I know now that nothing is free I talk to you every now and then I've never felt so alone again
I got a little... color happy.
because what's cooler than smudging + liquefying?
there's a ... running around the internets that's 25 years old and looking for a Christian soul mate. But I come up first on Google search. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Honestly, I really need to rant about my stepmother. She is a horrible woman. It's like she's trying to find a way to make me upset. I need to describe the situation with my parents a bit, though. My mom and dad were married for about ten years, and they fought a lot. Whether it was about my dad's smoking cigarettes, or something else, it seemed like every night they would have it out while they thought me and my sisters were asleep. By the time I was in the second grade, the fights were becoming more and more frequent, and my dad would often leave for days. On one February night, they had one of their worst fights yet, and though I was still young, I knew that this one wasn't like the others. Eventually, it ended with my mom telling my dad that maybe they needed some time apart from each other. I don't think my dad was very happy about this, and my mom eventually called the cops and we stayed at my aunt's house for the night. When we got back the next day, my mom explained what was going on. They were going to get a divorce, and my dad was going to move in with his parents. Fast forward in time a little, and my dad and grandfather tried to throw us out of our home. My grandfather was the mortgage holder for some reason, and we had the option of my mom paying off the mortgage by herself or moving. My sisters and I were still young at the time, and my mom was reluctant to make us move. But we all know the stresses of a single mother, and paying a mortgage on the very expensive Long Island AND keeping food on the table seemed near impossible. My mom eventually took on the mortgage, and started working three jobs. She's a wonderful woman. I love her. After my parents finally got the divorce finalized, my dad announced that he was going to start to date a co-worker named Melissa. Before that, he had almost stopped smoking, but when she came he started up again. She and her two children moved in with him and his parents, and they eventually moved into an apartment with each other. They got married, and three months later my half-sister was born. I was young, but I could still do the math. My mom had told me to stay away from her -- she tried to fight my mother many times, and I don't think that my parents were exactly "separated" when my stepmother came into the picture. But that's just what I think. Now, things hadn't been so bad, but lately my stepmother has been horrible to me. I don't know if it's because she hates my mother, or because I look like her, or whatever, but she's incredibly nasty to me and my sisters. Particularly me. I've tried being reasonable with her. I've ignored her, been nice to her, everything -- but she's still incredibly hostile to me. The real breaking point was when we went on a trip to Fire Island. It was hot, I was tired, and PMSing to her. She called me a *****, and when we got home, I found a present from her puppy in my room. I told this to her, already a bit angry from that day, and she said she'd deal with it after a rude comment. I waited at least two hours, and nothing happened. In the end, my sister cleaned it up. My stepmother got my dad to tell that my sarcasum from that day really "turned her off". Emotional breakdown. After about two weeks, she still held the grudge, and has been saying really ****** things to me. I cried my eyes out twice the last time I was there. I'm at wits end with her, and I really don't know how to deal with her. Yeah... so kind of a rant. :/
Why did you haaaave to teach Orange that grasshopper thing? DDD:
As some of you know, for the past week or so I've had some rather laughable conversations with my friend's cousin. Today, I fear they may have come to an end. Friend's Cousin: do u like noit like me? MISTEH: Is that a rhetorical question? Friend's Cousin: nooo Friend's Cousin: its a real question MISTEH: I don't not like you. Friend's Cousin: ok sureee MISTEH: why do you say that with a sarcastic undertone? D: Friend's Cousin: cuz mi cuz told me that when ur in her art class u told her u didnt like me MISTEH: no, I told her that I hadn't talked to you in a while. Friend's Cousin: ok sureee what ev MISTEH: another sarcastic undertone. MISTEH: you make me a sad panda :C Friend's Cousin: okkk Friend's Cousin: I DONT LIKE U ANYMORE [name taken out to protect her] signed off at 5:21:53 PM. I hope she didn't block me. ;_;
Yo voy a ir el centro commercial con mi madre, mis hermanas, y my prima. Nosotros vamos a comprar un regalo para mi prima y caminar mucho. Me gusta el centro commercial. Despues, nosotros vamos ir a la casa de mi prima. Nosotros vamos a tener una fiesta para el cumpleanos de my prima. Yo voy a comer mucho pastel. Me gusta pastel y fiestas y mi prima!
is the name of a few comics I make in mockery of Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic. If anyone's interested in seeing them, I might scan & post them. :3
Just a few avatars that I've made in the past... while. Advent Children: The Science of Sleep: Wristcutters: A Love Story: Not a lot, I know. I've been slacking.
I have pants that say Amethyst on the waistband. :'3
In the which member would you want to meet thread about her playing GTA, and I suddenly got the image in my head of CtR dressing her character up in a pretty little outfit, then killing everyone yelling "DIE mother ****ers!," but still remaining incredibly British.
Great band. their songs are adorable. <3 Recommended shiz: twinkle echo yr boyfriend scattered pearls students for scarves and charm i should have kissed you when i had the chance
Friend's Cousin: hi again MISTEH: hi again 2u2 Friend's Cousin: why do u say that in ur profile? MISTEH: say what? Friend's Cousin: say hoot hoot MISTEH: O_o Friend's Cousin: dont try to act cool Friend's Cousin: cuz its not working MISTEH: Actually, I'm freezing at the moment. Friend's Cousin: thats uncalled for Friend's Cousin: :| MISTEH: I don't think we're quite on the same wavelength. Friend's Cousin: (m)(panda):@) Friend's Cousin: what do ya mean? Friend's Cousin: :S Friend's Cousin: (panda) MISTEH: :B Friend's Cousin: u wear glasses? MISTEH: no Friend's Cousin: what ev Oh the hilarity.
asdfghjkl; CRISP I LOVE YOUR SIGNATURE. that is the best video I've ever seen. :'D
is honestly the closest we'll ever get to a real-life L.
to wait up half the night and he can't be bothered to phone you spend another night alone I'm not trying to make you mad or act like your dad it's time that you were told your boyfriend's an *******
you're my cave and I've been hiding ouuuuut.
What I'm looking for is a program that will let me be on AIM and MSN at the same time in the same window. I've tried Trillian, which from what I could see was the highest rated, but it just didn't have all the settings and capabilities that I wanted. it's not a dire need or anything, but it would be convenient.
