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@_@ I'm busy... with lots of things... drawing... writing... angsting over working at a Family Dollar... making plushies and costumes... But I know it'll all be worth it in the end because...

^_^ I AM 18 AND I CAN PRACTICALLY DO ANYTHING... or not...

This has been VERY good to me. I'm always working on stuff and get it done, I'm spending more time with my family and talking with new friends, I get to go to two conventions this year, one in august and one in november, and I have a crush on someone (Le Gasp! I have emotions!). O_O It's like my life just went into a complete 360 compared to a couple months ago where I was completely depressed and dropped-out of school. (GAWD, what a trip that was.) :) it's a new me... and the new me is awesome.

Now this whole thing is starting to sound cheesy. XD

Today is my birthday. WOOT! It kinda feels odd... oh well. I drew this at 3:00 in the morning which explains the crappy presents. Plus, in the cake, they each added on, example: The flowers from Marluxia, the crescent moons from Saix and the weird triangle thingies that Zexion has on his book.

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/57973809/

Zexy is getting high off the helium in the balloons.

Saichan is putting a tiara on me.

And MarMar... is still going on with his Sakura/Flower Petals or whatever.

So in short and I quote Mo'Nique from Charm School

T_T My babies care about me... despite having no hearts... >_> Pricks. XDDD

I know I had the next chapter of OMG Organization XIII and Silent Hill ready, because it took longer than expected but... my dang nephews got into my account and deleted some of my files... OMG O.XIII and SH was one of them... I hate sharing a computer with them, little demons. ANYWAY! To fill the void of lost hardwork and humor I put into the 2nd chapter, I've been hiding THIS in my email drafts... wasn't sure if I wanted to do it or not but... my friend Alicia-Oneesan has inspired me to go on. and I will rewrite the 2nd chapter to OMG O.XIII and SH soon. Enough of the long rant, I present to you...

The Adventures of Saix and Yuffie!

(This was also inspired by the Final Fantasy Flash movies of Cactuar and Tonberry. XD)

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Flow 1
Silence is Golden... Ignorance is Bliss.

The day was just like any other day. Peaceful. Quiet. Serene.
Number VII, The Luna Diviner; Saix, was just sitting on a couch, wearing dark blue-framed glasses and dressed in his usual attire of the Organization cloak, reading... pfft... a Sailor Moon Manga. XD

"Sailor Moon does it again... what a complete ditz..." mumbled Saix.

The silence was very much appreciated for him... too appreciated. There was a tiny speck of impending doom in the back of his mind that tells him the silence wouldn't last but he got rid of that tiny speck and continued reading... just when something clinged around his neck from behind.

Saix + Glomping + Yuffie + Tarnished Rep = ...Mass Insanity.

Entering Berserk Mode in 15 seconds...

"Yuffie..." he began calmly, saying her name with every ounce of venom a Black Mamba could muster. "What... are you doing?"

Said Ninja Girl twirled from behind him to his right side and he was pretty much out of his comfort zone now. Yuffied grinned and Saix could have sworn he saw Demyx in place of Yuffie.

"Hiya Sai-chan!"

Entering Berserk Mode in 10 seconds...

"..."

Oh how he hated that nickname. No one else calls him by that name other than... well... he didn't want to say. Yuffie then asked, while jumping up and down, "Lemme read the manga! Lemme read the manga!"

Was this girl hyped up on sugar again?

Saix closed his eyes and heaved a long sigh.

"No."

"Why not?"

Entering Berserk Mode in 5 seconds...

GAWD, how many times did he have to say it? "Because... you, and I quote Vexen: Are mentally challenged and you are also a Kleptomaniac to the highest degree."

Yuffie tilted her head to the side, confused, but a big smile spread across her face.

"Do you have a cookie?"

Berserk Mode initiated.

Saix lost all rational thought with that question and shoved the manga in her hands. "FINE! GO AHEAD!!! TAKE THE FLIPPIN MANGA!!!" He stomped out of the room to kill one of Yuffie's Vincent plushies.

"YAAAYYEEE!!!" Squealed Yuffie, a very Jurassic Park T-Rex-like roar coming from the other room was heard, followed by the sounds of tearing fabric. Yuffie flipped through the manga when the phone rang. She answered.

"Hello, this is Yuffie, if you're selling cookies and other sugar-loaded products, read off the prices and I'll-"

In a blur of black and blue, Saix snatched the phone out of Yuffie's hands and bopped her over the head with it.

"How many times do I have to address to you that you should NEVER answer the phone! People will know we're living together!"

"What's wrong with us living together?" she asked, like it was just a normal thing that a Klepto Ninja and a Berserk Nobody were living together... if you could call it normal. Saix bopped her over the head with the phone again, second times a charm. That one actually hurt.

"Hey! You can't hit me! I'm a girl!" she wined.

L.D. smirked. "Sometimes I wonder."

#Is that you VII?#

Saix froze at hearing the deep, commanding voice on the phone. He glared at Yuffie, mouthing 'Don't say a word' and talked in the phone.

"Superior... uh... yeah..."

#How are you faring?#

"Just spankin dandy, Sir!" came the sarcastic reply.

#Well I have an assignment for you. You are to--#

"HIYA MANSE---!!!" Yuffie yelled but was cut off as Saix lashed his arm out like a snake and threw her across the room. "King of Fighters; Vice's Dacide Move, woot woot!" he said, very out of charatcer but... this whole thing is screwy.

#VII...#

Saix regained composure and talked in the phone again.

"I apologize Superior, I was just throwing a few things around."

#All right. Your assigment... You are to retrieve a special stone from some ruins.#

"The location?"

#...Kansas City, Missouri.#

Saix did a double-take. "Excuse me???"

#Uht... I mean... The Zanarkand Ruins in Spira.#

"How will I know where I find it?"

#Aren't you housing a kleptomanic ninja with you--#

Saix punched a hole in a nearby wall as Xemnas continued to talk and Yuffie playing with the Sailor moon manga as if it was an airplane. She was even making swooshing sounds. The Luna Diviner finally calmed and put the phone up to his ear. "All right, fine. I'll take the case."

#Good, Harvey Birdman, Attorney at law.#

"What was that, Superior?"

#...Nothing. Good luck with your klepto girlfrie--#

Saix slammed the phone down on the receiver numerous times while yelling, "D*** YOU TO THE UNDERWORLD, XEMNAS! D*** YOU TO THE UNDERWORLD!!!"

"Aww, does Sai-chan need a hug?" Yuffie held out her arms and Saix glared at her, shaking his head. "I really don't like you." He grabbed Claymore off the wall and opened a corridor of darkness. Yuffie bounced up behind him. "Where ya goin?"

"I'M going to Zanarkand, YOU'RE going to stay here and make me a sandwich." He disappeared and Yuffie picked up her shuriken from the wall and smirked.

"Three... two... one..."

The portal opened again and Saix stuck his head through. "Okay, fine. You're coming along too you little fairy."

"SWEET! ADVENTURE TIME!!!" She shrieked and tackled hugged Saix.

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And now, I shall hide behind a wall to avoid the mass amounts of bricks and other blunt objects thrown at me for doing this. ^_^

Tattoos.

My sister is getting me a tattoo for my birthday and I'm slightly nervous about it. I mean, I'm already aware that it'll be stuck on me for life and my other sis told me how it was like to get one cause she has one, so, my mind is kinda at ease with it. And I've made a short rhyme for it.

It has to be something you really like, cuz it's gonna be on you for life.

So, any thoughts?

Everywhere! it's flooding! teh river's overflowing! Seriously, and I live just about 10 minutes from one. And that's not the only river. Gosh, this sucks. I even have footage from the river I live by.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5_piKsad2w

I was just driving early this afternoon then when I saw it I was like whoa.

(Ayumi Hamasaki playing in the background. :D )

My first amv... sorta. I absolutely love this song and it reminds me of Marluxia and his flowers and stuff. This is just the humorous version, I will make a serious version some time later on.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQopK5NnzC4

This is my entry into the fanfic contest. I finally got around to watching Silent Hill last week. (I'm a dork. XD), getting totally freaked out by SH4 The Room and so I wanted to write a fic about the Organization going there... a serious horror fic that only a few members of the Org were gonna be in there but... I guess that can wait. With this, I kill two birds with one stone. Make fun of the Organization and Silent Hill. XD

....But there has to be some twists and turns.

Update: Part 2 is right here! http://www.kh-vids.net/showthread.php?p=390443#post390443

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OMG Organization XIII and Silent Hill (Pt1)​

It was dark in the game room, the only light in it was from the tv screen. Demyx and Roxas sit on a couch, holding pillows tightly, Axel was just chillin looking bored and Xigbar was playing Silent Hill 4 The Room. He had just barely avoided getting swiped at by a couple of Wall Mans.

"Ooh! Boom baby! I made it! I don't see what your problem is Demyx. This game rocks."

Demyx shuddered. "Are you kidding?! This game is flippin scary! Can we please turn on the lights?"

"Heck naw!" Xigbar protested. "Playing Silent Hill in the dark gives you that edge."

Suddenly, footsteps was heard. Everyone flinched and Axel sat up, they all looked towards the door. The footsteps grew louder, it almost sounded like someone was limping. Everyone instantly took out their weapons.

"What do you think it is?" Roxas asked, the keychains on his keyblades were making a light rattling sound since Roxas' hands were shaking.

"Probably a Dusk or one of Saix's Berserkers... go check." Xigbar lightly shoved Demyx forward.

"No way! You go!"

"No, you!"

"Okay... here's how we can settle this..." he sighed then said really fast. "Onetwothree, not it!"

"Not it!" Demyx cried quickly.

Axel was next. "Not it!"

"Not i-- aw crap and a half." Roxas sighed and slowly walked towards the door. He hooked the end of his keyblade on the door handle and slowly tugged it, opening the door slightly. He took a step back and opened the door slowly as light from the hallway filled the room.

"HOLY FLAMING TAMPONS BATMAN!!!" exclaimed Axel.

Standing there was Larxene, her back faced towards the quartet. The group sighed in relief.

"Oh, it's just you Larx. What are you doing?"

Larxene slowly turned around and stomped the floor, strutting her hip out and arching her body to the right. Her face was covered up in bloody bandages it seems or it looked more disfigured.

"OH MY GOD, LARXENE IS A BUBBLE HEAD NURSE FROM SILENT HILL 2!!!" Demyx screamed frantically, hiding behind the couch.

She twitched and began to walk almost zombie like towards the group, her knives were inbetween her fingers, they were bloody and there was a single strand of pink hair on one of them. Xigbar, Axel and Roxas made their conclusion upon seeing that.

"OH MY GOD, SHE KILLED MARLUXIA!!!"

Demyx popped up from behind the couch. "YOU *BEEP*!!!" then popped back down behind it.

She started laughing and the 4 stared blankly at Larxene as she took off the mask.

"Oh my god hahahaha... you should've seen bwahaahaha, the look on your faces." she said in between laughs.

Axel lowered his chakrams and glared. "Not funny, not funny one bit."

Random moment. Saix walked in and glared at everyone.

"What in the birthday cake are you all doing?"

"Playing Silent Hill 4 The Room." said Xigbar.

"Watching Xigbar play Silent Hill 4 The Room."

Then there was Demyx. "Being freaked out and crapping kittens at seeing Silent Hill 4 The Room."

And Axel. "Waiting for Xigbar to die in Silent Hill 4 The Room so I can play."

And Finally, Larxene. "Scaring the bejeezus out of them because they play too much Silent Hill."

Saix blinked and shook his head.

"Whatever. We're having a meeting." He walked out but turned his head back sharply to glare at them once more. "And I swear to Kingdom Hearts I will pistol whip the next person who says 'Oh my god'."

It was quiet amongst the group and Saix smiled, satisfied, continued to walk. Larxene grinned.

"Hey Demyx, Jimmy Hendrix signed your Sitar."

"REALLY?! OH MY GOD!!!" He summoned up his Sitar quickly to look at it. The rest winced in sympathy as Saix walks back into the room, pulls out a gun from his cloak and clocks it over Demyx's head.

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Xemnas looked around, seeing that everyone was accounted for and cleared his throat to gain the Organization's attention.

"Just recently, I have come across something interesting. A place called Silent Hill."

Demyx, Axel, Roxas and Xigbar laughed. Xemnas glared at the four. "Something humorous?"

"No. It's just... Silent Hill doesn't exist. It's a game." Axel explained. Zexion leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees and folding his hands together, putting his chin on his hands, looking serious. "You're wrong, Axel. Silent Hill does exist."

Demyx imitated Gary Coleman. "Whatchu talkin about, Zexy?"

Zexion glared but shrugged it off and leaned back in his throne. Vexen spoke up. "Silent Hill exists just as much as the Stepford Wives in Connecticut."

The entire Organization stared at Vexen for about five minutes until Marluxia spoke up. "Okay, let's ignore the mad scientist and get down to business."

"HEY! Don't ignore me! I KNOW ALL! Why, I even know Xaldin is actually a former champion Iron Chef!"

Xaldin smirked, nodding his head. "Don't I know it."

"Anyway! We're all going to investigate Silent Hill. It could prove both educational..." Everyone groaned. "...and a break for those who are suspected of tagging the side of the castle with constant 'O-XIII' all over it in old english font."

It was deathly quiet. Xemnas smirked that knowing smirk of his. "Okay then, Let's get crackin, Vexen and Lexaeus have gotten directions to Silent Hill via Mapquest."

More snickeringfrom the Videogame Nobodies. Vexen took out a paper and stood up. "Map quest wasn't the only source. We've searched various sites and engines such as Yahoo! Google, Lycos and what not." He brings the paper up and reads it off. "Silent Hill is near a place where sunny days chase the clouds away."

"That's right." added Lexaeus. "We must be one our way to where the air is neat."

"So we found out... it's near Sesame Street." The entire Organization groaned. Demyx's hand shot up in excitement.

"I know where it is! I know the way!"

Everyone was slightly surprised that Demyx knew the way. All eyes were on him as he stood up proudly and dusted off his shoulders.

"Sesame Street is not really a street." he explained. "It's more of a city, you must take a special train that will take you right to Pita Island--"

"Pita Island?" Luxord repeated. "Don't tell me there's a French Toast Lane, too?"

"Why yes there is!" he replied happily then went on. "Pita Island is very small, and it's also protected by a big whale, Shamu. The only way to get there without being attacked by Shamu is to take the train."

"Hold it," Marluxia interrupted. "You don't take trains to islands. what kind of train is this?"

Demyx, beginning to get annoyed by the interruptions, snapped, "IT'S CALLED THE STARLIGHT EXPRESS!!!"

The 11 members looked at each other in disbelief. Namine randomly popped out of a wall via corridor of darkness and began to snicker at them. Xigbar broke the silence. "Can't we just, y'know... warp there?"

"No, because Sesame Street, being near Silent Hill, both are like alternate dimensions somewhat." Vexen stated. Xigbar narrowed his eyes. "How do you know?"

"I know all."

"Yeah, but you haven't played the games so you don't know what Silent Hill is."

"Yes I do."

"No, you don't."

"Yeah huh."

"Nuh uh."

"Yeah huh." "Nuh uh." "Yeah huh. "Nuh uh." "Yeah huh." "Nuh uh." "Yeah huh." "Nuh uh."

"Let's just go already." Saix grumbled. Xemnas nodded. "To Twilight Town's train station!"

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Once they got there, Vexen and Xigbar were still arguing.

"Yeah huh. "Nuh uh." "Yeah huh. "Nuh uh." "Yeah huh. "Nuh uh." "Yeah huh. "Nuh uh."

Zexion was in disbelief and annoyed at the whole thing. Going on a train that was, strangely, named after an Andrew Lloyd Weber musical and the places, Pita Island, French Toast Lane and Sesame Street. What was next, Wheat Avenue?

"So, what platform do we need to be at?" Xaldin asked. Vexen looked at the paper. "Umm.. platform 9 and a half." he said nervously. This earned another group groan. Demyx was already gone, looking for the platform running up and down then grinning and coming back to the group.

"You didn't find it." Roxas muttered.

"Well, I was close!" Demyx responded, pointing behind him. "I found Platform 9 3/4!"

The 11 Nobodies followed Demyx's finger and eventually spotted a group of Heartless Mushrooms running into the wall and disappearing. "Now I've seen everything." Larxene said.

"Vexen, check the directions again."

"Hold your horses Saix... lets see..." he read over the paper and winced. "Oh yes, ah hahahaha... Platform 9 1/2 is right across from Platform 9 3/4, silly me, I must have overlooked it----OH MY GOD!!!"

Saix grabbed a fist full of Vexen's hair and dragged him to a dark corner.

"HELP, HE'S GOING TO KILL ME!!!"

"I'll be there shortly." Zexion said casually, reading his book.

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"Well, we're here!" Demyx annouced. "Platform 9 1/2!"

The Heartless Mushrooms looked at Demyx then ran back out the wall. The group looked up at the bullet-train and noticed that it was a lot different in appearance. the otuside was black and shined with what must've been stars paitned on the outside. The windows were tinted pink, and on the inside, they could see the conductor speeding up and down the aisles on roller skates. Eventually, he made his way out of the train, took in a deep breath, and exhaled. "All aboard!" as loud as he could. The Organization exchanged glances before boarding the train. Saix having to carry a semi-conscious and bruised Vexen over his shoulder.

"This bites." he grumbled.

"You hurt him, you carry him." Xemnas said firmly.

"Bull crap."

He suddenly got an idea. As they walked down the aisle, Saix purposely tipped Vexen's head down so that it went smack against the seats.

=Wham!=

"Ow!"

"Sorry."

=Wham!=

"OW!!!

"Sorry again."

=Wham!=

"OWW!!!"

"So sorry."

=Wham!=

"OWWW!!!"

"Did I do that? Sorry."

=Wham!= =Wham!= =Wham!= =Wham!= =Wham!=

Vexen, with many bruises on his head cried out. "YOU'RE DOING THIS ON PURPOSE!!!"

Saix smiled. "Your point?" Suddenly, his smile faded. "What the hell?"

Saix looked back and directed his attention to some of the Nobodies, who seemed to have lost all of their dignity in exchange for... singing musicals. Xemnas looked at Saix with a confused expression, and probably would have asked. "Wtf?" had Vexen not broken out into song.

"Starlight Express, you must confess! Are you real, yes or no?" he sang. However, he wasn't exactly pop-star material, and his singing left much to be desired. Everyone with the exception of Lexaeus covered their ears and cringed. Saix had dropped Vexen the minute he started singing and covered his ears before everyone else. "Starlight Express, answer me 'yes'! I don't want you to go..."

Hoping his little concert was over, the group uncovered their ears and sighed a breath of relief.

But they hadn't expected Lexaeus to join in.

"Rusty, you're blind! Look in your mind, and there... nothing's new!" He blared out in his deep, yet hoarse tenor voice. Again, the group tried to block out the sound, and began to wail loudly in protest. "The Starlight Express is no more, no less... than---"

"ENOUGH!!!" Zexion roared, his fist sailing through the air and striking Lexeaus on the side of his face. "Remind me to kill Andrew Lloyd Weber when we're done with this investigation."

Marluxia looked at Larxene and said, "You know, I've always liked Rogers and Hammerstein better."

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ARGH!!! TOO LONG, I KNOW! But I didn't know where to stop. *cries.* How was it?

just one more battle left after this one. Sherlen will reveal some things. He kinda doesn't shut up like Larxene. XD he'll kill me now.

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The Insanely Violent Lightning/Thunder

Next area was Port Royal. The trio, along with Captain Jack Sparrow was on Isle de muerte going after the medallions the Gambler Nobodies had taken. they search inside a wreck ship when they came across another statue.

"And what do we have here?" Jack asked.

"It's another statue."

Sora walked up to it, his keyblade appeared again. This statue was of a cloud and a lightning bolt. it sparked 3 times and glowed bright. In it's place was a young man with long silverish-blonde hair done in two ponytails and one dark blue eye and one crystal blue eye. He wore a light blue scarf and a black four buttoned trench coat and black boots.

"Huh... Keyblade wielders gettin kinda... short nowadays." said the man, he flipped a medallion in between his fingers. Jack stepped forward, drawing his sword.

"All right you, hand over the medallion."

"all right you? Is that anyway to greet someone? For your information, I am known as the Insanely Violent Lightning and or Thunder now can you kiddies tell me what that means?"

"It means you're insane along with all the others!"

The man stared at Sora with a blank expression.

"So... you got past Solaris... you should consider yourself lucky. You'd either be dead or have a bad case of sunburn. Did those ultraviolet rays get ya kid?"

"Don't change the subject, Just tell me! why do I have to fight you?"

The man continued to flip the medallion in his fingers as he paced around the area and began to explain.

"You see kid... Sora... Let me tell you the shortened version... We don't like keybladers very much... I'm still a rookie in this game but I know enough about the score... A long time ago keyblades can save worlds... yet... destroy them as well... Blaze, Sapphiree, Solaris and I don't know the whole story, however... the pros know it better than us... heck, if you beat me, you can talk to one of them... sadly, there's a catch."

He took out a crossbow and aimed at Sora.

"You're not gonna move on. Like I said before, we don't like keybladers very much... while I on the other hand..." The crossbow had lightning coursing around it. "Hate them with a passion!"

He pulled the trigger and arrows of lightning flew at Sora and crew. Sora and Jack managed to deflect most of the arrows but ended up getting shocked at the same time. The man laughed.

"Your weapons are like lightning rods... Still think you can defend yourself with that keyblade? Oh geez, yeah, it's so flippin rude of me, My name's Sherlen and you should know that... I can kill you, I'm insane." he said that last part in glee and continued firing.

He knocked out Jack very quickly and Donald was next. Goofy quickly gave him a potion and the trio scattered to avoid Sherlen's arrows. Sora stopped and faced Sherlen.

"Reflect!"

The spell surrounded Sora and the arrows were reflected back at Sherlen but he just stood there, smiling. The group went wide-eyed as the arrows seemingly sink into Sherlen's body.

"Not gonna work, Sora, you better think of something fast before it's frying tonight!"

He ran up to Sora and did a front flip, his legs surrounded in electricity. Sora rolled out of the way as Sherlen landed on the ground, making a 8 foot deep crater. He slowly stood up and dusted himself off.

"Let's see what the heavens decide for the next move. Arrow of Fate!"

He raised his hands in the air and clouds began to form, lightning striking every now and then until a big bolt came crashing down but it wasn't aimed at Sora, it hit Sherlen. He began laughing like a little boy winning a video game.

"Looks like the odds are in my favor. Now to change the arena."

The clouds turned blood red and the lightning flashed frequently.

"Midnight Carnival!"

The entire area turned red and red lightning coursed along the ground and around Sherlen's body. It was as if they were in another dimension. The trio gathered together to come up with a plan.

"This Sherlen guy is tougher than Solaris. What'll we do?" Goofy asked.

Donald began stomping the ground. "Well spells aren't going to work on him, every time I try to cast something, I get zapped."

"His power... there has to be a flaw... he has to have a weakness."

The little hamster in Sora's head began running on the wheel until a light bulb popped up.

"Water!"

"But Sora, Donald can't cast spells and I know you can't either."

"... well... let's go for a Trinity."

Sherlen tapped his foot impatiently. "Today! I'm not getting any deader!"

"Trinity!" The three chorused and got into position. Sherlen raised a brow.

"So got a come back, well let's see it."

The trio held their weapos out and they were surrounded with a bright light. They flashed once and disappeared.

"What the f--ACK!!!"

Sherlen was hit from behind with Goofy's shield.

"What speed!"

He was hit again by Donald's staff.

"I can't... no... let the heavens smite you! ARROWS OF FATE!!!"

Red lightning struck everywhere but Sora and crew were dodging the strikes. It finally ended as Sora ran threw Sherlen.

SHING!

The two stand there. The area returns to normal and the lightning stops. Sherlen turned his head to look at Sora, smiling sadistically.

"You fought good... maybe... keyblade wielders are not all bad... or good... hoo boy, I feel sorry for you kid."

Sora lowered his keyblade and turned around to look at Sherlen.

"...I'm already dead..."

"...I can't defeat what's already gone... right?"

"Right... we're kinda like your Nobody enemies... they lack hearts but we... lack..." he disappeared and the cracked statue was in his place.

"He's already dead?"

Sora felt a cold chill run up his spine. He wasn't confused anymore but really creeped out now. Sherlen said that one of the so called pros was next. Were there more or was that going to be the final one. He'll just have to hope.

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kinda short. Now comes the final battle. You think Xaldin was prick to beat... heck... this last one makes the Xaldin fight look like a walk in the park. XD

Okay, yesterday my step-mom (that's a keyword in the problem) made some chicken soup and it was good and all but... my dad told my sister to feed her baby the chicken's heart or liver cuz my step-mom says its good for babies...

That's not... well... umm... I have no comment, I just think it's gross. I mean, ever since my baby nephew was born, I've been on total watch over him because me and my sister really, REALLY don't like our step-mom, I hate her more and I don't want her near my nephew. It's a bit complicated to explain why though.

and my family is into all these traditions and old wives tales, it's annoying. Last month, my dad said that my sis should let step-mom pop the baby's back.

He's only teething! He doesn't need his back popped for that!

So now... I'm officially a guardian to my nephew, I really don't trust that woman. I don't know why my dad listens to her but then again, he's like that too. she always has to have her two sense in matters that do not involve her. Just wait til my nephew turns 18, I'm getting him a sword for his birthday. LOL!

(Seriously, I really do have a sword. It's a double-bladed katana. Like Kadaj's from Final Fantasy VII Advent Children. XD)

Next up, Solaris fight. Kinda similar to a Saix battle only she has Riot.

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The Sol Enchantress

Sora and gang were now in Agrabah, they defeated Jafar and where about to leave when Iago came flying up to them in a panic.

"Hey guys! Come quick! There's something fishy going on outside!"

"Did Jafar get out again?" Aladdin asked.

Genie bonked Aladdin on the head. "Come on, Al! You need to relax! You nearly bit the dust today against Jafar."

"Genie's right, we'll check it out. you stay here and look after Jasmine."

"Thanks Sora."

"Follow me!"

Sora and crew followed Iago through the market place and outside the walls of the city. They head in the direction of the Cave of Wonders and see that the entrance was gone. "What the?"

In it's place was another statue only this one was of the sun. Sora looked at Donald and Goofy. "Are you guys ready?" The two nodded and they walked up towards the statue. Sora's Keyblade appeared again and the statue glowed.

"I've got a bad feeling about this." said Iago, slowly flying backwards.

In the statue's place was a woman with strangely shaped violet hair and amethyst eyes. she wore a long black four buttoned trench coat and black ankle boots. She also wore a violet scarf. Sora got into the defensive but he had to get some answers.

"Before we fight, I got some questions for you. Why is it everytime I walk up to your statues, the keyblade reacts?"

The woman stared at him, disinterested then sighed and began walking up to him. "You should know that already, Sora."

"How do you know my name?"

"Heh heh... oh, we know everything about you... which is why we must fight you."

"For what?!"

The woman stopped in front of Sora and reached a hand out, grabbing his face and turning it left and right to look at him. "Hmm... Not what I expected of a Keyblade wielder... too short..."

Sora pushed away her hand and leapt back, keyblade ready. this made the woman raise her eyebrows in interest as she gazed at Sora.

"...You have the same eyes... eyes that shine with a radiance that gazes far into the distance with determination and resolve..."

"The same... eyes...?"

The woman smiled maniacally. "...My sister who is no longer among the living... but then again... neither am I!"

She ran at Sora with blinding speed. Sora didn't see it but the woman had given him a swift kick to his side followed immediately by a roundhouse kick to the face. She had smacked Sora twice in the blink of an eye. He took the hit of the first kick then parried the second, sliding back.

"Just who are you?!" The woman dusted her shoes off and straightened out her coat.

"I am Solaris, not that it would matter anymore."

She brought out dual crescent hookswords and spinned them around really fast. Iago squaked and took off flying.

"Get ready guys, she might be tough."

Solaris raised her swords high above her head towards the sky. The clouds cleared and a single ray of sunlight shined down on her.

"Sun... give me your light!"

Her body began to glow with a gold light. The trio stared in shock at her rising power.

"She's absorbing the sunlight!" Donald cried.

"We better do something before she's charged up!"

"Way ahead of you Goofy!"

Sora ran at Solaris and gave her one big wacking combo from his keyblade followed by the explosion technique. Solaris went flying but regained her balance and landed on the ground, catlike, sand flying up.

"Nice try."

She resumed her stance and continued to absorb the sunlight. Goofy threw his shield at her however Solaris knocked it back towards him, hitting him on the head.

"Yeow!" Goofy was out instantly. Sora and Donald moved in.

"Donald!"

"Okay!"

Donald was in a bubble as he cast a comet spell. Solaris was hit repeatedly with the spell until she finally hit the ground.

"All right! we got her!" Sora exclaimed but Solaris raised her head and an evil, most frightening grin appeared on her face that promises extreme pain.

"Time's up... SUN, ULTRAVIOLET!!!"

A bright light shined from Solaris, blinding Donald and Sora. When Sora regained his vision, he saw Solaris right in front of him as she began a combo of slashes with her swords.

"Death Row!"

She made one slash up diagonally, another one down diagonally then a third horizontally. Each slash left behind a light that burned Sora, a total of 9 hits. Sora went flying but Solaris wasn't done yet as she ran up to Sora.

"Sacrilege!"

She did a twirling uppercut motion, Sora receiving a full blown 11 hits. Solaris moved in for a final onslaught.

"Heaven's Gates!"

She rushed at Sora again and grabbed him by neck, running across the sand and slamming Sora into a pillar of violet light and fire with the visage of a skull in it. Sora rolled across the sand, on his knees. "She's too strong..."

Donald went to help to Goofy. "Come on you! Sora needs to go Valor!"

"Easy squeezy lemon peesy."

"..."

"Oh my... you're not much of a keyblade wielder, are you? Well, I guess I'll end it now before I completely break you."

She impaled her swords into the sand and brought her hands up over behind her head as she gathered light in them.

"Ebony Tears!"

She waved her arms down, sending a large crescent beam of light at Sora. He saw this as a break and quickly dashed around the beam and ran up to Goofy then went Valor form. He threw his keyblades in the air and ran up to Solaris, snatching up her swords. He gave her a combo of 10 hits then another 5, not letting her get a break. She leapt back and knelt in the sand, exhausted. The gold aura that surrounded her was gone.

"He... he brought me out of Riot... no one can do that!"

Sora then threw her swords at her coat, trapping her. His keyblades came back down and he caught them. and he proceeded to attack her again until she was defeated.

"No... I won't... allow this... my soul..."

She looked up at the sky as the sun shined.

"...Where... where are.... you...."

And she disappeared. The entrance to the cave of wonders returned. Donald cured everyone.

"That one was tough."

"We almost didn't make it.... Sora?"

Sora was staring at the now cracked statue, things have just gotten more confusing than ever now.

"She said... they know everything about me... which is why they have to fight me... but... why? and for what?"

Iago came flying back.

"Hey, you guys alright?"

"Where'd you run off to?!" Donald began chasing Iago around. Goofy laughed then walked up to Sora and patted him on the shoulder. "Are you gonna be okay Sora? The more we fight these mysterious people, the more you're getting lost."

"Lost... no..." he shook his head. "I can never get lost... because... I have you guys to show me the right way."

"A'hyuck! that's the spirit."

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Only two more fights to go. Will Sora ever know why these people are fighting him? The last two battles will reveal more, especially the final one.

Another random battle. This time, it's against...

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The Devious Siren

Sora and gang were in Hollow Bastion, just checking up on things and clearing some Heartless when they reached the castle gate where they fought Demyx, they found yet another statue, this time it was a microphone.

"Look, it's another of them creepy statues."

"We can see that Goofy." Donald huffed. He was still pretty mad about their last encounter with a statue. Sora took a step forward and his Keyblade appeared in his hand again.

"It's happening again?"

The staute glowed and when the light disappeared, a young girl was in it's place. She looked like she was in her early teens with long curly blonde hair and dark blue eyes. She wore a strange outfit like Blaze only it was more different, almost like she was going to perform a show or something. She wore an identical scarf like Blaze but it was blue. She held a microphone in her hand and did a peace sign next to her head.

"Hi there! The names Sapphiree! Songtress extraordinaire!"

Sora tilted his head to the side in confusion. "....Okay?"

Sapphiree looked around, observing the area.

"Hmm... good stage quality..." She tapped the heel of her boot on the ground. "Very good..." She then held up her mic to her face. "Testing, 1...2...3..." her voice echoed around the area. "Awesome. Well, let's get this show on the road!"

"HUH?!?!!?" the three chorused which made Sapphiree cover her ears.

"Oh sweet gracious! That sounded horrible, don't worry, you'll be humming a heavenly tune once I'm through with you!"

She spun back and began dancing. She waved her mic once into the direction of Donald and spun around again.

"Samba of Silence!"

A dim light engulfed Donald. Goofy looked worriedly at his comrade. "Donald, are you okay?"

He tried to speak but nothing came out. He then began stomping on the ground, frustrated. Sapphiree dashed up to Sora, blue sparkles trailing behind her. She swung her mic down on him but he blocked with his Keyblade.

"Geez, you remind me of a creep in the Organization who played an annoying instrument, you're just as annoying as him!"

"If he annoyed you then that must mean he wasn't much of a performer, but as for me, I'm better!"

Sora pushed her away and rushed up to her to slash her but she held up her mic and sang.

"Lullaby (bye bye bye bye) Lullaby (bye bye bye bye) Lullaby! (bye bye bye bye)"

Sora was slowing down and eventually collapsed to his knees, using his keyblade to steady himself. "What the... Why am I suddenly... so... tired..." he yawned.

"Let me sing for you my Lullaby..." she smiled, walking up to Sora, still singing.

"When you lay down late at night, I'm the siren you can't fight, I know you don't stand a chance, boy."

She knelt down in front of him, putting her hand against his forehead."There is nothing you can do, once I put my spell on you, let me sing for you my lullaby."

She closed his eyes with her hand and Sora fell asleep right there on the spot. Sapphiree stood up and walked away from him. She looked around to find that Goofy was already asleep.

"Oh fudge, they didn't hear the rest of my song... dear, dear.... oh well, time to finish it."

She conjured up two blue musical notes in her hands and they float behind her. She turned to face the group as the notes grew feathers, soon it looked like she had floating blue wings behind her. they flapped once and she took a deep breath, singing into her mic again.

"Megalomania!"

thousands upon thousands of small blue spheres shot out of the notes towards the trio. Donald ran up to Goofy, spun his staff around and slammed it against his shield, making a loud gong-like sound. Sora and Goofy woke up instantly.

"wha-what happened?" Sora saw Donald point frantically at the oncoming spheres and fishmouthed. "Hoo boy! Reflect!"

Light shined around Sora and it glowed brighter when the spheres made contact. They disappeared and Sapphiree lowered her mic and slumped her shoulders.

"....Oh no..."

Blue light shined around Sora and the spheres shot back at Sapphiree. Once the onslaught was over, Sapphiree fell to her knees, she was about to cry.

"My performance... I totally bombed... but..." she wiped at her eyes and stood up. "I won't let this get me down. After all..." Sapphiree smiled. "You can't defeat what's already gone." She bowed and disappeared.

"Wait!" Sora ran towards her but ended up running into the statue. "Ow!"

Donald and Goofy helped Sora up. "Gawrsh, didn't Blaze say that too?"

"Yeah, what is it with these girls? Hey, I can talk!" the silence spell had worn off of Donald.

Sora shook his head to get rid of the dizziness and stared at the statue in front of him.

"I don't know guys... I just... I guess we have to find out, even if we have to fight more of them... this is all too weird."

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Kinda short but she put up a good fight. Some of her moves were from the Songstress dressphere in Final Fantasy X-2 and I-NO from Guilty Gear. and the song she sang was from the soundtrack to Poke'mon the first movie. I forgot who sang it but it really is a pretty song. ^_^ Next up... see how Sora handles Saix... or someone like him. XD

This is part two of the randomness but it's probably gonna be short and it will flow right into the 13 Ghost Stories fic. ^_^

I forgot to mention how the other girls wear their cloaks.

Sin- She wears hers like the rest only she has violet lace trim on the end of the cloak and sleeves.

Eden- hers is really long and it slightly trails on the ground. Unlike the others who have theirs unzipped at the bottom, hers is zipped. and she has blue lace trim on the bottom and sleeves.

Anhel has red lace trim on the bottom of her cloak and sleeves too.

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Nobody Matters

One by one, the Nobodies warped in the Throne room. Xemnas awaits patiently for everyone to be present. He looks around and sees that three are missing.

"......Okay, where is Saix, Sin and Eden?"

"Right here." Sin warped in, drying her hair with a violet towel. "Sorry I'm late, Anhel took forever in the shower."

Said girl merely stuck her tongue out at Sin who glared. Soon, Saix appeared, carrying Eden who had a blank look to her face.

"What happened to her?" Axel questioned.

Saix helped her sit down in her throne before sitting in his. "Found her banging her head against the wall in the Proof of Existence. she was mumbling how she shouldn't die from a giant venus flytrap named Elaine."

Marluxia smiled, looking at Eden. "What a coincidence, I have a giant venus flytrap named Elaine. You should meet her."

Eden paled, threw her hood on and curled into a ball, rocking herself. "I don't want to be digested by Elaine... don't want to be digested by Elaine... no... digesty... Elaine..."

"Well, ahem..." Xemnas cleared his throat, finding it very hard to look away from Anhel. "Umm... All right, this meeting... is about many things. First off, Demyx, you are banned from going anywhere near Vexen's room."

Demyx was shocked and hurt. "Aw, but why?"

"Because of your happy-go-lucky persona we have a giant f*--"

"--Newly acquired balcony."

"Thank you, Zexion." Xemmy was about to say a badword. XD "and why do you continue to persist in breaking into Vexen's room?"

"Well, he has a lot of shiny stuff and funny drinks. Just the other day I drank this funky blue stuff and... that door to Candy Mountain opens." he said, pointing at the wall.

Everyone stared at Demyx, the poor Waterboy has lost his mind. Then all eyes went on Vexen.

"Vexen, you're an idiot, you know that?" Anhel said, cruelly. This made Vexen gasp in shock and then he went off, his cold exterior melted right there. "EXCUSE ME MISS DOUBLE-D, BUT IF I REMEMBER CORRECTLY, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WAS TELLING HIM TO GO INTO MY ROOM AND STEAL STUFF!!!"

Xigbar and Axel covered their mouths and laughed. "Pfft... double-d... nice..."

Anhel shrugged. "It's not my fault he's so flippin gullible... and look at me when you're scolding at me instead of my chest, you old pervert."

Vexen blushed madly and he got even more mad. "I-I am... n-not! I'm not a pervert! I bet you those are FAKE!!!"

"I'll take on that bet!" Luxord chimed.

Instantly, Anhel appeared sitting on his lap. "Oh yeah, would you like to prove your theory and have a feel?" the Chilly Academic covered his nose to hold back a nosebleed but instead, he fainted right there on the spot. Anhel warped back to her throne and smirked. "If someone else in this room makes a comment about my chest... you won't have children, even though you all lack hearts."

All the men gulped. Larxene high-fived Anhel. "Nice castration threat." Anhel nodded. "Learned from the best."

"Okay, moving on. Next matter... Since there are more females in the Organization... umm... everyone is slightly concerned for your well being."

"Xemnas..." Sin began, smiling a little. "We're big girls. We have weapons, we have powers, we can take care of ourselves. So why is it you're implying that we're weak?"

Saix spoke up. "He wasn't implying your weakness... he was.... umm.... what is that thing Larxene goes through once a month?"

Ooh, bad move Sai-chan. But surprisingly, the Savage Nymph didn't say anything. she just smirked and came up with a comeback.

"Don't act like you don't go through the same thing, Saix."

"...For the last time, it's a Moon Cycle and you know it."

"Riiiiiight. It's a Moon Cycle... and you're a werewolf."

Luxord spoke up then, shuffling his cards from one hand to the other. "I believe the proper term is 'Lycan'."

SHING!

Claymore was imbedded into Luxord's chair beside his head. The Gambler of Fate dropped all of his cards and curled up into a ball, mimicing Eden.

"Shut it, Luxord. I didn't ask for your two sense in this matter."

Demyx popped up beside Saix, holding up a penny. "Penny for your thoughts, Saix?"

The Luna Diviner stared at the Melodious Nocturne in disbelief and smacked himself in the forehead. He wasn't even worth it going Berserk. "No, Demyx, here, educate yourself." He handed Demyx a candy bar.

"Oooo! A Snickers!" he squealed and began chewing on it, not even bothering to take the candy out of the wrapper. Anhel crossed one leg over the other and looked at Saix, mock-swooning.

"Oh dear, Saix, I truly feel your pain. Now you know how we girls feel when we go through our cycle... it sorta makes me wonder about your gender."

"OOHHH!!! BURN!!!" Axel exclaimed.

SHING!

Another Claymore imbedded into Axel's chair beside his head. Axel did the same as Luxord, curling up into a ball and rocking back and forth. Saix was standing up on his throne, summoning up another Claymore.

"One more... just ONE MORE... and heads will roll."

Anhel smirked and said in a sing-song tone. "Saix doesn't know."

Xigbar joined in. "Saix doesn't know."

Then Larxene. "Saix doesn't know."

Soon, the chanting began.

"Saix doesn't know! Saix doesn't know! Saix doesn't know! Saix doesn't know!"

"KNOW WHAT?!!???!" He roared.

Everyone quieted down and laughed a little then all eyes went to Xemnas than back at Saix. the chanting started again.

"Superior's Pet! Superior's Pet! Superior's Pet! Superior's Pet!"

"THAT DOES IT!!!" he threw Claymore at Marluxia, knocking him out. Everyone gasped. "OH WHEN I DROP A FLOWER BOY, YOU KNOW I'M ONLY GETTING STARTED MO****-******S!!!!"

Saix went Berserk and started rampaging around the throne room. Chaos erupted. Xemnas was joining Eden, Luxord and Axel.

"Kingdom Hearts will save me.... Kingdom Hearts will save me... Kingdom Hearts will save meeheheheheee...."

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Yep. From somewhere I heard "Scotty doesn't know", but I forgot where and I wanted to use it. This was just completely insane and random but like I said from above, it goes to the 13 Ghost Stories fic. ^_^ Funny? Horrible? Offensive? dunno, you choose.

Random Battles with my villainy OCs, I kept on imagining how Sora would fight against them and how they would fight Sora. Basically, the encounters are going to be like the Organization Re-battles only different. ^_^ let's see how he does against Blaze.

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The Exotic Mane of Inferno.

Sora and crew were in Twilight Town in the back alley. They suddenly noticed a strange statue of a dragon with a long fiery mane.

"I haven't seen this here before." Sora said.

Donald walks up to it and pokes the statue. "Where do you think it came from?"

"Gwarsh, Donald, are you sure you're supposed to be touching that. We don't know what'll do."

Donald turns to Goofy and glares at him. Sora walks up to the statue and his keyblade automatically appears.

"What the?"

The statue begins to glow and they are engulfed in a bright light.

"OOOHHHHHH SSSNNNAAAAAPPPP!!!"

The light fades and they appear in an arena surrounded by lava. On the floor of the arena are 8 lava pits that form a circle.

"What is this place?"

Goofy then points at the statue. "Sora, look!"

In a burst of flames, the statue turns into a woman with short ebony black hair, gold hazel eyes and is wearing a strange outfit. Sora and co. get into the defensive.

"Who are you?!"

The woman smirked and shook her head. "Blaze, Exotic Mane of Inferno. And don't you forget it. Now then..."

She spun around and whipped her hair which grew longer but burst into flames. Her eyes went from gold to green.

"Let's see what you got."

Sora nearly fishmouthed. "Your hair... it's.... ON FIRE!!!"

"Less talking, more fighting!"

Blaze charged up to Sora, leaned forward then whipped her head back, her fiery mane flying up. Sora blocks the attack with his keyblade, the impact sent him sliding back.

"I gotta watch out for her hair, otherwise, I'm toast."

Blaze laughed. "Ehehehe... Nice pun kid... but... you'll be ashes when I'm through with you!"

Again, she began an onslaught of whipping her hair around, Sora dodging each strike. Goofy often blocked her strikes as well but only ended up dropping his shield due to the intense heat.

"Yeow!" he dropped his shield again, shaking his hand and blowing on it. "Whew! Donald, cast some magic!"

"All right, try Thunder!"

Blaze evaded the strike and was running up to Donald. He quacked in shock and quickly cast another spell.

"Blizzard!"

Blaze's eyes widen and she brings up an arm to shield herself. the spell connects and her whole left arm is frozen.

"Not bad... but let's see if you can REALLY handle the heat."

She back flips and dives into one of the lava pits. Sora runs up to the pit she dived in, eyes as wide as dinner plates.

"There's no way... just, no way she could survive that... but then again with that hair of hers, she's far from human."

"Sora, behind you!" Donald quacked out.

Blaze leapt up from another lava pit then began flipping forward, making herself into a spinning flame blade. Sora barely dodges the attack. Blaze dives back into another lava pit.

"Guys, huddle!"

They gather in the center of the arena, back to back.

"We gotta find out which one she'll pop out next."

"And then what Sora, she's on fire and we can barely hit her." Goofy added.

"Then we'll just have to make a plan. She's weak against Blizzard, right? So all we gotta do is wait for her to appear, stun her then give her a big dose of ice!"

(Monty Python moment.)

"Good idea, Sora!" said Donald.

He threw his head back and announced in a deep voice. "God, it's a good idea!"

They waited, looking around at the lava pits until she finally appeared from one of them, she prepared the same attack again, directed at Sora.

"Goofy!"

Goofy ran in front of Sora, reared his arm back holding his shield and spinning his arm, gathering power for a roundhouse knock out. (Reaction Command moment XD) As soon as Blaze is close enough, he let's her have it. She goes sliding across the arena and is on her knees, dazed from the attack. Sora runs after her, keyblade ready.

"Now Donald!"

"Blizzard!"

Donald freezes Sora's keyblade to give it an extra boost of chilly power as Sora attacks Blaze with everything he's got. Once she regains herself, she kicks Sora away and repeats her attack pattern of diving into the lava pits only to go through the same attack over and over again until she is finally defeated.

"ugghhh..." she falls to her knees as her hair goes back to being short and no longer fiery. Her eyes return to normal and they seem to have an air of peace to them as she looks at Sora.

"You're good, kid... really good... but... you can't defeat what's already gone..."

Sora lowered his keyblade and looked at her confused. "What do you mean?"

Blaze smiled and shook her head. "If I told you... you wouldn't believe me." In a burst of flames, Blaze disappeared. The statue was there again but it glowed and before they knew it, they were back in Twilight Town.

"What was her problem?" Donald huffed, stomping his foot.

Goofy scratched his head in confusion. "Um, was she even real?"

"Of course she was real!" Sora exclaimed. "But... what did she mean when she said... you can't defeat what's already gone?"

"Well, I guess those statues have something to do with it... right?"

They all looked at the statue to see it was cracked.

"Maybe... just maybe..."

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Kinda short but, meh, thought I'd get in touch with making good fight scenes again since on fanfiction.net in my other fics, the fight scenes rocked and I was beginning to lose my touch. With this, I believe it's reviving. They'll fight Blaze again but this time, she'll have her whipchains and the battle will be much more difficult. I wonder who Sora will fight next... hmm... someone who absolutely... loves to sing.... >:)

This morning... walking down the halls of the hell hole I call my school, I see the same thing everyday for the past couple years from elementary, middle and highschool.

Fights.

Bullying.

Teachers who don't give a ****.

Etc.

I held the paper in my hands that I needed to get all my teachers signatures for the withdrawl and stared at it. It was like my key to salvation. One by one, they signed without a word. Just a fake "Oh, you're leaving? That's too bad, I really liked you in my class."

.........................No, you didn't. If I recall, you were the one who let some b****es do whatever and not doing a damn thing about it.

While another one begged me to stay. Oh please, you never gave a ****, quit pretending and cheer. Get it out of your system.

There was only one class I liked... just one... out of the many torturous ones I have... and the teacher was nice. It was Comp B. and my teacher was really nice, she even commented on some of my artwork... but sadly, she wasn't there today to sign the paper. Oh well. Got the okay anyway to get the hell of there and I'm quite happy. Plus, it was raining again today and after that business... I went for a drive to a park and got to thinking like I always do when it rains.

What now? You're out. What will you do? How will you do it?

First thing I'm gonna do is look up some classes to get a G.E.D., get a part time job and... move on. Leave the past behind. I guess I finally feel... free.

:D And now... to play some KH2. My friend says I should play over Proud mode again to prepare myself for the final mix version... plus, to limit what I do in the game. Potions, forms, etc. Makes it more challenging.

Not out of kh-vids of course! Everyone here rocks. it's just... today something happened. I got suspended from school... for doing nothing... it's truly amazing how immature and heartless everyone at my school is. You ever see one of those teen movies where the entire class singles out just one kid and chants about it?

That's what happened today.

We were supposed to carry some boxes of stuff and other crap for our groups in cooking class. I and one other girl, who is completely good friends with everyone and I mean EVERYONE in that class, didn't do it. That girl was plain lazy. I wasn't even in a group, because as I said from my earlier thread, I can't work with anyone who is two-faced and rude. and its like that in all of my classes.

The teacher came up to me and was like "You need to put your books down and carry a box for your group." I wasn't in a group to begin, I told her and everyone huddled around is and saying things like:

"Yeah, she doesn't do anything." "She just sits there and ignores us." "She's ******ed, that's why she doesn't do crap." "Yeah, she's stupid."

you b****es!!! You're the ******ed ones! I'm not stupid, I'm smarter than you. I can draw, I can type fast, I can do all those things that I'm good at while you spend your school time doing your friend's hair and talking on your cellphones and making other people feel bad! To make it worse, the teacher tried to snatch my sketchbook away and said she'll throw it away if I don't get my act together. WHAT ACT?!!?!?!? I'm not doing anything, it's the b****es around you! The teacher didn't even told them off or anything. she just let them talk sh** on me.

I'm doing my thing, remaining calm and ignoring them but.... the chanting was too strong. The teacher then suspended me and I was like. "Fine, it's better than being in here." There were cheers like "Yay, the b**** is gone!" "Get out of here you witch!"

As I was walking to the coordinator's room, I began crying. Not an all out bawl, just silent tears. That made me mad. I didn't even know I was crying til I felt something go down my cheeks and then it hit me. it just shows how weak I am. I was surrounded. Even if I were to ignore them and laugh it off or fight back... there's just too many.

I'm so sorry everyone. I'm being completely emo and depressed on this. And I'm sorry for being so weak. I know you guys said to just ignore them and to not let them ruin my life... but... I just can't do it. I'm sorry...

Here's the plan: My mom is signing me out of school. too many years I've put up with this crap and still can't handle it. She said I should try to get a G.E.D. at least. I will... it'll be better than getting a diploma in that hell hole. by doing this, I've let them win.

I'm sorry.

I finished my Org. 13 jacket last week... and I've been wearing it everyday... I'm wearing more of my black shirts... I'm wearing a lot of silver lately... My hair is totally covering the left side of my face... I'm isolating myself from my family more often than I normally do.

I've been very depressed this past year. I'm failing at school. my entire family is completely two-faced and talking about me behind my back. My school is so horrible. I am constantly talked about and bullied in all of my classes. People saying I'm mean and quiet.

I'm not mean, I just don't want to talk, unlike all of you who constantly scream and laugh and barely get any of your work done cuz all you're doing is bad-mouthing me for a whole hour.

oh, and to make matters worse. just today we had an assignment to do and it involved making a poster and drawing out an example. I always work by myself because... I just really can't work with people who are two-faced and rude like that. Everyone was like "oh can we draw stick people?" "Why do we have to draw an example?" "I can't draw."

and guess what... All eyes fell on me. and the badgering started.

"Hey, uh, what's your name, can you draw us a picture?" "Hey girl, draw us this." "She's not drawing for you, she's in our group!"

That made me mad. I was never in your group to begin with and I really don't appreciate being a tool to your success. How in the world are you going from messing with me to telling me to draw something for you? After calling me names like goth-girl or something like that. But I'm not goth... yet. They have the gal to do that. And they've seen the way I draw, I'm sitting at my desk drawing a picture of Zexion, one girl looks over my shoulder and goes "Is that supposed to be you? You're really strange."

=_= I don't say anything. I learned that the hardway last year, they would instigate and keep going until... they got what they wanted. Yes, they wanted to see me cry and I did. it was bad to the point where I walked out of the classroom, walked out of the school, went to the parking lot, got in my car and cried in all out agony and went home to cry some more.

I'm telling you. The school I go to is horrible. And so are all the other schools around where I live... I don't even know why I put up with it before I go completely into a downward spiral of self-loathing and what not. All of my friends are going to different schools or out of state and I'm all by myself...

I hate it. Bad-mouth me. Use me. Torture me. Laugh at me.

But... now I stay calm and collected. I just ignore them. Let them blabber on and on and get no reaction. That makes them even more mad and it gets to the point where they'll actually push me or pull my hair. Side note: The teachers don't do squat to stop this. This happened at another school I used to go to...

I got hit by a boy. I didn't do anything to him. I was just sitting quietly and he and his friends kept messing with me. That's all I'm going to say.

And yet... I'm still here. Drawing and writing. The only thing that keeps me going through this emotional rollercoaster... and I glad... but I'm very upset for what happened today.

And this is probably my longest post yet... but it's good to let it all out. ^_^

Aren't they cuuuuuuttteee... these are my top three favs in the organization.



As the title says, I plan on making plushies of these three and these are the expressions I might use, I'll probably draw up more. This is the result of boredom I endured in school... ^_^ I got good! you can tell I took a lot of time on Marluxia.

I did this in two of my classes. which were very long.



those lines are pages from her sketchbook. I tried to make it seem like they were a puzzle and she was appearing out of the pages. I only colored her eyes to give it a more mysterious feel to it... well... that's my opinion.

:D So how'd I do?

This was just so... awesome. The whole thing. It was very well choreographed. This was my favorite part out of the whole musical and I love that song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2E7kEkHf14

Last night... I stayed up until 3, looking out my window at the rain. For some reason, I'm always thinking when it rains and I noticed that when I draw or write, I'm more creative when it rains. My family notices it too. When we're on our way to the mall or somewhere and it rains, I'm always staring out the window. And they ask me "What are you thinking about?" or "You look so deep in thought." and I just say "Oh just stuff." and "Nothing. Just thinking to myself."

and I really have a lot of things on my mind. I guess the raindrops represent the many thoughts I have and the things I'm thinking about that I just zone out completely.

Has anyone else felt this way when it rains or when the weather is a certain condition? ^_^ I must be really strange now. XD