." She arched a brow at Roxas at the mention, knowing that climbing in through Kairi's window had been his idea.
xD Okay, so if I'm awake, I'll check in after 10. Sound good?
Sora turned to look at the door when he was inside, looking past Riku and seeing Roxas and Namine come in. An idea came to mind at the sight of Namine, and he wished he would have thought of it sooner. "Maybe we should have gone to your house, Namine," he started jokingly. "We could have raided your fridge." "Ha ha," Namine said, rolling her eyes as a smile appeared on her lips. She knew that her fridge was a big reason why Sora and Roxas often came to her house, but tonight, they were at Sora's. that was alright with her; she would enjoy having some food in her house this week.
Should I check in around 9 my time? Or is that too early?
"This is why it's important not to get on her bad side," Sora muttered to Riku jokingly, a smile forming on his lips as he followed Kairi inside his him. He flipped on a light switch on the wall, which illuminated the area nicely.
One Step At A Time- Jordin Sparks
Alright. =/ You know when/if you'll be back?
Sora brought his arm back to his side, a sheepish smile on his lips as he watched Kairi do her thing. "I think you said that the last time I forgot my key," he said, trying to remember it. It had been a long time ago, but it had been during a time when he had often forgotten to carry a house key on him.
Sora walked up the steps of his porch, stopping himself and Kairi when they were in front of the door. He reached towards his pocket without thought, but then he realized that he was in his traveling clothes, so he wouldn't have his keys on him. "...You still know how to break into houses?" he asked Kairi, the sheepish smile on his lips showing that he didn't have a key on him. Kairi was good at popping locks, which had surprised him the first time she did it, but now he saw that the skill could come in handy. Namine noticed that along with the sky getting darker, the air was getting a little bit cooler. However, that didn't really matter now, since Sora's home was right here.
Don't Wait- Addison Road
Namine walked with Roxas, only glancing over her shoulder one time before she faced forward again. Goodbye, she thought, saying her farewell to this place, as well as to her fears. She had stood up to her worst enemy; if she had the courage to face that, then she could face anything.
Namine smiled softly, slipping her hand into Roxas's when he offered it to her. "Never," she agreed. They had made enough bad memories in this place; now it was time to leave and make some good ones. Whatever tomorrow held, she felt as if she were ready for it. This was a place from her past. She wouldn't allow it to haunt her anymore.
Okie dokie. =)
Namine blinked at the call, tearing her gaze away from the pole that she had been tied to before. "Mm?" she hummed, seeing softness in Roxas's eyes. She still had a lot of thoughts on her mind, but she would think about them on the walk home, or when she was by herself.
We're probably going to have everybody sleep at the place eventually...maybe they could all go to Sora's, since he has an extra bedroom? Or they...
