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  1. Vexen<3
    Oh wow. It sounds like it's going to be absolutely fantastically magickally amazing! *__* I can't wait for his scenes. Thank you for the video. <3 I will be sitting in the theatres opening night XD
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Movies & Media
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    Thats him! *fangirl squeal* I love how delusional he is. I once wrote a poem about him, and won a cash award for my poetry~ I was pretty dedicated back when it first came out. I think he's just the coolest! When they first announced a movie on SH3 I was stoked to the max, and I'm so glad he is actually going to be in the film. :D

    Vincent is nice to by the way.
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Movies & Media
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    I feel bad for her. I , too have been called "you lazy arse" and been told to "make myself get up and get a job".

    Most times I can't get up out of a chair. The internet is my only connection to the outside world. I struggle out of bed to collapse in a chair and lay back while I read comments online. >_>;; Thats the extent of my outside life. Before this I was the ONLY person of my family who went to college to get a degree, exercised every day, AND held a full time job. I can't understand for the life of me why they just think I'd start being lazy all of a sudden. I'm a pretty hyper person.
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Help with Life
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    God, I'm excited. Leonard is my favourite character of Silent Hill of all time. I hope he keeps the same level of epicness that he had on the game (SH3 is my favourite game of the series~ largely due to his character).
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Movies & Media
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    *Alias: Vexen
    Family Member/Title: The Chilly Academic
    Musical Talents/Interests: Singing, UTAU, Mixing, Composition, Lyric Writing
    Gender: Female
    Theme Song: Illusion Made
    Personality: Happy, bouncy, bubbly, carefree, with a heart for everyone. <3
    *Contact: MSN - hanzdaemons@live.com
    Picture?: http://quizilla.teennick.com/user_images/S/SA/SAM/SAMWINCHESTERSGIRL/1257268823_8441_full.jpeg
    That maybe? o.o
    *Favorite Color: Eggplant Purple and Black
    Favorite Genre of Music: Any
    *Do you have a microphone?: Yeti USB Condenser Mic
    Anything else you'd like to share?: I am game designer~ x3

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    You are all my sugar baby loves~ <3 (sorry for my bad mic back then xD)
    [video=youtube;Xsv6IKNvE_4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xsv6IKNvE_4[/video]
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Forum Families
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    Thanks. I know I can't formally diagnose myself, but I'm just looking at family history/genetics and symptoms. The doctors will never give me a straight answer and I honestly do feel like giving up. I lay down and seizure at night, literally, sometimes waking me up jerking my legs with my head spinning and I can't move my body..........I just "deal with it" but there are some times that it just gets so, I don't know......worse. Where I can't move out of bed. And I'm tired of being told it is anxiety when they have NEVER seen it in complete action. I've never ever EVER heard of anxiety doing this to someone, and I have friends who have deep depression and anxiety who are telling me that the doctors are bullsh*t for even suggesting it as they are bad off with it and have never had symptoms like it.

    My skin is so covered with blisters and boils that I want to rip my skin completely off. Getting a shower hurts. Wearing clothes HURTS. The dermatologist will first say it is one thing, then say "No, thats not it......" then I go to another and they go "He is crazy it is obviously ____" and I take quadrupal the amount of medicine normal people take for the problem, and it does NOTHING. So they go "Oops, must not be that then." =___=;;; Finally a doctor told me that whatever is going on inside of me is whats causing the skin problems too, and that until they figure out what it is and get rid of it, I'll just have ugly, nasty, boil infested skin. Talk about a way to make me feel good >_>;;;

    pretty much have resigned myself to live with this for the rest of my life. The whole shebang.
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Help with Life
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    A little banner I helped design (I did not make all of it, I mainly just sketched and helped to lineart the character) for Zexion's game. I guess I am the character sketcher and stuff. Mar Mar does most of the colouring (Im helping him do more of cel shade than his usual colouring though).

    I sarted taking college courses for 3D design and animation online so I can get into animated environment art for my future games, so I had to put my project on hold and just sketch for Zexion when needed~
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Arts & Graphics
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    Silent Hill 1 was MUCH MUCH MUCH scarier to me ^^;; sorry. I think it is because Fatal Frame is more of the "BOO!" scary, and Silent Hill works at a much deeper psychological level of terror (in the first and third game anyway - the others, Fatal Frame is a bit scarier than~). But all of the Fatal Frame series are definitely in my top horror genre games of all time, though it is sorely outdone by both Rule of Rose and Deadly Premonition in terms of storyline, horror tactics, and gameplay elements. If you're looking for a great thrill or scare with unique gameplay then I certainly recommend this ProjectZero series~.
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Gaming
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    I think the character art/animations is rather uh.......not very pleasing to look at ^^;;;;. But i do love those beautiful environments <3. I can't say much about gameplay/story because I don't know what it's all about or anything just from those videos. Even though story is what I like most in games~
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Gaming
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    Vexen sings 'If You're Not Here'

    With a voice like that, I don't know why girls are more fixated on that goofy fire guy. Vexen, you are the roxx <3 Gotta love that "ooooo~~~" at the beginning~ and those high harmonies when the chorus starts. >///////////<;;

    Gentian intro (sketch)

    And a tiny music sketch for Gentian from my album coming up based on organization XIII. Gentian will be the piece for Mar Mar~. I'm by no means mixing this. It is made for Midi export in parts for my music guy to make it with real/better instruments. :P But you can have a taste for what it will be like.
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Production Studio
  11. Vexen<3
    When I p;lug in my symptoms on those sites, I usually end up with POTS (Postural orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome) which does run in my family somewhat (and what i personally think I have unfortunately). I DO have a severe chemical imbalance (with polycystic ovarian syndrome) but they said my symptoms are not typical of that. I've never been out of country before~.

    The good news is that I have Medicaid now so money will no longer be an issue~ <3 Wooooo. Hopefully I can get into somewhere where the doctors won't automatically stick me under the anxiety/depression category. They actually did give me meds for it, and those medications nearly killed me and made my problems worse, especially my heartrate and my thinking. I once sat for 4 hours straight staring with my eyes extremely dialated on one of the anxietry meds they gave me........they said that anxiety medication was "working wrong with my body chemistry". It was a medication that is normally provided for anxiety that lead to this in the first place. i was prescribed Elavil for headaches, and after a week of taking it, I started having this problem. I think it threw my body out of whack somehow, so much it got stuck that way. lol

    Still safe to say that its not anxiety if anxiety medications make stuff 5 bajillion times worse. o.o
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Help with Life
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    Thanks! And sorry.......my computer blew up at me the other day o_O;; and the one I used wouldn't let me on this forum for some ungodly reason. I'll be sending PMs today for sure.
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 19, 2012 in forum: Project Casting
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    I do all the mixing. Well, my team and myself. We kinda of take turns makin' songs. o3o

    I had another person come into the scene, so if you two are serious, I'll take two more. That will bring me up to the five. I'll PM the basics list I use for song making + details to you two ASAP.

    Hoping to get some females. We're about a %90 male team over here >_>............
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 10, 2012 in forum: Project Casting
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    Dere's me. v.v..........................................
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 9, 2012 in forum: The Playground
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    I'm having a 'sicker' day than usual ftl. D: OTL............BUT I have been extremely productive today. So I am proud of self.
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 8, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
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    Naw, I tend to mindlessly grind levels or check out shiny objects and repeatedly talk to well......every character twice over to not miss dialogues. So I'm probably more of a 'thorough' gamer than a speedy gamer. Though on some game replays, I can zip through it in a day or so. And on platform games I sometimes beat them multiple times a day, especially Adventure Island games. I love those. <3
    Post by: Vexen<3, Apr 8, 2012 in forum: Gaming
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