Just say it, Sora told himself, realizing that Kairi was getting more concerned as this conversation went on. "I wish I hadn't shut you out," he confessed. "I wish I wouldn't have built a wall between us like I did when I told you never to ask me about the four months away," he finally said, looking down at Kairi when he finished that sentence.
xD Um..candy corn, swedish fish...I don't even remember.
Sora nodded slightly, shifting his gaze to the wall that was in front of him. "I just wish that, even with these changes, I had known better how to live life," he said, though he felt as if he was awkward again. To push that feeling off, he just kept speaking. "I feel like there were some things that I could have handled better."
Let's talk about...candy, because I just ate a ton of it. xD
"And I know that it couldn't have been helped," Sora said quickly. "Four months away will do that to a person, right?" He shifted his gaze to Kairi, seeing her still gazing up at him. A long time ago, Kairi had said that the four months had given him a lot of time to think. He responded by saying that the time changes a lot of things...including him. He wasn't the person that he used to be.
Me too. =/
Sora glanced at Kairi before he looked down at the bed again, having seen the look in her eyes. "When I got home after four months, I was...unaccustomed, to living a normal life," he elaborated, though he had much more to say than that. "I'm sure I came across as pretty awkward sometimes. Actually, I probably still do." It was hard to break old habits, one of which was being a loner. He wasn't used to communicating with people, he was was sure that it showed sometimes.
Whispers In The Dark- Yanni
Doctors are awful. =/
"I...made a mistake," Sora said, having a hard time confessing it. As Smith had put it, he liked acting like he had it all together. But he didn't want to act like that anymore, shutting out his friends and hurting himself in the process. He was sick of being a perfect person, because he only felt like a failure when things started to fall apart.
Aww, that's no good. Dx (The appt, not you feeling better xP).
By now, Sora's smile had faded away, the brunet feeling seriousness coming on. "...Yeah, I think it's important to get it out in the open," he confessed, though he wouldn't look at Kairi just yet. It was important, but he wasn't sure how this discussion would go. No matter what, though, he had to knock down this wall he had built between him and Kairi. It was the only way for them to grow in their relationship.
So Long My Friend- Yanni
'Ello there. =) 'Sup?
Sora was surprised at the question, and he wasn't sure if he wanted to answer it or not. No walls, Sora, he reminded himself. Don't lock her out. "Uh...I was thinking, about a few things," he admitted, his voice a little more serious than before as he gazed at the bed. He started to recall what he had been thinking about a few minutes ago, before Kairi had woken up.
I'm Just Fine- The Letter Black
See ya later!
Sora kept a small smile on his lips, his eyes staying down. He was surprised that Kairi hadn't caught him staring; at first, he thought that he had been the reason why she had gotten shy and looked away. Apparently, though, she had made herself feel shy by staring at him.
Okie dokie. xD
"I was staring too," Sora confessed with a shy smile, shifting his gaze to the bed when he spoke. He had been trying to read her expression, but it was staring nonetheless. He didn't feel the need to apologize, though, since Kairi didn't even seem to notice how intently he was looking at her.
