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  1. Mvalentine
    So I haven't posted any poetry lately...So I shall start posting again woopie ^^ Comments and criticism are encouraged but please just enjoy the poetry



    The passion of a breaking heart,
    the sweet smell of denial in the air,
    you turn your head hoping to see,
    but you only lay eyes on the dead body.
    Blood stained hands, a ruthless murder.
    You can wash away the blood but never the guilt.
    If you're wondering who I am look at the body.
    yes, you killed me, slow and painfull.
    I showed you NOTHING but kindness and affection,
    you repaid me with drugs and poison.
    You took the knife, the shining blade.
    It hit my neck, it didn't kill, you go for the heart.
    And then you sat down with your head in your blood stained hands.
    You lift your head, tears streaming down your pathetic face.
    Turning to me again "SHUT UP! LEAVE ME ALONE!" nothing short of shreaking.
    You grab the knife, aim it right.
    Into your heart, you lose your life.
    Justice is served I can finally move on.
    This light is beautifull, so warm and welcoming.
    So ends my trip to heaven.
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Oct 28, 2010, 0 replies, in forum: Archives
  2. Mvalentine
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    Thread by: Mvalentine, Oct 28, 2010, 5 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  3. Mvalentine
    Yo khv can anybody help me? My laptops been having...Alot of trouble lately its an Acer aspire 1 netbook with windows 7 starter, now lately alot of times ill try to close a program, or copy and paste something..And all that happens is windows explorer stops responding and restarts...Not sure if it's to do with the main problem which is this: the laptop rejects my charger...It still sparks when I plug it in however i pug it into my laptop and theres just...nothing...I really need the laptop because it has a few important essays on there...due next week i dont have the time OR resources to start again so please can someone help me? I'm desperate.
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Oct 27, 2010, 9 replies, in forum: Technology
  4. Mvalentine
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RbwmUeNXm0 too bad it wasn't miley cyrus herself
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Aug 4, 2010, 0 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    And here I am typing this crying my eyes out, I just said to ONE person I know he has good taste in music...I get 5 people including him on my back on how i have a social status of 0, look like a tramp, smell like a tramp and just creepy...Being the foolish, idiotic wreck thats me I explained myself...and i get teased as they talk about my mother...Ah nothing like the realization of how much people hate you in the morning. Bottom line, I am sick of how im treated in this god damned town noone ever shows me any respect, least of all my mom and step-dad, mom whos alwayss working during the day, getting me to do all the housework and run her errands at night, my step-dad who the minute i get home dumps my little sisters on me so he can go drink his life away in the pub...I want to talk to my mom or my dad about it, and maybe move in with my dad...but I just can't I'm always afraid they'll be worried or something and I just can't be a burden no matter what the reason or to whom...So please khv...could anyone offer suggestions on how to be able to talk to my own parents without fear of me putting them down or them dragging me down further...Because the way I see it...the life I'm living...I can't call it living any more...I get tiny breaks with my dad or sometimes I can go out with friends...but other than that theres me, the internet and my 2 little sisters and really...when you have about enough time to eat, sleep, get dressed and shower in a day occasionally a bit more time...is that really what youd call a life?
    Anyway if you read all that thankyou I apologize in advance for my horrible gramma..it's 1:35 in the morning and I can't sleep through the tears so typing is rather difficult
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Jul 28, 2010, 12 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  6. Mvalentine
    Since y'all can no longer think of me as "The one with the blue avatar" MWAHAHAHAHA
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Jul 25, 2010, 3 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    I can't figure out the answer!

    How much om could an om nom nom if an om nom could nom nom?
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Jul 1, 2010, 18 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  8. Mvalentine
    If you think your town is filled with ****s...then I bet my town beats yours...I have seen 12 year olds having sex...in public...Today walking home a little girl...mut've been 12 or 13...walking with her mom...shouting at some other girl...we laughed when we heard her say "I'm not stupid!" in a stress...how childish...her next statement was less childish "I have a vibrator I put it in my fanny and my bum" then the other girl shoued something we didn't quite catch the response was "well at least matt has got into my knickers and put it in me" again another resone we didnt catch then the resonse to it was "Yeah? Come over here and make me wet then" the mother was smiling and giggling saying "you tell her baby"

    I'm pretty sure my town is more ****ty than yours khv
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Jun 30, 2010, 18 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  9. Mvalentine
    And I mean sick of it all...I can't stand school any more I don't know what to do with myself anymore...It's gotten to the point that 2 people talk to me, forgetting the bullies in that...There were more but one of the 2 people fell ill and won't be in school for a while...So I don't exist to them anymore...The one soul that does talk to me gets me to smoke...Which today has gotten me a massive reputation foe being seen with one...Which I really don't want to do...and is also trying to get me on drugs aswell...But I don't really want to say no to anything but the drugs as much as I dislike him...Because he's all I have left until my other friend get better...The bullying never stops...Always been told to either fight back or ignore it...I cannot fight...I don't know why but I cannot purposely cause harm...And using words against me gets my ass kicked twice as hard...And the more I ignore them the worse they get...I'm far too shy to tell anyone except the friend whos ill...I'm also filled with the stress of having 3 pieces of coursework all due at once...Which is costing me sleep and forcing me to skip meals...I was given the option to move schools at the begining of the year...But I couldn't leave my ill friend behind and I've promised I wouldn't...This has gotten to the point where I really have no idea what to do...So please any and all suggestions would be greatly appreciated as this is really really starting to make me emotional. so please if you have any ideas at all don't hold back.
    Thanks for reading all that ~ Rob
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Jun 16, 2010, 11 replies, in forum: Help with Life
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    "Now here's a bit of funky "back from the dead" news for everyone. The Sega Dreamcast will soon be coming to an online console store near you. Known for being ultra awesome and ahead of its time with 128 bit graphics and online capabilities, the Dreamcast will be casting its dreams upon us once again. Sega's Dreamcast will spring back to life and will be available on the PlayStation Network and Xbox Live Arcade sometime this fall.

    Sega has made the announcement just shy of E3 and will have two of the best games for the console available when it comes out. Sonic Adventure and Crazy Taxi have been announced for the time being but more will follow once these games are released. Not falling short in their attempt to revitalize these long lost jewels, Sega has also announced that the games will include improved resolution, surround sound, along with online Leaderboards, Achievements, and Trophies" The source is psp-hacks.com
    So what is everyone thinking about this? What sort of games are you hoping to come back?
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Jun 12, 2010, 0 replies, in forum: Gaming
  11. Mvalentine
    This means anything...Like a video on the internet, a personal sighting, etc.

    LET US SHARE THE DISTURBANCE!

    for me it has to be 3guys1hammer...wont go in to detail but itys a clip on theernet of an extremely violent murder...and its real
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Jun 6, 2010, 24 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    Inspiration.

    For me it's been lacking lately my heart just hasn't been in it...But i am going to try to get back into the swing of things...So here is a poem all about...INSPIRATION! By the by it's been MONTHS since i wrote anything with my heart in it so from now on I welcome all and any comments harsh as you like.

    Inspiration
    Staring down at this blank sheet of paper.
    Needing something to brighten this up, a touch of colour.
    Tapping my pencil, scratching my head.
    Racing hearts and tons of perspiration.

    Looking around, trying to think of a caper.
    Attempting to open my eyes fuller.
    Trying to steer my thoughts from my bed.
    Absorbing the enviroment, I just want some inspiration.
    Thread by: Mvalentine, May 24, 2010, 0 replies, in forum: Archives
  13. Mvalentine
    I'm 15...please god tell me these are normal and they'll just go away...honestly the other night i was lughing at something i was talking to m,y friends(on msn)...i was happy...i then burst out crying to the point i couldnt breath and was on the floor...then i catch my breath and am angry i punch everything in sight...then i cry again...then im just wondering why the hell i did all that...so is it normal to have such violent mood swings? if not does anyone know how to make them stop? Or even offer suggestions on what could cause them...I got nothing myself and I dont want anyone getting hurt or worried about someone like me on a god damned mood swing
    Thread by: Mvalentine, May 20, 2010, 30 replies, in forum: Help with Life
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    Khv

    I need your help! Do any of you know any remixing websites? The one I've been sing for the past past 4 years has been taken down and I wanted to make some ringtones. So hit me with your sites
    Thread by: Mvalentine, May 20, 2010, 9 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    Amy can flyy

    They have a music video now? I hadn't noticed they were on my tv a moment ago I just sat there with my mouth wide...I love the song and the video and just...YAY!
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Apr 19, 2010, 2 replies, in forum: Music
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    Be british

    Be splendid

    it's mine and my friends new slogan whaddya think spam zone?
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Mar 30, 2010, 53 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    Holidays

    I cant think of ONE that isn't disturbing...at christmas a bearded fat man sneaks into your house drinks your milk and mince pies then leaves some cheap toys and flies off

    easter..well the easter bunny leaves CHOCOLATE in your garden

    halloween...well ill quote the nihgtmare bbefore christmas "boys and girls of every age wouldn't you like to see SOMETHING strange"

    then theres good sunday...well its disturbing enough to beleive we cook jesus's body, put beans on it and eat it isnt it?
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Mar 16, 2010, 3 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    ka-CHI

    [insert prize here] for the person who guesses what sound that is (it's a real sound)
    just think "ka-CHI"(ku-chee)
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Mar 2, 2010, 6 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    HEEEEEY I'm bored and hyper so I want youre opinios on this video...Its some weird version of youtube but give it a while and it'll load.

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    Thread by: Mvalentine, Mar 2, 2010, 5 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  20. Mvalentine
    When I heard Cheryl Cole's song "Parachute" I didnt look at the title...I swear she was sayong "I don't need a pair o' shoes baby if I got you" anyone else make this mistake or am I alone on this one?
    Thread by: Mvalentine, Feb 28, 2010, 0 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone