So.. I'm leaving KH-vids. Not that most of you know me but thought I'd let those who do know me know that I'm gone. Reasons? There are none no one needs to know about. So.. Bye. No "Parting it such sweet sorrow" or anything like that. Just.. Bye. As for those who have me on MSN, don't expect to be on often.
I wish a simple smile could make you love me again I wish a simple breath could wake me up again I wish the bright lights will never fade I wish I could open my eyes I wish I could awaken from this deep slumber I wish I could simplify this, clarify it I wish again and again I want to go back in time and finally surrender I could apologize Maybe, I'll actually practice and become a better person I want to be, no, I need to be perfect You're depending on me I have to learn stop wishing, to stop dreaming I have to learn There's no excuse for these hateful feelings I don't like to beg But if I have to, I'll get on my knees and cry I'll cry because I made the mistake I know you'll turn your head away I know you'll let it get to me I know I'll keep begging And even if you noticed the saddness in my eyes You'll also know there's no way to forgive a mistake like mine A small infatuation held me back This music that goes on for all eternity Without an ending Lands, skies, oceans...They all disappeared The friendships I've made, the loves I've found They are all lost in the distance So now, I walk this empty valley on my own Without wanting to I let it go I let it all go ------------------------------------------- Just another poem I wrote....I"m not sure if it's very good though..
As angels pass, I hope this will last. This strong feeling in my heart, I wish that we are never apart. In my dreams I see an almost faded face One that I wish not to replace. I don't know his name or his age When I'm around him I want to hide in a cage. I'm afraid of what he thinks of me, Am I immature? Too outgoing? Do I have to much glee? I want to be the one who stands by his side, Never afraid, never wanting to run and hide. I have imperfections One being all this affection that lives deep inside my heart. I want to open it to the face of the one who is hidden, Admit to him I am smitten. I try to act like I don't care, Like I wish he wasn't there. But in my eyes, he should see how lonely I am, How much I want him to understand. So I write down a poem, a song if I must, I play it on my piano quietly to hide my rage and how I'd like to fuss. I try to calm myself down, I try to hide my frown. So till this day, he still doesn't know What's going on, what I refuse to show. I'll keep this feeling to myself Until I'm ready to take it down from the shelf. I'll write him a letter explaining how I feel, But tell him it's not a big deal. Secretly, I'll be hoping he responds with a smile And an open heart that lasts longer then a car riding a for a mile. ------------------------------------ One poem I've written that rhymes. I'm not sure if it's any good, but I tried.
I want to believe that you are still here Not rotting away in all of my fears I want to know if the light will reach you If it can't, I'll fade into darkness to be with you I'll give you all you need No matter how much the fee Please believe that I won't let my tears spill Into the sky we go again because this will be my will Underneath the moonlight sky And above the beauitful blue ocean This is more then a fantasy This is more then we can handle I truly believe, that this is passion The person in the past, The one I loved long ago Has come and now has to go Believe that we will meet again But this time, he's only a friend I'm swimming in deep rivers I'm walking long distances I'm dreaming wild dreams I'm turning my light into a powerful beam Before you know it, I'll shoot it into the sky And lose it forever Beautiful light Wonderful feeling I'm losing sight of it But it's something I'm willing to do I just want to be with you I'm told if I love something I have to let it go Why does it hurt? Your eyes barely notice me But your heart wants me to be by your side Please don't feel blue Because I'm always here for you -------------------- I wrote another poem. I was bored so if it's not my best, you know why.
The Organization XIII go to....Atlantica?!?!?! This is my first RPG so....Here it is. After totally screwing up with Kingdom Hearts, Xemnas decides that the Organization needs a vacation. But here's the thing, nobody in the Organization wants to choose the place. They have better things to do. So the leave it who else but....Demyx. Obviously the other members weren't think straight leaving Water Boy to choose a vacation spot. So now...They've ended up in Atlantica. Atlantica, the places with mer-people and lots of water. What's even worse is that there is NO possible way for them to leave until the end of the summer. It's moments like this you wish Demyx would have taken a vote for who wanted Atlantica. Not only that but Sora, Riku, and Kairi have deicde to go to Atlantica. Well, it was Sora's idea. Not knowing the Organization was there, they went. So now the are there till the end of summer. It's possible that the Organization and Sora and his friends will meet? You never know... Rules: - Nothing above PG-13 - No cussing - No yaoi/yuri - No god-modding - No taking over other characters without their permission - No killing other characters without their permission You can be a Kingdom Hearts Character, a Final Fantasy character, and/or a charcter from an anime/manga. But if you are a character from an anime/manga you must fill out the same template for an OC. Because not everybody will know the type of anime/manga character you are using. You are aloud to have up to eight characters. If you would like to join you can ask in the thread or PM me. For OCs: Name - Age - Gender - Appearance - Personality - Biography - Other - The Characters: Charaters from a video-game taken: Kairi- Kairi9020 Namine - Nymph of Destiny Sora - GateKeeper Roxas - Axel6123 Olette - DestinyStar Demyx - GateKeeper Larxene - Nymph of Destiny Luxord - TheGamblerofFate Marluxia - DWRoxasskillem66 Axel - *TwilightNight* Cloud - Sadden Blood Warrior Sephiroth - Zodiac50 Areith/Areis - Twilight--XIII The Original Characters: Alxen - Last of the Organization Angel - Firekeyblade Valerie- AnimeGirl104 Eden - sora is cute Senix - Sadden Blood Warrior Xathabat - Dark Shadow Ven - myoblivion What's happening: So far, people have been swimming around, meeting other mer-people. Eden says she's seen Luxord, she tries talking Sora, but Sora ignores her cry for help and simply explains that he and some of his friends have already beaten Orgnization XIII.
I wrote yet ANOTHER poem. xD ::: ------------------------------------------- Why do they lock you in your room? You are not safe there. By yourself....On your own...Your alone. It gives you a chance to hurt yourself. I shouldn't have let you go. I should have held your hand forever. But I let go. So since you cut...I cut. When you cry...I cry. I want to remember, when you we're young How the future mattered so much. But now, that you are a teen, You are afraid of what may happen. You live for the present day, Not for the past. You want to know, so I ask. "Dear God, what will happen tomorrow? Will it be my last day? Or shall I live one night longer? Please Lord....Can you make my wishes come true? It seems like your the only one who can." Those were the days When all that mattered was when Barney was coming on But now you're sad and you're aura is dark You act cold towards us all I'm wandering....Who are you? I hear voices in my head They say things like... "What happended to you? Where are you?" I don't want to sound selfish But who am I? The person I used to be.... Why can she smile, but the person I am can't? She was so....Happy...So sweet, so kind. .....What happeded to her? Everybody, every day New connections are made between who we are, and who we want to be It sounds pointless, and you may not reliaze it But the one from our past and the one from our futrue depends on The one in our present Why is it such a huge desicion? But it matters so much. You can either go on with your life or end it I don't know....What I want I don't understand what happended Whether it be my age or just me I want to decide....But I can't So don't except me to .....At least, not yet. ----------------------------------------------------------- So, that's my poem. Personally, I don't think it's my best but it's okay....
I'm not sure if anyone has heard this....But I just recently heard this remix for the Kingdom Hearts 1 opening Hikari. It's actually really good. Here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzl0QZPqBdg&feature=PlayList&p=76BB3A35A8F4C4C2&index=180
Well...I'm not excatly sure if it's a ninja but I'm guessing that was what I was trying to draw. I could have probably done WAY better. But oh well. So...Does anybody have any advice on it.
Well...I wrote a poem. It's kind of complicated, the meaning behind it. If anybody knows what the meaning behind it is...Want to share? Anyway....I called it "The Illusion" for a reason. Not only because I used the word illusion a lot..But because that felt like a proper title...So..This is my poem :: I'm born in a world of hope. I'm born in a world of love. I'm born in a world of faith. I'm born in a world. But in this world....Only one can be on top. You and I...We said we wanted to be the shadows that remained in the forest. We wanted to be the Illusion.... We wanted to be the dream...Them, the dreamers. Then you decided, when they wanted to be apart of the fakeness of the earth, You decided that you didn't want to be on the earth. You didn't only decided that for you, but you decided that for me too. For when you left, I watched. I stood in the background, watching. That was all I could do. I wish..I wish I could have been as strong as you. Strong enough to tell from the signs. But I wasen't. Everybody said, you weren't strong. They said, I was stronger, because I'm the one still standing. They are trying to hide the pieces of my broken memories. They don't want me to remember you, I can tell. Now I can choose two different directions. I can finally be the dreamer and not the dream. But which....Which should I choose? Can't I be both? Can't I be neither? All this thunder....All this anger...All this sadness and pain. I want to know, why. Why you left me behind? Why you decided to go? You took with you me...You took half of me. My inside...And left an empty shell behind. So when I choose...I'll choose the way you would have. I'll choose to stay....To stay the way I am. An illusion. That's what you are now to me...An illusion of the past. But....Once I reach you again..I hope, no, I know... We can by an illusion together.
Well, I was talking to my some of my friends today, and some how, we started talking about Kingdom Hearts. Then...It came to us....Kairi might not have feelings for Sora and Sora might not have feelings for Kairi. I mean, think about it. Kairi could have hugged Sora in KH2 because she hadn't seen him in a year or so. What if, their just really close friends. Like in KH1, when they want to protect each other? Doesn't it just mean they want to protect each other? Don't you want to protect some of your friends? And the poems....Well we all assumed that they we're addressed to each other. Like, the Thinking of you poem..A lot of people thought that that meant Kairi loved Sora. It might not....Like if you read each line and really think about it... Thinking of you, wherever you are, That could mean she's thinking about him...Just thinking about him... We pray for our sorrows to end, and hope that our hearts will blend. At the time, they had problems. With being sepreated and all. It could mean that they went to end our their sorrows. Now I will step forward and realize this wish, She wants to really see him again. It never said that she loved him or anything. And who knows: Starting a new journey may not be so hard, They finally want to go together, saving worlds, not apart. Maybe...Because they want to be together...As friends. Or maybe it's already begun. Their journey has already started. Technically..Kairi went to find him so they some what had the same journey. There are many worlds, but they share the same sky. One sky, one destiny. Well..That line kind of explains itself. And then there's the opening poem. id you ever realize it's not really deidcated to anyone? I can't really explain that one...But it's just a thought. Personally I don't like the orignal pairings but I can't change that. Anyway, I want to know what you may think about this.
These white walls, They seem to be closing in on me. I'm not afraid as much I was before... I'm used to the pain...The hurt. I wake up and wait for the needle I wait for them to test me Like I am an expretiment Not a person. She says "Don't worry. It won't hurt." But here's the thing... It does hurt. It hurts a lot. And what hurts more, Is that she says this everyday, And it doesn't get any better. I want to ask her, "Why are you lying to me?" I feel as if time is almost up I want to cry But I can't. So I lie in my bed and frown. I frown to hide the pain, I frown to hide the sadness, I frown to let the world know... That I don't like being the place where I was born, And the same place that I will die. ------------------------- Well I wrote this poem because..I'm in the hospital. Shocking! Anyway, I'm not dying or anthing but I have become so depressed with this routine. It's driving me crazy! So..That's my poem...Any opinions?
Well...I drew Kairi and Roxas just a couple seconds ago. I think it's okay. Probably not my best drawing but...I like it. So...Does anyone have any tips or comments? And yes...I know the poem is pretty bad. But once again. It's wasen't one of my best. By the way...I know the writing is bad but I just put the poem there because...Well that space looked SO empty. But if anybody wants to know what it says..... I'm not breathing, But I'm still standing. I'm afriad, But I'm not going to run away. I'm dead, But you still smile at me. I'm cold-hearted, But you still believe I have a warm soul. I'm a nobody, But tell me the person You love is a somebody. I'm the person you love. [/IMG]
Okay. Well this is my first story. It's bascially about what happens when you get lied to, and you have to figure out who you are on your own. Well..I actually have a little introduction explaining it better ::: Everybody grows up. We get older, get married, and have kids. Well most of us. That's what happened to our favorite Kingdom Hearts Characters. As for had kids...That wasn’t a lie. Four girls sit by a beautiful ocean talking about their destinies. They know their fathers have some special power that they might have now. Armed with a Gummi ship and determined smiles on their faces, they set off to discover what their fathers had left them. It's time to leave beautiful Destiny Islands and find out what exactly their parents have been keeping from them. Because everybody knows...You can't stay a daddy's little girl forever. But we must not forget. Every good story needs villains. So you’re probably curious…Who are the bad guys? Well to find out, I guess you’ll just have to read this tale of adventures. “It’s time to start over guys, come on! If our parents don’t have the guts to tell us who we are…Then who will? We have to do it! So let’s just go. Let’s find out our power within.” My name is Hikari, and this is my story. --------------------------- Prologue “Aww…She’s so cute, don’t you think. Sora?” A red headed woman hovered over a golden crib. Inside the crib lay a beautiful baby girl stretching out her arms to the woman. The woman gave the infant a warm smile and picked her up. She was gently rocking her side to side. “Yeah, she is,” a male voice said. A man with light brown, spiky hair and blue eyes looked at the child and smiled. He bent down to the child's height. “Hikari….That’s her name.” The woman nodded. “It means light.” The man placed his finger in front the child. The baby immediately tugged on his finger. The man smiled despite how strong his daughter held on. Hikari placed his finger in her mouth and sucked strongly on it, refusing to let it go. The man smile disappeared as he tried to get his finger away the child. “Hikari!” The man cried. “Let go! This is not how you treat your father! Kairi! Help!” The woman laughed quietly. She then pulled Hikari away from her father gently. Hikari made a couple of sounds as she tugged onto Kairi's long red hair. Kairi placed the baby back in her crib and sighed. “Wow…If she’s this strong alone. Imagine what will happen when she inherits the Keyblade.” Hikari giggled and hit her midnight blue colored pillow continually. Sora examined the child’s movements and then looked at the ground. “I was talking with the others. You know, Riku, Roxas, and Axel. And we have come to a decision.” He took a deep breath and looked at Kairi. “We’re not going to tell our children about what we did. Nothing.” Kairi was startled by Sora’s words. “But…But why? They have a right to know who we really are. We can’t hide their futures from them.” “I know that,” Sora sighed. “But I think it would be better if we kept them here, on Destiny Islands. Where we can watch them and keep them safe.” He glanced at Hikari. “If anything ever happened to her….I don’t know what I do.” Kairi sighed. “Fine. But I don’t like this. I don’t like this at all.” She smiled at Hikari. “I hope we can keep this a secret for a long time.” Sora nodded. “I’m sure we can.” Hikari began chewing on her crimson blanket, Kairi grabbed onto it trying to keep it away from Hikari. “Why are you so violent?!” She asked as she tugged on the fabric. Hikari giggled and let go of the cloth. Kairi fell back on to the ground, landing on her back. Sora watched Kairi fall, trying not laugh. Hikari let out noises that sounded like giggling. Sora couldn’t hold it in any longer and laughed at Kairi, who was rubbing her head. Kairi rolled her eyes playfully. ------------------------------------ So I was wondering if anybody has any thoughts about it and if I should contiue my epic tale. If anybody has any comments I'm welcome to anything. :) By the way...I'm going to try to keep it PG-13. If it goes above that just let me know.
