If you think.... I am dangerous..... Now.... You should see..... When I'm actually awake.... Yaaawwwnn..... * the bombs start floating in circles*
And to think I was forgotten, anyway I've been dealing with major emotional problems, but it's all good now. (I never thought anyone would read...
If I ask now I might regret it, but not asking is against the code. So why are you in a crummy mood
*the my spirit animal turns into a small fat bird, he has ears as long as he is, and hair like mine. This is his form when I am not using all of my energy. He looks like he's been going through pain also, slowly he brings water to me, but he drops it. He looks at the water then trys to go get more, but crashes. I look at him* Me: Stupid bird, why do you try to help me. I know we are connected, but let me die here in peace. *I realize I am a kind person, that's why the bird trys to help me. A tree falls and is gonna hit my spirit animal. But I rush to get him out, my arm still burning I catch the tree, and smash it in my grip, with baby pheonix in my hands I walk to a large tree in front of the house and rest my back against the tree with baby pheonix next to me*
I am gonna have a hard time breaking it,like right now it's in the making still, but by next month I will have it airtight
Some call it the Honor code, but mine is called The Code, I don't have a name of it, yeah i will call it that for now.
My life is now going great, I should have syltarted living by a code a long time ago
My reason is the only thing that's keeping me alive. I live by a code now, and suicide is against the code
Me: I guess my right arm will do. Joel: you wouldn't dare... Me: Let's see if I would. *I transfer my energy into my right arm.* POWER OF THE DARKNESS FLAME!!! *a large blast of black fire comes from my arm smashing into Joel, the power so imense it smashes Joel into a boulder, and disappears. nothing is left of Joel, but his ghost now follows me, Leo appears next to Joel in ghost form, I turn and my arm is badly burned.* Take care of him Leo... Leo: ok *nods and takes Joel away, he has something planned but I open a portal and leave. The portal opens near home, and I fall out. I am too weak to go any father. I collapse on the spot* Me: heh... Me the god of fire, too weak to move, too bad nobody is home... *I pass out where I am*
I didn't have anything to live for, now I know what I am living for, now I am more careful with my life. Life is too precious to throw away.
*I relax a little, and my power goes down tremendously* yaaaawwwnnnn....don't.... Bug..... Me..... *I turn over, and bombs float around me*
*I get up and look at all the damage I caused. There's a hole where my body was. Aching in pain I can't see why I am still alive, I start to question my life. Then a hooded person appears behind me, I sense him before he blasts darkness at me. I disappear, and appear behind him.* Me: who are you? Why did you try to kill me?!?! ???: don't you recognize your brother? Sh. Me: *I pause, in shock I stand there, racking my brain* you...are not him.... ???: oh but I am not Leo, I am Joel. Let's put it in these terms I am set to kill you. And you will die SH. Me: it never happened and it won't happen. *I explode into a pheonix like figure. My aura is seen for miles. I attack Joel and start pounding in to his chest* Joel: you can't kill me, the best part is that i can move my vital organs else where. *he slams his fist into my stomach, I cough blood up, but I laugh.* Me: you think you can kill me? I am a god, fire is in my blood! So guess what you will die! Joel: you wouldn't kill your own brother. Me: that was before I killed Leo. *I teleport behind him, and I grab his head as soon as u get ready to tear off his head he flips me to the ground* Joel: truth is we were alike, but we aren't alike, your gonna have to find my heart. me: I'm gonna die aren't I. *coughs up blood* I am gonna have to call apon the darkness flame...
I've been going through a major depression. I keep trying to get hit by a car but nothing works. So I've cooled down my suicidal attempts to a...
Real reason is that my computer is busted til further notice my reason is I've been trying to find out who I really am by almost getting hit by...
Yo, what's up...
You want to know the real reason or my reason?
*my body feels an unknown aura far off, it opens a portal, and I fall through it. The potal opens in the sky, and I fall out of it. I open my eyes realizing I am falling, and out of nowhere I engulf myself in fire. I fall ready to colide with the ground, but instead my body tugs to the water.* What No I will drown! *Leo appears next to me, and a look of trust is in his eyes. I follow through, and hit the water with a large SPLASH*
*in my sleep I mutter* don't stand there you might as well kill me now. Lily: oh my sweet angel, your problems have only begun. Luke: why are we gonna try and save him? Jennifer: only cause he would have done the same for us. Zane: if we were still alive. *Leo appears in the room* Me: *still asleep I start to mumble* get out of here Leo... Zzzzz..... Leo: humph, little brother is always the same. Muttering in his sleep like an idiot. Me: *still sleeping I speak* who are you calling and idiot, you old @$$ b@$t@rd. *shocked Leo pulls up his hand to slap me, but Zane stops him* Zane: we wouldn't want him to unleash pheonix on us now do we. Leo: I still don't understand why we still have to take care of this little $h!t. Lily: it's because he might be the one who could set us all free from death. We just need him to talk to his friends and covince them it's a good idea. Then we could rule the world like we did when we were alive. Zane: but I was starting to like being dead. Jennifer: me too Luke: so did I. Leo: am I the only one with a mind here! I have influence him with my hate. We don't need him to make us alive again, we just need him to be full of rage and hate.
Try to kill me and we all die....zzzzzz.....* hand starts to glow, and an imense power comes from my body.*
Yawn... *I walk by and see everyone fighting. I ignore the fact and walk away.* I am exhausted, I should sleep... *I walk into my room and lock the door, sleepy I don't notice Lily in the room sitting on the stool in the corner. She is surrounded by: Jennifer, Zane, and Luke. They all watch me as I go into a deep slumber*
