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  1. Toxicity
    Hello lovelies. How are you all doing today.? Tonight.? I hope, well. If not, *hugs*. I'm sorry, but I'm sure things will lighten up soon.

    Anyways, I will try to become much more active than I have been. I guess life kind of got the better of me and I've been too busy for practically everything. I can make time now though. School and everything else isn't that bad.

    Whoever gets the typing quirk I used for the title ... Let's talk, eh.?

    And to answer the question that I am sure will get asked, the reason why I didn't use the typing quirk from the title in this actual introduction is because I'm sure the people who don't get the quirk would be highly irritated and or confused at the fact that I would type in such a way. So, to at least give partial consideration to the other members, I only inserted it in the title.

    I'm surely hoping someone will still catch it. <3
    Thread by: Toxicity, Nov 2, 2013, 6 replies, in forum: Introductions & Departures
  2. Toxicity
    So I was having a simple conversation with one of my "friends" ... Reason why I use quotation is because they aren't really a friend. We have no similar interests and they are basically there for someone to talk to. I know, sounds awful, but it really is a two way street. Well anyways ... We were talking about music and she asked if I liked Skillet. My response was "Yea, sure!" I mean, I am not a super nerd of the band, but I listen to their music and I like it. Well her response made me want to blow my freaking brains out ... If there was anything left.

    "Oh really? Me too! Skillet makes great dubstep!"


    So that completely ruined my day ... What about you?
    Thread by: Toxicity, May 20, 2013, 56 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  3. Toxicity
    Well ... I was outside, running around, exercising. Figured I would be because the weather has been really nice. Well, while I was running my knee twisted in some kind of way or something, and it popped. I mean, I literally heard it pop. Not cracking your fingers pop, but something of an air pocket pop? If that makes sense? Well, it hurt like crazy and I wasn't listening to everyone telling me to put ice on it because I am a very independent person, so I was just going to walk it off. It was getting better but then I tripped on a crack in the sidewalk and it popped again. I obviously put ice on it now, but I mean ... It hurts like Hell!

    And the only reason I find it funny is because everyone was laughing at my reactions because I am "over dramatic," but they don't understand the pain! >.<
    Thread by: Toxicity, May 17, 2013, 18 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  4. Toxicity
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    Bones

    ~Chapter One~

    The boy had skittishly walked up the hard cement steps of his new high school. The boy's name was Ryder and he was currently 17 years young. Ryder had moved in with him mum after his father had went to jail for yet the fifth time in one year for drug possession. It sickened Ryder to the core of his bones to think that someone can just sit around all day and smoke meth or snort cocaine. As you could probably tell, he was never the type to do drugs, and he planned to keep it that way.

    Ryder flipped his dark brown hair out from him pastel blue eyes and tightened his grip on his backpack strap. Starting a new school in the middle of the semester was never easy, especially when it seemed like every pain of eyes you passed was locked onto you like moths to light.It made him feel like more of an awkward person than he already was. So what if he was a new student, why couldn't they just let him be. He was human after all. At least at the end of the day. As of now, he was the 'New Kid.'

    "Ryder Mathews." The boy mumbled to the secretary in order for him to get his schedule and locker number.

    "Here you go." The petite women, who always had her long blonde hair straightened and pushed back with a simple black headband looked around the office. "Miss Jones should be in that room. She is going to be like your guide until you feel comfortable enough to find all your classes on your own. She seems to be a mirror image of you, quite odd actually, so we paired you two up." The blonde smiled and went back to her constant typing into the computer and taking every so often phone calls from faculty members or parents.

    Ryder walked back behind the desk into the room the women had instructed him on that would hold the girl in which would show him around. He was kind of nervous at first. Mainly because he was worried she might be the staring type. Most girls in his past had come onto him rather quickly for his looks, and it made him feel awkward all over again. Uncomfortable even. Another feeling he had deep inside was that this girl was going to be different. Let's hope his senses on this are right and he won't have to deal with a "freaky" girl.

    The boy slowly approached the cracked door and knocked lightly on it. There was a girl with thin, brittle, light brown hair that sat at the table, drawing in some sort of notebook. She seemed to be deep into the project, so Ryder had knocked again. The girl looked up this time and smiled softly.

    "You must be Ryder?" The girl asked in a hoarse tone.

    Ryder tried not to stare at the bony girl. Her skin was so ... transparent like. Her skin looked like it was tied back over her face and neck. Her collar bones were visibly in sight and she looked like a ghost. She must have been a ghost, and Ryder would have believe just that if she didn't get up and waver her bony hand over his eyes. Ryder turned a shade of red and shook his head.

    "I'm ... uhm ... I'm sorry ... Kind of tired ... Dazed." Ryder rambled, trying to come up with a logical excuse for his staring.

    "It's ok." The Ghost Girl smiled as if she was reading his mind. "A lot of people stare. It's ok though."

    Ryder cleared his throat uncomfortably and showed the Ghost his schedule. She looked over everything with close examination as if she were trying to even remember her own to see if they had any classes.

    "Well ... We have all but first seminar together. I might as well show you there." The Ghost smiled and somewhat "danced" out of the room. Her step was so light and it looked as if she were gliding. Ryder had tried not to stare at her lack of figure. Bones. That's all he could think of when he looked at the girl. And he felt sympathy for the girl, wondering how she had gotten in that stage to begin with.

    "Uhm ... Wait!" Ryder called after the girl. She turned in mid-step and looked back at him, raising her thin eyebrows.

    "Yes?" She asked curiously.

    "What's your name?" Ryder asked, weirdly hesitant.

    The Ghost giggled and looked behind her into the hall full of crowded students. "You will hear of me and when you do you might not think of me again. Don't worry. It happens all the time. Believe all the stories you want. But remember the key concept of story telling. There is their side. My side and the right side."

    Ryder was left speechless for a moment as the weirdly happy girl who looked in such bad shape danced into the hallway. He found the will to move after her as she guided him to his first class.

    One thing would be something he wouldn't be able to get off of his mind; Who is this Ghost Girl? And why was she in this sort of "abnormal" state?
    Thread by: Toxicity, May 15, 2013, 0 replies, in forum: Archives
  5. Toxicity
    Let's get right into this.

    I don't think we should stop exploring space. Sure our planet might be going to Hell in some situations, but what if something in space could possibly be there that could help our planet out? This would be my first thought. If we continue to explore space, we might just find an element that could be brought back to Earth, get tested on, and it could possibly be a great impact for our planet. I don't really have much detail into this at the back of my hand right now, but I am sure with later research or other knowledge I could think of something.

    Another thought or idea ... The planet isn't going to just get better because one or two people say for people to stop doing things. Our planet is going down because of pollution and green house effects. Damaging the Ozone layer. It isn't something that be stopped at the snap of a finger. A process like that takes time and it's difficult to get every single person living on the planet to follow through with it. Earth is going to go through whatever phase it has to go through, there really is no stopping it just like that. Maybe through a slow process, but to just stop exploring space? There really would be no point.

    My opinions are kind of vague. Note how I said "opinions" and not "answers" like some silly people here on the Internet.

    Anyways, what do you guys think?
    Thread by: Toxicity, May 15, 2013, 11 replies, in forum: Debate Corner
  6. Toxicity
    Never was the most poetic type, but hey, why not give it a try.

    H.O.P.E

    Do you ever stare out the window sometimes?
    Wondering if you will ever be the one to get left behind.
    Do you ever sit out and watch the shining stars?
    Hoping life will get better but things are too hard.
    Take a breath and take a step forward.
    It's just the beginning of life's great horror.
    Each face has eyes.
    Each with a unique story to hide.
    Don't worry if life decides to bend.
    Just remember to Hold On because Pain Ends.
    Thread by: Toxicity, Mar 3, 2013, 2 replies, in forum: Archives
  7. Toxicity
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    Horror Films

    Do you like ranting? I, obviously, love to rant. It's ok though, I made sure to keep this one clean.


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    What is the deal with horror films. I can honestly just name a few that are completely stupid. I mean, no, not really stupid, but like, they were either too predictable, or the acting was just really bad... I mean, bad.

    For starters, not all horror films are bad, The Exorcist was a favorite for me. The movie was a taunting story - although it didn't wholly scare me. That is a decent horror film I would recommend to everyone and anyone. Friday the 13th... is not a "horror" movie I would recommend to anyone. Basically the only thing going on through the whole movie are kids under 18 drinking, doing drugs and having sex while a crazy killer is running around which happens to be one of the "friends" in the circle, or some other by stander. That is all it takes to make a horror movie. Sex, drugs and killings in the middle of the woods.

    Scream is a perfect example. A masked killer is running around town killing people. No one knows the hell it is, I mean, who would? Then there is this perfectly virgin girl whose boyfriend wants to have sex with her. And while all the killings go on, she somehow manages to have sex with him without a damn care in the world. I don't know about you, but if I knew there were some psychotic killer running around, the last thing I would be doing is having sex with my boyfriend. The movie over all was too predictable. I knew from the speciousness that Sidney's boyfriend was the killer, I mean he was just too damn sketchy. I know that is what they want you to think, or the one who is the least sketchy is the killer, but that movie is just... no. It is a good movie, per-say, I still watch it, but like, really?

    Friday the 13th, we are getting back to this but it won't be as long. Through the duration of the movie, there is a pattern. Sex. Drugs. Sex. Killings. Drugs. Sex. Killings. Killings. Nudity. Sex. Drugs. Killings. Pretty much that goes on through the whole movie. I am watching some chick getting her freak on with her best friends brother more than I am watching the "gore" of the killings. Border line rated X. If the film maker just took out all the killings you have a Porno mixed with drugs. Congratulations! You finally have something to jack off to, buy the movie, have a nice day.

    Halloween wasn't that bad, there still is some kind of sex that goes on in the movies, no matter what, there always is. I can't really say much about this movie, I mean, it was alright, but sometimes it just gets confusing as hell, so I don't waste my time.

    Nightmare on Elm Street... Decent. I actually enjoyed watching the movies. I love how they changed perspectives, instead of being all "Hey, welcome to the rel world, I am going to rip your guts out and brutally kill you and stuff" they simply changed the tables and made it into your dream. That was pretty neat.

    I don't know what gets me mad more, the fact that there is more sex than gore, or the fact that the - sometimes - blond big chested clumsy chic is even in the movie. Congrats, you got big breasts, now lets go flash everyone watching the movie. Crap, the killer found me, lets run away from him, but scream so he finds me. Or, or, lets do the most fake fall over air and continue to crawl on the floor as if both legs were broken, when clearly they aren't! Why do you even bother! Just stop, seriously.

    ... Not even Paranormal Activity was good. I watch that for straight up comedy. Nothing more. Good day and good bye.
    Thread by: Toxicity, Mar 3, 2013, 8 replies, in forum: Movies & Media
  8. Toxicity
    This is going to be fun to type out, basically I am just going to list all the bands off of my Spotify playlists and my favorite song by them. Yes, in case you are wondering, any band I listen to I make a separate playlist for them, and then put the bands in alphabetical order. Don't judge me, it just seems fairly easier for me to find what I want.

    So here goes. If any of these bands interest you, please don't hesitate to comment and stuff. If you agree with any of these bands, tell me what your favorite song by them is.


    3 Days Grace - Riot
    3 Doors Down - Here Without You
    3OH!3 - My First Kiss (feat. Ke$ha)
    Adam Lambert - For Your Entertainment
    A Day to Remember - All I Want
    Alesana - A Gilded Masquerade
    All American Rejects - Damn Girl
    All Time Low - Dear Maria, Count Me In
    Asking Alexandria - Final Episode (Let's Change the Channel)
    A Skylit Drive - Too Little Too Late
    Attack! Attack! - Stick Stickly
    Avenged Sevenfold - Nightmare
    Avion Roe - Who I Am
    Avril Lavigne - Complicated
    Black Veil Brides - Knives and Pens
    blessthefall - To Hell and Back
    Bring Me the Horizon - Suicide Season
    Bullet for my Valentine - Tears Don't Fall
    Creed - With Arms Wide Open
    Dead Mau5 - Superliminal
    Drowning Pool - Bodies
    Elena Siegman - The One
    Escape the Fate - Not Good Enough For Truth In Cliche
    Evanescence - My Immortal
    Evans Blue - This Time It's Different
    Eyes Set to Kill - Darling
    Falling In Reverse - I'm Not A Vampire
    Fit For Rivals - Damage
    Flyleaf - Fully Alive
    Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams
    Hollywood Undead - We Are
    I Set My Friends on Fire - Ravenous, Ravenous Rhinos
    Lifehouse - You and Me
    Limp Bizkit - My Way
    Linkin' Park - Leave Out All the Rest
    Metallica - The Unforgiven
    My Chemical Romance - Dead!
    My Darkest Days - Sick Twisted Affair
    Never Shout Never - Can't Stand It
    Of Mice & Men - SECOND & SEBRING
    One Republic - All the Right Moves
    Panic! at the Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies
    Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder
    Payable on Death (P.O.D) - Youth of the Nation
    Pierce the Veil - King for a Day (feat. Kellin Quinn)
    Red - Let It Burn
    Royal Hoax - Ticks Like a Timebomb
    The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down
    Thousand Foot Krutch - Let the Sparks Fly
    Scary kids Scaring Kids - A Pistol To My Temple
    Sleeping with Sirens - Your Nickle Aint Worth My Dime
    Snow White's Poison Bite - Symphonies For the Damned
    Suicide Silence - The Price of Beauty
    The Fray - How to Save a Life
    The Ready Set - Give Me Your Hand [Best Song Ever]
    The Used - I Come Alive
    We Came as Romans - Intentions


    That took a while, but whatever. So here are the few selected bands I listen to and my favorite by each and everyone one of them.

    Now, what would you think about these bands? What are your favorite bands and songs? Do you agree with any of mine?
    Thread by: Toxicity, Mar 3, 2013, 0 replies, in forum: Music
  9. Toxicity
    DESCRIPTION
    The song is "Kiss the Rain". At the moment, I have forgotten who it was by, I will update the info as soon as I can get the information. I;m sure it was Yimaru, but then again, I cannot be certain.
    Firstly, the scenes skip over clips where I have forgotten to cut out, please, please, try and ignore that.
    Also, I did not come up with the story line of this, the story is in fact based of true events, and the link to where I had gotten this story is at the end of the description.
    I don't take credit for anything but the time and effort and careful thinking in bringing the story and the videos together as one AMV.
    Please ignore the age and appearances of the characters. I know it started off when they were younger, when it really should have started when they were older, but just try and not to think realistically for a moment and just watch the video.

    Link to the original story video >>> http://*www.youtube.com*/watch?v=gjgkxjfYHsE -take out the **-
    Category
    Film & Animation
    License
    Standard YouTube License
    Thread by: Toxicity, Jan 13, 2013, 37 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  10. Toxicity
    This calls for my two favorite snow memes.

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    That is all I have to say...
    Thread by: Toxicity, Jan 5, 2013, 7 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  11. Toxicity
    I want to get into making AMV's again, but I have no songs that I could make one too...

    So, only asking this once, is there any suggestions you would have?

    This may not be the right section, but I couldn't find a reasonable section to put this in, so sorry if I didn't see it...
    Thread by: Toxicity, Dec 31, 2012, 6 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  12. Toxicity
    They Were Here.
    In the mix of all things "extra terrestrial" stood the conspiracy theory of the fact that God sent Angels down to watch over his children. This tale has been around for more than a year now, having some believers, but then again, having non-believers. Normally when God sends Angels down to watch over his children, they must protect them, and keep them our of harms way. This did not happen. There seemed to be more disappearances and killings all over the United States area. People started to freak and threw fits over the lied about rumors. This was not their intentions.
    For over a millenium these Angelic like creatures walked the Earth. Undetected and hidden as normal people. Some were forced to show themselves when evil walked on the soil. They were known as the Demons. Although some seem to be seductive and sweet, they were full of anger and it boiled in their blood to kill something, or someone, That is when the Angels must step in and save the human race. But which side are they on? The good or the bad? It seemed to be the tricky question here, since some turned into the bad, but yet, they still stood for good. Like they were mocking them. It is hard to say.
    Angels are legendary creatures who walk the Earth in disguise. Not being noticed, but on the inside they are known by everyone. They have 3 simple rules. 1.) Never fall in love with a human. 2.) Kill any Demons if possible. 3.) Never be discovered. Breaking any of these rules follow immediate death. But some of these Angels don't care, for the people they protect they grow attached, and end up falling for them, making them more vulnerable to attack, or making them stronger, in order to protect the ones they love.
    Demons also have 3 rules. 1.) Never fall in love with a human. This one is especially important due to the fact that Demons are lust filled creatures. 2.) Destroy any Angels, if possible. To them, the Angels are always the bad guys and they will do anything to get rid of them. 3.) Never under any circumstance get detected by humans. Any of the rules broken follow immediate death. But, of course Demons are not the most the most obedient creatures.
    Humans are the most fragile like creatures to the Demon and Angel race. Falling in love with one could come with great consequences towards themselves and the others. Most fail to keep this rule, yet others are so willingly strong about it. Whilst the ones committing crime, seem to never get caught.
    There seems to be a big battle brewing between the two fields, and it involves the humans, which most Demons and Angels fight to protect so who are the actual good guys here? This is a question that could never be answered.
    Human Template
    Name -
    Age -
    Gender -
    Background -
    Personality -
    Appearance -​
    Angel Template
    Name -​
    Appearance Age -​
    Actual Age -​
    Appearance -​
    Angel/Battle Appearance -​
    History - (how you died and became a protector Angel etc.)​
    Personality -​
    Descendant of - (The Original Angel to trained you)​
    Weapons -​
    Demon Template
    Name -​
    Appearance Age -​
    Actual Age -​
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    Demonic/Battle Appearance -​
    History - (how you died and became a protector Demon etc.)​
    Personality -​
    Weapons -​
    Now, for the Demon and Angel background story on how they died, I would prefer, if you were to create a demon, to make their death a bit more brutal then the Angel. Since they are deceived into Hell. Also, it would be nice to see such an aggressive story turn into the loving of the Demons' protected, It would sure to be a high point at somewhere in the story.
    Main Rules are the Original Forum Rules.
    Since this could be classified as the "romance" type, I don't want descriptive romance scenes. I mean, sure, go in for the blow, but I don't want posts stating how he plowed her or how hard she slammed herself into him. Honestly don't go that far. I am very relaxant with this rule due to that fact of multiple R rated RP's I have been into.
    No power playing or god modding. You will not be warned or given any chances, once you screw this rule up, you are out and someone else can come in and take your characters place.
    Message me with any questions you have, or concerning, I hope this RP takes off, I have been working with this idea for a while now.
    Also for any images, put into URL form, it makes it easier for me to do when laying out your character temps.
    I will have my Template up A.S.A.P (-:
    Humans:
    Toxicity - Aaron Grey
    Demons:
    Toxicity - Alexander "Alex" Moore
    itachilives741 - Skyler
    Angels:
    master of keyblades - Alex Rhodes​
    flowergothic - Ashina "Ash" Takahashi
    Thread by: Toxicity, Dec 30, 2012, 5 replies, in forum: Retirement Home
  13. Toxicity
    First, I am not the type to be freaking out over this type of thing, the easiest thing to do is having that block button near by whenever you can. But for some reason this is different.

    There is this one guy, more less actually boy, I had added on my personal Facebook account. He seemed cool at first, talked to him a few times and then he randomly started tagging me in statuses a week into us talking. I had no intention of liking him, I mean, hes too young for me anyways.

    Anyways, he started tagging me in these random statuses, saying I am his "love" his "life" and that he would do anything to call me his. First of all, that is just plain gross, I don't who or how old you are, a week into us talking and you make statuses of me like, is just repulsing.

    Secondly, he told me that he did like me, and had feelings for me. The worst I could do was just say that I didn't feel the same and everything would be forgotten right? Oh no, this kid, I kid you not, messaged me every day saying that he wanted me to be his, that he would be the best I ever had. First off, I already am close to being with someone I have liked for a long time, and I don't need you ruining it for me, by making statuses as if we were dating. I try to not date people from the web, but y'know, sometimes things happen. This was different. I never seemed to block him because deep down I felt bad for him, I mean, he practically is a little kid still, but he just gets so annoying I swear I want to rip my hair out, or just die.

    Anything I can do? Advice? I have tried telling him that I did not feel the same, but this boy just doesn't know when to stop!
    Thread by: Toxicity, Dec 30, 2012, 7 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  14. Toxicity


    I don't know about any of you, but to me Jesse Eisenburg is the best role for this movie, and all in all, I think he is the best actor there is. But then again, it is my opinion, so deal with it.

    I actually really want to see this movie. Words can not even express how badly I want to see this. Just the fact of scientific theories and put it into magic and creations, it looks like a really good movie, lets just hope the full movie is and not the preview.
    Thread by: Toxicity, Dec 30, 2012, 1 replies, in forum: Movies & Media
  15. Toxicity
    Thread

    Hallo.

    Hi there. (:
    Before you think I spelled "hello" wrong, I did not, for "hallo" is German for Hello.
    Just thought I would point that out.

    Let me just say a few things about myself.

    My username "Toxicity" was a merge of "Toxic" and "City." Now that the obvious is out of the way, Toxicity comes from the System of a Down album. I am a fan of System of a Down, but would I consider myself a fan? No, I do not listen to a lot of their songs, only a few selected. I am a fan of Linkin Park and Eminem I must say.

    I like music, obviously, but love? I don't see how people can say they "love" music. Sure, music is cool, but to me it is not my life that I have to listen to every day and hour.

    I like role-playing. I am trying to advance in it, by writing and other techniques such as a practice site I used until I felt I could move on. Any role playing groups or topics that I should join?

    I have visited this site before, but only for cut-scene archives for Animate Music Videos. I need to try and get more music for the videos. Do any of you have any selections or preferences on what music I should get for it. Would be highly appreciated.

    I know my grammar is not the best, and neither is my spelling at times. I will try my best to catch them and edit them right away. So, sorry in advance if it happens a lot, which I hope it won't.

    Well, this is all I can think of for the time being.

    Please, if you have any other questions about me, or for me, ask away, I don't get offended easily. (:

    I also apologize for whatever I say from this point forward. I have a tendency to be blunt about things, and I don't mean, more less, want to offend any one, so please, if you find anything I say offensive, then message me privately of your concerning.
    Thread by: Toxicity, Dec 30, 2012, 14 replies, in forum: Introductions & Departures