*screams* and no. I did not write this in a matter of 10 seconds. It's called copy and pasting... From a pm I sent out to Xaldin a little while ago.... About a month ago, Darky left without telling me... I talked to Chris (cronoking) about it and we both came to the conclusion that he didn't tell me or reply to me because he wasn't interested anymore. I was in class and I got up and collapsed, crying -to cut a long story short i went home because the teachers believed I was sick and they didn't want to look after me. When I got home I sat in my room absolutely devistated, I wouldn't talk to anyone, and in the middle of the night I got a phone call from my ex, Karl... Although he's my ex, we were like best friends and we still hung out after school every day. Anyways, he heard about me collapsing and wanted to know if i was alright. I needed comfort, and he told me to come over his place to talk about it. So I did... even though it was the middle of the night... God I reget this so much... I got there, and we talked, ate ice cream and just chilled until he hugged me after i started crying again. I pushed him away but he held on tighter. I asked him what he was doing but he just pushed me to the floor and didn't say anything. I tried to get up but he practically pounced on me and pinned me down. By this time I was getting worried, and I tried to get up again but he pinned me down. Then I screamed. Told him to stop. He laughed and didn't. I tried to get him off me, I tried to hit him, I tried so hard to get away... But he kept me pinned down and threatened to hit me if I kept struggling. I kept struggling. He hit me. Twice. I had a heap of bruises, a couple on my arms, one on my stomach and a few on my legs where he dug his knees into me while he was holding me down... I was too scared to keep trying to get away in case he hit me again. I begged him to stop. He didn't. ...He raped me afterwards he just got up and left, and I stayed on the floor in shock for ten minutes... and that's my story of what happened... Please, don't give me sympathy. I don't want it. I just want people to know... I promised a few people I'd do this, and post it on the forum. So I did.
You know what? I'm finally ready to share my story... See thread that's being posted by me soon in the spamzone, and you'll know the full friggen story. Getting raped and all.
Thanks guys
no i'm not okay. I spent... so much time... trying to make this work... and... I got a scholarship to go to the other side of the freaking world to see him... and... I worked so hard, I had to hear from one of his friends, he couldn't tell me to my freaking face. I.... I'm crying on my keyboard... so much money... wasted...
It's true. I guessed right. Darky is breaking up with me. I... He couldn't say it to my face... He couldn't.... He... I... "Hey, I was talking to Darky and he told me he's breaking up with you. Sorry to be the bearer of bad news, but life goes on."
-RE-READ THAT LAST GODDAMN POST. XD
it doesn't, its just an automatic thing. I would look at the name "alex" and automatically think its a guy, when, technically speaking, it could be a girl also. The sound of person's name is usually what transmits to the brain as male or female. It's what us english born people automatically do without realising.
your name, perhaps?
wait wait, I got one! }-)|(-{ ITZ A BUTTERFLY XD
lmao *dies from suffercation*
XD damn stupid modelling body of mine :yelling: y'know, I wish I was fat because its freezing over here atm... DAMN THE SKINNINESS AND COLDNESS!!
oh god *covers eyes* here we go again. DUCK FOR COVER HE'S GONNA BLOW!
o.o Are you serious? *looks down* ZOMFG *runs off screaming*
zomg Xaldin! You have toooo much time on your hands XD
damn it, i forgot splitoverload XD. And cronoking... If you're going to bug me... Then I'll go in stealth mode. Try and see me now CRONOKING! Muwahahahahahahaaaaaaaa
:D back!! message too short my *** XD
to the shops.... be back in five minutes.... ily all XD you guys better own while i'm gone <3333333333333333333333333333333
to be honest, i only like PoTC's first movie... TRANSFORMERS!!!!
don't change the subject, Cronoking XD
XD will do, Serena, will do. I'll prank him in the middle of the night. and keep going until morning XD
