I think leaving is the best bet for me. To many this will sound like bullshit, but I didn't really feel like I belonged here. Don't worry, many of you are wonderful people, and don't take this to heart. I know I'm not the most outgoing member, so I probably didn't make much of an impression anyways. I might also add that I will not be continuing RP Idol. It was fun, though. Well, I'm sorry.
So, I'm stuck at Mermaid Lagoon in Neverland as Ventus... because gliding doesn't work. Alright, I know HOW to glide. You do something similar to air glide (pressing ☐ in midair). You do the same concept, except you press and hold the O button. If I actually got that correct, it isn't working. I can jump, so my O button isn't broken or anything. I can air glide, but I can't glide. I jump from rock to rock, and I press and hold down the O button, but nothing happens. Any suggestions as to how to fix this or get it so glide can work? Sorry if I didn't post this in the right section, and thanks for any answers. :) inb4 firstworldproblems.
Hey KHV, I've been around here before (and I've gotten some good advice the last few times!), this time I need some help with depression. I've had depression for the longest time, my parents have noticed it in me even when I was a little kid. These past two weeks will probably be without a doubt some of the toughest weeks in my life, and I don't wanna sound whiny by saying why: Spoiler: backstory First of all, in two days I would've been when I go to MTAC (Middle Tennessee Anime Convention), it's a big annual thing for me, it's a minor part of my depression that I didn't get to go. It's really not that important. This is why we can't go... In the evening of March 24th, my mother had to be taken to the ER with severe abdominal pain and a very high fever, I believe the highest it got was somewhere around 103F. She was diagnosed with Diverticulitis (an intestinal disease that has no cure that I know of), and had to stay in the hospital for 6 days. She was released on the Friday of the same week with an IV in her arm that goes to her heart. She has to have this until April 7, the saturday I'd be going to MTAC. Then on April Fools Day, my great grandmother passes away from complications of Alzheimer's disease. I mean that's upsetting enough, but the really upsetting part comes into play right here: No one believed me, I didn't even believe it at first (then I realized it's really cruel to joke about death). So the following day I was, well, bullied all day for 'joking about death'. Then on Tuesday I go to the visitation part of her funeral and see her for the first time in a very long time. Then it really kicks in to me that she's dead. You know there's that little part when someone close to you dies where you feel like they're still around, just hanging around somewhere else. That was the time I realized she really was gone, and it hit hard. So, what else can go wrong, right? Sorry for that tl;dr backstory. But is there any ways to cope with depression other than pills and therapy? I already have some friends who are helping me through it, and I really, really appreciate their patience with me. Thank you for any advice/prayers/thoughts, however you help, it means a lot to me. :)
Duuuuude I wanna know peeps from this site but I usually get ignored so what better way than SKYPE?! XD So... anyone with Skype? :D
They will be chocolate with chocolate frosting, they will also have sprinkles, and you will like them. I can't eat them. It would kill me. *sob*
I demand drawing requests! Not my first tablet, by the way. :D
I know I'm the near anti-social person of KHV, but I'm curious as to what people would say. First impressions? Opinion of me now? Is there anything I can improve on, if there is, how can I improve on it? What is your opinion on cake? Thank you for any responses in advance. :)
I mean seriously... that's crazy!
[video=youtube;x3p_0YbrLMs]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=x3p_0YbrLMs[/video] I hear this from my parents sometimes. :D
My life... IT IS COMPLETE!! I'll take 20.
[video=youtube;1xmAC9Qu908]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xmAC9Qu908[/video] Good night, everybody! ;D
What am I getting myself into Well here I am embarassing myself, KHV :D wishing everyone a happy Christmas. Sorry, as I will state in the video, I was very nervous, so... excuse that please ; A ;! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hxsKepq1v7k
(I dunno if I put it in the right category, if I didn't, I'm sorry ; A ;!!) Well, title says it all. A marriage proposal with memes. http://fourfeetnine.com/2011/12/11/the-proposal/ This is a breakdown of the proposal. She thought it was a break-up at first, then as it progressed she realized he was proposing to her. I find it really creative. I do admit, I don't like the fact that it seemed like he was going to break up with her at first, but I guess it made a better reaction in the end. I would honestly love if someone proposed to me with memes hinthint. Thoughts?
Hello again, KHV. I don't think I've ever submitted any of my drawings on here, so here is my debut!. I will say first and foremost, I do NOT trace, but I DO look at reference pictures. So most of my pictures aren't from memory. Sorry about that, but I have a terrible time with anatomy >.<! I'll mention if I used a reference or not. These pictures date back as early as June 2010, the order I'll go is earliest to latest. Most are colored with Copics. Also, most of these are huge, so I'll put them in spoilers. Sorry >.<!! June 24, 2010 Spoiler Coloring is done with Copics. Overall, it's very messy, there's even a little blue dot on her index finger. I used a reference, it's found here: http://images.wikia.com/aceattorney/images/c/c1/Pearl_and_Her_Ball.jpg I'm not really satisfied with this picture, but it isn't HORRIBLE either. July 21, 2010 Spoiler Oh Hetalia. This is America from Hetalia. I discovered Hetalia in July 2010, and I still like it to an extent. His mouth is WAAAAY off-center, I know. Wish I had done more with the hair, too. I DO like the way I colored his coat, very much so. I hate how I made his hand, it's not very visible. Colored with Copics. Reference can be found here: http://images5.fanpop.com/image/photos/25400000/THE-HERO-my-hetalia-family-rp-25422137-400-220.jpg December 22, 2010 Spoiler Holy sh*t, in two days from now, it will have been a YEAR since I've drawn this. Unbelievable. Anyways, I'm REALLY proud about this picture. I did use a reference (I can't find it anymore), but what I'm most proud of is the coloring! Especially his hair, even if it's not shaded. The colors are plain, yet they stand out somewhat. Also, it's not as messy, yay! :) Colored with Copics. January 12, 2011 (Warning, extreme KAWAII DESUUUUU~ up ahead) Spoiler This was requested for one of my old friend's birthday, to draw Sora. I tried drawing normal Sora, didn't work at ALL. So, he said just draw a Sora looking cute. SO I DID, IN PLUSHIE FORM. I /attempted/ shading, still came out pretty bad. Overall I'm happy with the pose and everything, even if it does look a little strange. Coloring isn't THAT messy, either. No reference was used. Colored with Copics. May 6, 2011 Spoiler This is purely silly, I know, but this was for a grade in my English class. We had to take a sentence that had missing words from it and draw it out in a picture. "We saw a raccoon coming home from the movies". We named the raccoon RALPH. It was a lot of fun, I can say that! No reference was used, and colored with colored pencils. Whoops my last name is in there, oh well now you guys have a nickname for me, eh? And yes, that is my actual handwriting, didn't try to make it fancy or anything. July 18, 2011 Spoiler One of Glen's birthday presents, I drew it back when my tablet wasn't sh*t! Blurgh, my arm and handdddd. That bugs me sooooo much. Other than that I'm satisfied with it! Drawn and colored in Paint Tool SAI, no reference used (except for Glen, in which I had a picture from his Facebook. I'm sure he wouldn't appreciate it if I linked it up here. <3) September 9, 2011 Spoiler This was requested as well, it's Glen's OC, Gexln. No shading done on it, I felt I might ruin the picture if I did. No reference, either. Colored with Copics. Overall, it's plain. The colors and the pose, nothing really special about it. I don't really know how I feel about this one, whether I feel it's bad or good... oh well. November 15, 2011 Spoiler Really, really, REALLY proud with this picture. I didn't use a reference, and this was colored with colored pencils. I shaded the hat, jacket, cravat, skin, and a little bit of the eyes. I didn't shade the hair, I felt that it popped out more without any shading. I know what I did wrong on most of these, but if you see anything else on any of the pictures that I should improve on, please point it out! Also, is there any sense of improvement in these at all? I'm curious to find out. Anyways, I hope I didn't rape your eyes. Thank you for looking at my pictures. :)
Our house got broken into today, and they stole the nice TV that we've barely had for a week. Any ideas on how to kill them? EDIT: They also stole the Xbox I was going to recieve for Christmas. The limited edition Gears of War 3 Xbox with 360 GB memory. Nevermind we found it in a pile of stuff they threw aside. Thank god! Actually, looks like we're fucked again. One of my bags is gone, and I believe that bag had a copy of our house key... fuckkkkkk
KHV, I didn't want to make a help thread on this, but I honestly do not know what to do. We've broken up again, but he says he still loves me (that's why our signatures haven't changed)... just to an extent (due to distance). He also says he can't trust me anymore, but maybe I can build up his trust again. How can I do that if he makes it f***ing impossible? How does he expect me to completely trust him if he can't completely trust me? I admit I can understand the distance reason, it's been hurting me too, but I've been coping with it. Does that mean he really doesn't care, because as it seems he didn't try to cope with it? Oh, and also, here's another reason not to trust him as much: He's hanging out with a girl he 'really cares for'. They're having a 'sleepover'. They're going to see a movie together. But the girl is the one wanting to do all of this, not him. That I know of. This is just tearing me up inside. I'm confused and I think I'm about to go insane. KHV, please do help. I know he'll see this, and I'm scared to death of what will come of it. More info: I am suicidal. I have been for a long, long time. A couple of days ago, I came very close to dying due to a caffeine overdose I inflicted onto myself (I am allergic to caffeine). He thought I was lying about it, but I wasn't. That's probably why he can't trust me.
0:54 and 1:33 [video=youtube;br4sECQjLvw]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=br4sECQjLvw[/video] Is it bad that I laughed so freakin' hard at those points? D:
Oh, Disney... so many memories. It's where we spent so much time together. The days where you, me, Mickey Mouse, Walt Disney, and Donald Duck hung out like awesome bros. Even though I am female. Those were the days I realized something. I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. It was at Disney. The place where dreams come true. Glen, do you remember Disney? Because I do. And I love you, Glen. /barf
It hasn't been long, I know, but I've decided to come back. I've gotten some good distractions for my depression, seems to be sorted out. Even if it isn't, I think I can cope with it without having to leave again. So.. hello again! I've missed this place! :(
I want to post this before I go, I need advice on what to do. -The breakup (Which hit me REALLY hard. Just so you know, we're still on speaking terms.) -Family issues (My uncle was shot about a month ago, and my 16-year-old cousin being pregnant.) -School (I don't really have friends there, my grades are average.) -Mental issues (Does the word 'Schadenfreude' bring light to this part?) -Emotional issues (First on the list should help with this part.) The "get a hobby" stuff doesn't really work out. I'm at the point in depression where I feel as if I don't want to do anything. It's a wonder I'm actually on here. I'm going to try to get professional help. My parents want to send me to a local mental hospital (they said for 6 weeks at the most, and I REALLY do not want that), but I'm pretty certain all I need is therapy (not sitting in a mental asylum) and they're just going a bit too extreme. So... any advice on how to cope with depression? Also, I'm considering getting my anti-depressants out again. They don't have the best effect in the world, but hey, I can try them again I guess. Should I? Please, I really do need some advice and help here. Thank you, I really do appreciate any comments. Thank you so much.
