Why the heck are you asking me? You do realize that I have to do the same thing don't you? I'm probably even worse at making decks than you...I...
It's probably my fault that he feels that way too...
WTF? I never said that...
Indeed. This is much more pleasant. I'm sure glad all that's over now.
It's a massive infinite void that floats in zero gravity making it impossible for it to fall.
Any other Bleach cards you haven't made yet that you'd like me to do to speed up the process of finishing your deck? Don't worry I'm happy to to...
And same goes for the sky. Silly people.
I'll say this too if it means anything then: I admit that I'm also to blame for listening to him. He always played so well though and I never saw him lose once that's why I say that he's a great duelist. I don't like his attitude at all though. I never said that. And I'm ashamed of the fact that I've become a dick like him and have caused my very closest friends to think ill of me because of it... Just now saw this post. I think my reply to Brooklyn answers this one too though.
How exactly do I sound insincere? Is there any way that I can prove that I'm truly sorry? And well I always listened to my mentor and believed everything he said because he's usually always right about everything. And I always looked up to him and wanted to be a great Duelist like him...Hope you understand... I never liked the way he treated me though. He never thought of me as a good Duelist and I could never impress him no matter how hard I tried...And he always made me feel bad about myself and my decks because of his comments... Talking to you guys is much more fun. It meant alot to me that time when you told me you thought I was a great Duelist. Hearing those words along with all this is making me actually consider coming back to this game and playing it again.
Exactly. My most sincere apologies to everyone. Especially to Fred and Brooklyn. I've been around that guy way too much. And he's responsible for all our fights and arguments. It's because of him that I thought the way I did for so long. Hope you guys accept my apology.
I wish that too. I REALLY wish that somebody would put him in his place...But actually I could give you his email and you could contact him and Duel him on DN. I'd really love it if you could kick his ass for me. He never listens to a single thing I say and says mean things to me and he even had the gall to tell me that I should "stop using E-heroes and use a real deck". (By that he meant a real competitive deck) But screw him. I'll play whatever kind of deck I wanna play and I'll use E-Heroes whenever I feel like it. And I think everyone else should do the same. It would really help if you could beat him. I'd be alot more willing to listen to you than him and we'd probably never argue ever again if you could beat him in a Duel. Both me and terra almost beat him once so I think you could do it. Here's some of my convo with him from awhile back: So yeah it would really help if you could Duel him and beat him for me. I'm sick of this butthole and wish that someone would prove him wrong and put him in his place... And unfortunately for me I've always had a problem with anger and dealing with people who make me mad...
I'm just tired of trying to explain things to you because it does no good. One time you said something about Ancient Scared Wyvern being better than BLS. I can definitely tell you that if you said that to a competitive player they'd laugh in your face. And I've tried explaining things to you too many times and it never does any good so that's why I'm stopping. I'm sorry I know I've been harsh but I just get really worked up when someone get's stubborn with me when I know that they're wrong. That's just something that I need to work on. I wish you could talk to my mentor. It's his fault that we've fought about all these things in the first place. I could never convince him that he was wrong about E-Heroes being bad and then he would always just end the conversation and I guess he's rubbed off on me... And he'd always tell me that my playing on DN and in my videogames meant nothing because it wasn't a IRL meta tournament. And he said it "wasn't the real game" because of that. And I hated hearing that too believe me. I thought playing on DN should at least count for something. I have to say you're definitely alot more encouraging to me than he is. And he also told me awhile back that he would only be impressed if I got in the top 5 at my locals. Thank you. I'll tell you right now this hasn't been easy though. I can't even get the proper help for my disability and my parents are having to try to keep me away from my grandmother cuz I despise her. If you have some advice for me I'd love to hear it.
I'm sure you all think that I'm just a dick and whatnot so I'm just gonna go ahead and say this too: I've had a hard life. I've been bullied, teased, picked on, rejected, disowned, abused, heartbroken, called a freak and a loser and many other things. It's a wonder that I've even turned out THIS nice... I'm sure you all couldn't care less though so I don't know why the fuсk I'm even saying this...
There are some good players there yes. But most of them aren't is what I'm saying. A good many of them don't even fully know the rules... Do you even know why I'm saying all this stuff again now? It's because I thought maybe everyone either didn't see or had forgotten earlier and that it was the only way to shut you guys up. I just thought it might help Fred understand if I said this earlier: But no I can't even talk anymore without someone butting in and going off on me and getting on my case... And it's just as I thought even when I told about my life problems to people nobody even gave a fuсk. I should just leave this arena altogether. And no I don't mean just Dueling this time, I mean altogether. I mean not even post here and talk to you guys anymore. I'm sick of this ѕhit. I can't even talk anymore and be myself. You guys are making me rage. And I don't wanna end up destroying something of value or hurting one of my family in the process of this.
This made me giggle. Even though this is clearly a troll post that was meant to piss me off cuz you know what I actually meant. Still for some reason I'm chuckling right now. I seem to have spazzed out at the moment and am now in one of my "happy" states. It could just be that all this stress has made me go a bit looney. And I'm literally on the verge of becoming a pillpopper right now too. Go figure. I'm about to develop an addiction to my antidepressants and take more than the recommended dose by the doctor and the bottle. And now I'll just take a moment to go mad: This video pretty much sums up how crazy I've now been driven by my stress of having to deal with my real life problems and the stuff here: Spoiler [video=youtube;yb5mYX5MN9w]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yb5mYX5MN9w[/video] Yeah that about sums it up. Or maybe not: Spoiler HEHEHEHEHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I'm going to bed soon. Just got up to check my messages and reply to them.
I don't even know where to begin with this... I'll just say this again. But with a few added details. Look guys, At this point I really don't care anymore. I suck balls at this game. I'm fuсking horrible at this game. I don't even play this game anymore. I haven't in months. Just go talk to a competitive player yourself about all this. Do you know what I'm worried about at this point in my life? All the essays that I'm eventually gonna have to write for my GED and getting the tests in before they're due and trying to even pass, Trying to get care for my disability, And most of all trying to settle all the disputes I have with my girlfriend and her family. I need to clear up all the misunderstandings I have with her and her family so we can get married and live happily ever after. And the list goes on. Point is my life is too busy for me to deal with this anymore and to have petty arguments with you about a children's card game. I'm going through enough stress right now as it is. Try to put yourself in my shoes. I'm sure you all couldn't care less though.
Nonononono ugh that's not what I meant. I'm talking about the random people who go on DN. The ones we just randomly play against. GOD YOU GUYS ARE INFURIATING... I'm done with this. You guys never listen to me anyway so I should just stop trying. Just go play at your locals yourselves and compare them to the people you play against on DN skill and deckwise and then you'll see what I mean.
What we're trying to say is the people on DN are newbies and the people who go to tournaments aren't... At least that's what I was trying to say... Didn't really know what to say to that last post.
I'll say this too cuz I probably really should. I realize that I've probably given most if not all of you the vibe that I'm a dick and that I'm mean and whatnot and I'm sorry but it's just frustrating when you guys refuse to take my advice and listen to me when I know that you're wrong. I mean some of you like Aqua for example would constantly come to me asking for advice as if you value my opinion but yet you would refuse to listen to a single thing I say...
