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~Chapter 3~

Zexion was brought back to the castle the next morning. This was his second day of being in an actual coma. He was lying on his bed. Xigbar was sitting on a chair next to him, watching him.
“Hi, Zexion.†Xigbar said quietly. He didn’t expect a response back, but he liked talking to Zexion. He felt like Zexion was listening. Xigbar looked at the ground.
“I’m…really sorry…for hurting you like that.†He looked over at Zexion. He smiled weakly. “I wonder…did it hurt? To be hit?†Xigbar chuckled. “I’ve been hit with a lot of things, but never with a car.†His smile faded. Just then, Axel walked in, and went over to where Xigbar was sitting.
“You know,†Axel said, “Vexen said that Zexion would be all right.†Xigbar sighed.
“I know but…†he looked at the ground. Axel put his hand on his shoulder and smiled.
“He’s your best friend. You’re just worried about him.†Xigbar looked up at him. Axel smiled again. “There’s nothing wrong with that.†Xigbar looked at the ground again.
“But…say if…†Xigbar couldn’t finish the sentence. He sighed deeply. “I’d feel like it was my fault…because it was…†Axel shook his head.
“It wasn’t your fault.†Xigbar stood up suddenly, and Axel stepped back.
“Yes it was!†he shouted angrily. “I pushed him!†Axel glared at him.
“You were drunk! You really didn’t know what you were doing!â€
“That’s the point! It was my fault!†Xigbar looked over at Zexion with sad eyes. “If he died, it’d be my fault.†Axel looked at Zexion as well. He could see his chest rising in a steady manner, his breathing even. Axel turned to walk out of the room, but stopped.
“He’ll be fine.†He said, before leaving the room. Xigbar sat down next to Zexion again. Xigbar sighed.
“If you died, it’d be my fault…â€
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Axel came walking down the stairs into the kitchen, where Lexaeus, Luxord, Roxas, and Demyx were sitting at the table. They all seemed somewhat bored.
“Xigbar feeling any better?†Luxord asked. Axel shook his head while sitting down.
“He still thinks it’s his fault.†Lexaeus sighed.
“What are we going to do about him?†Axel shrugged.
“Maybe we should let him deal with this himself.†Demyx looked at him.
“I feel bad for him.†He said. “I mean, could you imagine how he’d react if Zexion didn’t…†Luxord slapped him in the back of his head.
“OOWWW!†Demyx shouted. Luxord glared at him.
“Don’t talk like that.†He said.
“Yeah, Zexion will be alright.†Roxas said. Xigbar came down the stairs into the kitchen. Roxas looked up at him.
“Hi!†he said. Xigbar glared evilly at him. Roxas saw this.
“What?†he asked nervously. Xigbar walked up to him, his eyes narrowed.
“I should hurt you for yelling out what I told you to not yell put on the phone last night.†He growled. Demyx jumped up from his seat.
“OH! I want to watch!!!†he shouted. Xigbar walked over to Demyx and punched him in his arm.
“OWWW!!!†he shouted, rubbing his once again sore arm. Xigbar smirked.
“Instead of watching, why don’t you be part of it!†he said as he raised his clenched fist to punch Demyx again. Demyx backed away, but before Xigbar could strike, Lexaeus grabbed his arm and forced him to lower it.
“Xigbar, it’s not his fault!!†he said. Xigbar pulled away from him and looked at the ground with sad eyes.
“I know…†he said quietly. “It’s…mine.†He then walked slowly back upstairs. All of the Nobodies in the room could only watch as he left. Luxord sighed unhappily.
“I hate birthdays…â€
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Xigbar was walking towards his room when he over heard a conversation between Saix and Xemnas. He walked towards the door of Xemnas’ room and put his ear to it, trying to listen…

“How is Zexion doing?†Xemnas asked. Saix nodded.
“Fine. I just checked on him. Vexen said he was all right. Nothing broken.†Xemnas nodded.
“Good. Very good.†Saix shuffled his feet nervously. Xemnas noticed this. “What is it?†Saix looked up at him.
“There’s only one bad thing…†Saix started. Xemnas looked at him.
“What?â€
“Vexen can’t predict when Zexion will wake up.†Saix looked at the ground. “Or if he’ll ever wake up…†Xemnas nodded slowly, sadly. Xigbar, still listening, blinked back tears. He hated crying. He wanted to leave, but he forced himself to stay and listen.
“I see…†Xemnas said. Saix looked at him again.
“What is to happen…if…â€
“What is to happen if what?†Saix sighed sadly.
“What is to happen if he doesn’t wake up?†At those words, Xigbar almost lost it. If he had a heart, it would’ve shattered into a million pieces at those words. Xigbar walked away from the door, and towards his room. He didn’t want to stay to hear the rest. He knew what they’d do. His eyes started to sting, and he blinked back more tears. He hated crying so much. It was so weak of him to cry. He cursed himself as tears threatened to come. He sat down on his bed. He closed his eyes. He wished he could go back in time and change everything. If Zexion was awake, he could ask him for a spell to do so. He could make it so that he never pushed Zexion. That he never drank anything other than soda. That he left Zexion alone after Zexion told him he didn’t want to go to the club. But it was too late. What happened, happened. He couldn’t change that. He lay down on his bed, and opened his eyes. He suddenly felt tired. He closed his eyes.

“Best friends…â€
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Xigbar awoke with a start sometime later. He looked out of his window to see the moon shining brightly. He yawned and stretched. How long had he been sleeping? He walked out of his room, and down the hall, peeking into everyone’s rooms as he walked. Everyone was asleep. He then stopped at Zexion’s room. He walked in and sat down in the chair next to Zexion’s bed. Xigbar looked over at Zexion. He looked like he was sleeping—not in a coma. Xigbar smiled. He wished he were only sleeping. That way, in the morning he could walk into the kitchen, to see Zexion reading his spell book, studying, like he always did. He’d sit there and read, and Xigbar would know:

Zexion was alive.

Xigbar looked at his friend once more. He sighed.
“Goodnight, xion.†He rose from his seat and walked towards the door. Before he left, Xigbar turned around.

“Zexion…I’m sorry…†he said sadly before walking away to his own room.

Zexion?

Who…was that?




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JUST A QUICK NOTE!!!!!! PLEASE READ!!!!!

I go back to school Monday. That means I will start to have homework again >:P

I'll try my hardest to release a chapter a night, or at least a chapter every other nite :)

Sorry about that...blame the school system :)

Chapter 2! :D And Roxas really needs to keep his mouth shut at time...lol

~Chapter 2~

“Have any fours?†Roxas asked.
“Go fish.†Demyx answered. Roxas sighed as he drew another card from the pile. He, Demyx, Axel, Larxene, Marluxia, and Vexen were sitting at the kitchen table playing Go Fish. They were all incredibly bored. Vexen looked at Larxene.
“Have any nines?†Larxene glared at him.
“Do I look like I have any nines?†she snapped. Axel chuckled. Playing card games with Larxene was always a challenge, considering that she was such a sore loser.
“You do too have a nine!†Vexen said.
“No, I don’t!†Larxene insisted. Vexen looked over at Demyx.
“Does she have a nine?†he asked. Larxene put her cards face down on the table.
“Stop cheating!†she said. Demyx laughed.
“You’re the one who’s cheating! You have three nines!†he said. She growled at Demyx and slapped the cards in Vexen’s hand. She then punched Demyx in his arm.
“OW!†He yelled, rubbing his sore arm. Marluxia laughed. Just then the phone rang. Roxas jumped up from his seat.
“I’ll get it!!!†Roxas shouted. He ran over to the phone and picked it up.

“Hello?†He said. The Nobodies in the room were quiet, trying to listen to who was on the phone. They could hear some mumbling.
“Oh hi Xigbar!†Roxas said, smiling. Everyone was quiet now, wondering why he was calling.

Xigbar said something. Roxas looked confused.
“You want to talk to Xemnas? But why?†he asked.
Xigbar yelled. Roxas winced.
“No need to yell! I just want to know why!â€
Xigbar said something.
“I won’t tell! I promise!â€
Xigbar sighed. He said something. Roxas looked angry and hurt at what he said.
“I do not blurt out things!â€
Xigbar laughed.
“Oh come on! Tell me!â€
Xigbar sighed, and said something. Roxas nodded happily.
“Yes, I promise not to yell what you tell me out loud.â€
Xigbar said something. Roxas’ eyes grew wide at his words.
“ZEXION GOT HIT BY A CAR???????†He yelled. Everyone in the room looked up at Roxas in surprise.
Xigbar started cursing and yelling. Roxas held the phone away from his ear. Axel ran up to him and snatched the phone away.
“Xigbar? Xigbar, it’s me, Axel.†He said.
Xigbar said something. Axel nodded.
“Sure. I’ll give you to Xemnas.†He said, running up some stairs towards Xemnas’ room. All of the Nobodies in the room watch Axel run away. Demyx then jumped up from his seat.
“Let’s follow him!†he said. Everyone nodded, and quietly ran after Axel.
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The six Nobodies (including Axel) were out in the hall, just outside of Xemnas’ door, trying to listen to the conversation between him and Xigbar. Marluxia looked at Roxas.
“So Zexion got hit by a car?†he whispered. Roxas nodded.
“That’s what he said.†Roxas whispered back.
“I hope he’s ok.†Larxene whispered, sounding worried. All of the Nobodies looked at her.
“You’re worried about him?†Axel whispered. “You never worry about him!â€
“Or anyone else for that matter…†Demyx whispered. Larxene glared at him, and punched him in his arm again.
“OWWWW!!!†Demyx hissed. Vexen glared at him.
“Shut up!!!†he hissed back. Everyone then became quiet, so that they could listen to the conversation.

“Zexion got hit by a car?†Xemnas said in disbelief.
Xigbar said something. Xemnas sighed.
“How did this happen?†he asked.
Xigbar said something. Xemnas raised an eyebrow.
“You pushed him into the street?â€
Xigbar said something, sounding nervous.
“You were DRUNK?†Xemnas shouted, angry.
There was silence. Xemnas rubbed his temples with his hand.
“I told you guys to be careful.â€
Xigbar said something. Xemnas rolled his eyes.
“Where are Luxord and Xaldin?â€
Xigbar said something. Xemnas nodded.
“And where is Zexion now?â€
Xigbar said something. Xemnas nodded again.
“Can he come back to the Castle?â€
Xigbar said something.
“But what?â€
Xigbar said something very quietly. Xemnas looked worried.
“He’s not waking up?â€
Xigbar quickly said something. Xemnas looked annoyed.
“Xigbar, a coma is serious.â€
Xigbar sighed sadly. Xemnas closed his eyes.
“Just…come back as soon as you can.â€
There was silence. Xemnas hung up, and began walking towards the door. He opened it, and hit something hard.
“OWWWWW!!!†Demyx screeched, rubbing his now sore head. Xemnas looked to see all the six Nobodies staring at him. Xemnas rolled his eyes.
“Is Zexion alright?†Marluxia asked.
“No, he’s in a coma.†Xemnas replied. He began walking down the hall, but then stopped and turned around to face the six members. “Let Saix and Lexaeus know about Zexion’s condition.†The Nobodies nodded. Xemnas narrowed his eyes. “And if I catch you eavesdropping again, you all will pay.†He then continued to the end of the hall and went down the stairs.
“I’ll tell Saix.†Roxas said. Axel put a hand on his shoulder.
“That’s ok, I’ll tell him. He gets angrily easily, and might go berserk.†He said. Roxas looked at him quizzically.
“But Saix hates you. Won’t he get even angrier if you’re the one to tell him?†Roxas asked. Axel nodded.
“Exactly. With me telling him, maybe he’ll go extra berserk.†Axel smiled. “It’s fun to see him go crazy.†He then walked off towards Saix’s room, with Roxas and Demyx following, in anticipation the outcome. Vexen shook his head in annoyance.
“I’ll tell Lexaeus.†He said, and started down the hall. Larxene and Marluxia walked down with him, with nothing better to do.
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Xemnas was in the living room, sitting on the sofa. He was shaking his head in disbelief at tonight’s events.
“Xigbar, you’ve screwed up a lot of things in the past.†He said.

“But this has got to be the worst…â€

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These keyblades are connected to a story I'm writing, which is why there is a twilight keyblade, and no keyblade to represent roxas (he's not in my story)