Wonder indeed, to the world that brings so much to me. So full of life, and like a woman, able to seduce even the most inpenatrable of wills. You offer new things, and as we grow together, I learn to appreciate you more and more. But all in the same, we have our conflictions and our differences, which drives us apart. In the end,I cannot help but come crawling back to you,for even if we agree, you o wonderous world, You are the light of my day, and the reason I live. No matter where I go or how I change, you are always open to what I have to say. No matter who becomes my friend or foe, you are always here. Upon entering this life, we were bound with vows, for better or worse. So, o wonderous world, I wonder. Oh how I wonder. When I am in my merriest of spirits, oh how I wonder. When I am sad and cannot be reached, oh how I wonder. When I am shining full of pride, oh how I wonder And when I am broken hearted, shattered. Oh, how I wonder. As much as you provide for me, just how can I provide for you, when I still have so much to learn about you? Kinda sounds like a poem. Doesn't really rhyme or anything...but felt like putting it somewhere. After all, how can one appreciate what they themselves consider art when it is not open for the world to see it, aye?
I think that this site would be the best place to discuss it. Awhile back though, my sis asked me what iDoser was, and it lead to me reading quite a few interesting things on the topic. iDoser, for those who don't know, is a type of music which is also a downloadable ap, which creates a beat that messes with people's brain waves. You can look it up on youtube (though I've never listened to it personally), but straight to the point, it create's a fake, yet intense high, from what I've seen. So I'm curious, what are people's oppinions on it?
((For the record, ive got pretty good distancy between myself and the normalcy of society, so dont be surprised if this sounds like "wat?")) This thread could prove more like a debate, but Im really hoping for someone to prove me wrong on something because its giving me issues. If its more fit for the debate corner though, then by all means My besty likes to party. Drinking on the occasion, body shots, sex. She tells me that as long as there's control to it, it isn't a bad thing. I've got issues with it though. I hate alcohol because of the fact that it can effect your way of thinking in general which lowers your judgement and how your body tries to reject it (puking during a hangover). As for the sex, I just feel like its wrong to get pleasure off of another person, I even have issues with just making out with strangers. I feel like it's wrong that people who don't have some form of connection can just get off of each other because all it really is is a craving for that pleasure. She does it to get her mind off of things, which I find weak instead of facing them :/ She's been like this ever since her ex destroyed her trust, and i just feel like she's losing herself with this stuff. I mean, I won't lie, I'm a big time stiff with a lot of things and my entire life has been keeping some order. Last night though I cut loose for a bit after awhile and did some dancing and partied a little and cut back a bit, and so it has left me in confusion. So, what I'm hoping for is either support on my thoughts, or come backs to prove me wrong. But its been driving me up a wall, and I really just can't take her word on her oppinions right now, so I'm hoping to get them from the masses.
