The Shocker --- Bad Brain, Good Head
Way to completely miss the point. Good and evil refer to people. Right and wrong refer to the actions by those people. Of course this is all a manner of perception, but see if I care.
Molten Light by Chad VanGaalen.
Final Fantasy 12, Maken Shao and Jade Cocoon 2. None of them met my expectations, but they were entertaining nonetheless.
Square has done it before, and they can do it again.
Live --- I Alone
I find it funnier that some people here take this seriously.
Well you were here, weren't you?
Does it matter? You are going to see both after all.
All of them have their strengths (and weaknesses).
But being open about myself goes against my nature. I dislike it for reasons I don't care to share. The more I talk about my feelings or the more I even show them, the less I'm true to who I want to be. In other words, I'd be honest to others at the cost of not being honest to myself. Remaining question: who is more important? Myself or others? That has been the real question all along. As I said, I know that I'm getting what I deserve. To have interaction one individual must take initiative. And when things get more serious, I'm not the one willing to do that. And neither are they. So I guess it's a stalemate when handing out blame.
Seether --- Driven Under
I wouldn't call myself a sadist (even though I enjoy people failing or getting hurt from time to time). It's hard to explain (well actually it's not but I've done more than enough *****ing about myself for today). :p I am being honest with myself actually. Who said anything about deceiving oneself? I don't tuck away my feeling for myself; I tuck them away from everyone else. The ones I'm not being honest with is everybody else. And I don't see why I should. It is my choice what I reveal and what I keep hidden (and in the case of the latter, how I should conceal it). I don't see myself as someone who fools himself, my smile is not a sign of denial if that's what you were implying. ;) No one understands me. And I'm feeling like one of those emo kids already. :p Nah, just kidding. Carry on I guess. I'm having fun. *keeps reading*
Yeah, I do. The oldies never die. The Persona games, Final Fantasy titles, Xenogears and the Parasite Eve duology to name a few I still enjoy.
I smile a lot. I smile when smiling is inappropriate. I smile when I'm happy, I smile when I'm not, I smile at funerals, I smile when I'm hurting people's feelings, I smile when people pour their hearts out to me. In fact I'm smiling right here and now. So here's the thing. Because of this little feat, some people (okay, a lot of people) have labeled me as untrustworthy and/or sadistic. Many have stopped asociating with me altogether. It's true that I display my fair share of apathy and Schadenfreude but those who know me place me in their good books rather than their shitlist (I hope). They know I can be depended upon when push comes to shove, and they respect the fact that I hate showing my true emotions (that's the big idea of this smiling thing after all). So I thought: "Hey, but no one gets to know me if they don't trust me right? Maybe I really should open up to people so they'll see the real me?" That's all well and good. But...I started thinking and realized this: "Why the hell should I change for people who refuse to give me the benefit of the doubt? I want to keep my personality as it is, thank you very much." I know that I never asked anybody to change for me, neither explicitly nor implicitly. Why would I have to do it? Don't get me wrong, I'm well aware that I'm getting what I deserve. I just don't seem to care much. I just keep on smiling. You think I'm doing the right thing here? One more thing...There is a good reason why this topic isn't in the "Help with life" section. The reason being that I don't need help with life. I do things my own way. I just want to hear your opinions on this matter, as in "What would you do if you were me?".
What's wrong with exercising in the dark?
