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Hey KHV! How are you all? xD
Feels like I haven't been here in ever!
Yeah, I actually have had kind of a social life.... xD

These lyrics are NOT based on the My Chemical Romance song of the same name. I wrote these today, and this seemed to be the perfect title.

You tried to shut me up, keep me in a cage,
Safely hidden from being affected by the world,
And you used to tell me all the time that I could be something special,
I guess you were right, you were right,
Was I wrong, in your mind, in your eyes?
I can't take it anymore,
I'll take a stand and you'll bury your head in the sand,
Wishing that I'd just disappear,
I tell you things you don't wanna hear,
You cover your ears and walk away,
What does it matter when I'm just a girl?

If I don't mean anything to you, you don't need to show it,
If I don't mean anything to you, you don't have to show it,
I wanted to turn this around, take this whole thing down
And look where we've ended up now,
Is this where we stand? Is this where we stand?
With nothing to say, just trying to find a mistake held in each other's hands,
Then I'm leaving this behind now.

You say that I'm starting a fight,
But can't you see, you're setting the place alight,
Trying to pick out all of the flaws in me,
And once I start to defend, you act like we have to be friends,
You make this so difficult for me.
I can't take it anymore,
I'll take a stand and you'll bury your head in the sand,
Wishing that I'd just disappear,
I tell you things you don't wanna hear,
You cover your ears and walk away,
What does it matter when I'm just a girl?

If I don't mean anything to you, you don't need to show it,
If I don't mean anything to you, you don't have to show it,
I wanted to turn this around, take this whole thing down
And look where we've ended up now,
Is this where we stand? Is this where we stand?
With nothing to say, just trying to find a mistake held in each other's hands,
Then I'm leaving this behind now.

This is how I disappear,
This is how I disappear,
This is how I disappear,
This how I
Leave you here to pick up your own pieces,
This is how I don't say goodbye,
It's your own fault that we ended up like this,
'Cause I know now, yeah I know now,
I know that to you I don't mean anything and you don't have to show it,
I know that to you, I don't mean anything and now,
This is where we stand,
This is where we stand,
This is how I disappear.

If I don't mean anything to you, you don't need to show it,
If I don't mean anything to you, you don't have to show it,
I wanted to turn this around, take this whole thing down
And look where we've ended up now,
Is this where we stand? Is this where we stand?
With nothing to say, just trying to find a mistake held in each other's hands,
Then I'm leaving this behind now.

This is where we stand, trying to find a mistake held in each other's hands,
You don't have to show it,
You don't have to say it,
'Cause I don't mean anything,
This is how I disappear,
This is how I disappear,
This is how I disappear,
This how I
This is where we stand,
This is where we stand.

You tried to shut me up, keep me in a cage.

Smiled all day, got told by some random dude that I was "oddly cute"

Spoiler

I Imagined this:

Then got home from college and saw my friend who I haven't seen in a year or so!! YAY! <3
KHV,
Have this:

10 Days until I go to MCM!
10 Days until I'll post pictures of me in my full Misa cosplay (not doing contacts now :( No money xD)
10 Days until I squee with delight over a new game I didn't know was coming out... or some dude cosplaying as anybody who's awesome!

CAN NOT WAIT!
<3

This is basically a song about my life based on real events in my life.

I can't stand people smiling when I'm breaking,
I hate it when people can tell that I'm faking my whole life,
I like banana splits and licking mint ice cream off my lips,
And I love it when people speak to me.
How could a girl like me be a bit of a world that never fits just right?
And I like relaxing in the moonlight on top of my roof every night,
There's something strange about me.

And nobody seems to notice that I'm just me,
They're all to busy trying to make me into what they want me to be,
I'm so perfect for a girl like me,
Heaven can wait, I can live my dream,
With you by my side and everything's feeling alright,
'Cause I got you, yeah, and you're gonna help me through
All the wind and the rain, the fire and its flames,
Because you'd stick with me through anything,
And you know I'd do it all over again for you.

This friendship's taken a turn and there are still lessons,
That we have to learn,
Since there seems to be no place for a girl like me,
A lone dreamer in a single parent family, 'cause God knows he never cared for me,
Dreams of reaching the top, dreaming of getting on that stage to rock,
My country music to awaken the ten year old girl in me,
There's something secret about me.

And nobody seems to notice that I'm just me,
They're all to busy trying to make me into what they want me to be,
I'm so perfect for a girl like me,
Heaven can wait, I can live my dream,
With you by my side and everything's feeling alright,
'Cause I got you, yeah, and you're gonna help me through
All the wind and the rain, the fire and its flames,
Because you'd stick with me through anything,
And you know I'd do it all over again for you.

But on that night, the heartbreak that I faced when I saw you,
It was all a mistake I never meant to make,
Tried to stay strong, tried to comfort you,
And then I fell in love,
Didn't really know where I was going to,
Seemed like the world had started tumbling down,
And the only safe place seemed to be you,
Just what did I do?
There's something that's changed about me.

And nobody seems to notice that I'm just me,
They're all to busy trying to make me into what they want me to be,
I'm so perfect for a girl like me,
Heaven can wait, I can live my dream,
With you by my side and everything's feeling alright,
'Cause I got you, yeah, and you're gonna help me through
All the wind and the rain, the fire and its flames,
Because you'd stick with me through anything,
And you know I'd do it all over again for you

Nobody knows just how much,
You all mean to me.
This is life as I know it,
And nobody knows, nobody sees,
How much you all mean to me,
Just how much you all mean to me.

Bus fare to and from college (daily): £3
Food: £4.20
Camera for Media Project: £5
Tape for camera: £5
Resitting that exam you got told you weren't entered for: £18

I have no munny!!! *sob*