That guy is nuts, its white and gold, duh.
Please get me through this homework Dave Grohl.
What's sad is a man died. They will find replacements, I don't have a shred of doubt about that.
Be careful, you might cut someone with that edge.
The best example of why losing your memory to such an extent is such a big deal is just danger. There have been many times she has been like "oh I'll just pay for this", which could lead to even more financial ruin than she is in right now. Or "oh I should take my medicine", which could lead her to either taking too many or none at all. Or some extreme cases such as "Oh I'll drive to the store". She can't nor should she drive in the condition she is in, in fact the doctor forbid it, for good reason. I hate using a word like this, but when someone 'decays' like this mentally, pretty much everything needs to be done for them. I don't even know if I properly answered your question, so I apologize ><
Hey guys, long time no rant. So to be honest I really don't know where to begin, I guess I could start off by saying things have actually been really great (up until recently), I've been doing very well in school (somehow managed to keep a 4.0), my head injury has been in check for a very long time, and I've been kicking my butt with healthy eating/exercise for about a month now which makes me feel great. Unfortunately things aren't all sunshine and rainbows. A while back my grandmother (on my mother's side) started showing signs of Alzheimer's/dementia. It was fairly slow at first but I guess you could say I saw it coming before she was officially diagnosed. My grandmother has always been a really social and outgoing person, really fun to be around as there was never a dull moment if she was there. That's when you could say things started to go wrong. Sparing you all from having to read a wall of text about what Alzheimer's does to a person, right now she is not very functional. If we are talking to her she will forget what we said and ask us to repeat ourselves several times. My mother has taken over her finances completely as she cannot be trusted with her own checkbook, credit & debit cards, etc. She also cannot drive which leaves taking care of her to my mom and her brother, mostly my mom to be honest as my uncle is kind of a jackass (I help out as much as I can, school can be tough and get in the way though). It doesn't end there though. A few weeks back my mother went with my grandmother to go to the doctor to get her breasts checked out to see if she had any lumps (checking for cancer). So it turns out they found something and then did a biopsy to check to see if it was cancerous. We got a phone call from my uncle saying everything was okay, my grandmother told him what happened during the appointment as he was the one who drove her. A few days later my mom got a call from my grandmother, she was really upset because she just heard from the nurse at the cancer place and it turns out she actually DOES have it. Turns out my grandmother (knowing her usual tendencies I don't know why I was surprised) didn't retain much of the information that the doctor told her. She left that day thinking she didn't have cancer, when she in fact does. She is going to a doctor (in march if I can remember correctly) to get a full checkup. From what my mom can see, my grandmother has the symptoms of what appears to be stage 2 breast cancer at the very least. She has spots all over her legs, etc. I won't go into too much detail, truth be told because its hard to remember all of this stuff it has been happening so fast. Oh and the other day at dinner my mom pretty much all but confirmed that she'd rather see my grandmother (her mom) die from cancer than slowly lose her mind and die suffering. Which I agree with, both suck, but if one has to happen I'd rather she go quickly/peacefully as much as possible. But wow, that is a tough pill to swallow.... So where does this leave me? Well my grandmother on my mom's side is the last person on that side of the family that is still alive, that I can really say I love. That may be weird to hear, but it is true. I am sure some of you can understand, families can be fragmented and that means you don't really get to spend time with them and developed the bonds needed to really say that you LOVE that person. For those of you who are unaware (which might not be very many of you) I am a very emotional person. I guess you could say I wear my heart on my shoulder. I was a wreck when my grandfather died and I cannot for the life of me fathom the sadness that is to come in the future. It is already really hard to deal with. Now I'm not what you would call 'depressed', trust me I've been there and I know this isn't it. I just feel a bit, I don't know...crushed? That might be the word. I love my mom's side of the family, specifically my grandmother and grandfather, but to have both of them gone. Damn that messes me up by just typing it. I guess what worries me the most is that things were going so well for me in terms of overall happiness. Hell some of you might have noticed, I haven't been starting shit with anyone on here, that must be a good sign. I'm not saying I am going to turn into some a-hole once things get worse. I just don't think my heart can take anymore of this. I've also been this entire time an emotional "wall" for my mother to lean on and vent to whenever things go wrong. How is she supposed to vent to me if I am the one currently breaking down. Ugh, I am sorry for this i just had to get this out. Feel free to say whatever you want. Share a story, give advice. It doesn't matter. I just really needed to do this.
Just throwing in my $0.02, but it is going to be unnecessarily hard to try and please all parties here. I am 100% for making adjustments to the site that make people in this particular case feel more comfortable and welcome, however debating 'x' vs 'y' as the "least offensive"/"most accepted" way of more or less pleasing everyone will result in this thread never being resolved. Again I am totally for making people feel good, and changes like this have the potential to be really awesome. Just know you cannot possibly please everyone. Sorry if that was off topic or not want wanted
Story of my life
All it does is save time, as long as everything is 'legal'. Cheating in my eyes is when you are acquiring something that you can't normally get, like it just is flat out impossible.
I was fairly excited about this game (well as much as a person could when they haven't played it despite the fan made english patch), but I don't know after watching that....I am so pumped lol.
You mentioned that it was a vitamin, worse comes to worse it just devolves and either gets absorbed into your system or it just finds some way of making itself out. One thing I do suggest though, is try to relax. Tension is the last thing you want if you want to get something like this out. One thing I can also suggest as I had this condition in my early years in grade school called 'vocal chord dysfunction', is to try some different breathing exercises. Deep breaths in through your nose, then out through your mouth. Another one is to pant really hard like a dog (weird I know but it has worked in the past). Basically what VCD (vocal chord dysfunction) was is my vocal chords randomly shut throughout the day which caused me some bad breathing problems. Just try your best to relax and do what I said. I wish you the best though.
Have you tried drinking water in big gulps, by this I mean put some water in your mouth and just 'force' the water down. The pressure might dislodge the pill. That and there should be some good news, the casing can't last forever and will most likely dissolve, especially if you are drinking a lot of water.
Not to be that guy, but no it isn't. KHV (from what I've gathered through observation and actually speaking to him) was business and business alone. Adding in personal feelings and all of that just wasn't his way of doing business. Am I going to defend the fact that it was ridiculously hard to get a hold of him? No, that was BS, no way around it. However "getting rid of us" was no sin, just a business move.
When spdude was getting desperate to sell the site he offered it to me for (if I can recall) $4000-$5000. I think I posted about it in the prem section (you guys didn't like that, I do admit it wasn't wise to be like HEY GAIZ KHV IS BEING SOLD AYO). I wish I was older when that happened because even know that seems like a steal to me. I still find it weird that he probably emailed me more in that time more than he communicated with anyone on the site for a long time. Although, money is money and that seemed to be his language.
Yup I accidentally used that last week. 0 to heart attack in like two seconds.
Not my choice, and feel free to ignore what I say here. But in my opinion this falls under the category of "everyone can have children, but it takes time and effort to be a parent", meaning if he wasn't/isn't a father to you (not saying he is or isn't, trying to be super neutral here) then maybe it is better off for you to not invite him. I don't know, a ceremony like this only really happens (ideally) once in your life, and the last thing you want is to have to worry about someone else, let alone any potential drama. It is your day, do what is best for you. Also congrats!
Just finished watching the movie Whiplash, and dammmmmnnnn it was really good. I had a music director just like Fletcher which was both weird and cool all at the same time.
Don't ever talk shit on the SPDude. That Niqqa will run you over with his yacht.
