Hi, everyone! Seems like the last time I was here was at the beginning of my sophomore year (late 2008) and I happened to try my login info by chance today to see if it would work and it did! So now I'm here cringing at my username and the posts I made previously and am mostly glad I'm not 14 anymore, goodness x__x So, my name is Nikki, I'm 19, and I have way too many blogs. :3 -creeps around the site again-
Yup yup...made 4 days after a breakup that's killing meh inside ;___; It's so confusing! >___< Sooo the key is Sora = me (I would have picked Naminè cuz she's just like moi but Sora's story fits better...and cuz he's hot xD) Naminè = my *cringes at the word* ex girlfriend. Everyone else = our friends. So make sure to read the story so that it makes sense. And if you know the lyrics, that's a plus cuz they tie into the story http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=om9qx9XOTnk
*sigh* too many details to go into. let's just say this. would have been ten months today, but she broke up with me yesterday. said she lost her feelings for me. still loves me, but as a friend. my ex-best friend pretty much has been trying to take her away from me to get back at me for something. yeahhh. i'm 14, if you didn't know. it hurts. a lot. a lot a lot a lot a lot....she was my first relationship, girlfriend, kiss, REAL kiss, and we went a little further, too, pretty much almost as far as two girls can go >___> uhm. don't know what else to say. just...i need something to make me happy. something that doesn't involve "you'll find someone better". cuz that just hurts more.
Hopefully this will work because I'm on my phone right now...but this one's pretty special to me, because it's my way of trying to express myself when I feel really....upset... Please read the description before you watch the video, it'll help you understand. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hh7AWSD-DnM
Here are some of my videos over time...wondering what you guys thought of them and if you think I've made any progress with them :] There's kinda a lot. Not nearly as many as I have on my channel, but a lot xD The first video I ever uploaded to YouTube (but not my first video ever lol) Click My first ever AMV. Timing was my main focus. Click I don't understand why this one was so popular. I didn't edit much because again, timing was what I wanted. Click I discovered the wonders of fading. Click I jumped ahead a few months. But this was when I started to get into flashing more. Click Made last summer. More fading. Trying to catch the emotion in the video. Click. Made last summer. Lyric match xD And I got my first honor on this video. Click Made last summer. More flashes, timing and lyric match... Click The last video of 2007. I thought I had done good on it ^_^ Click One of the last videos I made on Windows Movie Maker, and probably my best on WMM. *NOT KH* Click My last WMM video. *NOT KH* Click My...third or fourth video on Vegas. Like the updated version of my Haunted video. Click Last week. Click Yesterday. Supposed to be...emotional xD Click
Anybody heard of her? :] Two characters Tomoko (I forgot her last name) made up =] Here, if you haven't heard of her-- This is my favorite Tommy February6 song This is my favorite Tommy Heavenly6 song
Hope you guys like =] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-UnWAIoQIas
His name was Charlie =D But then he bit me and ran away T_T Take this as a warning--don't name muffins Charlie =3
Okay, guys, so here's the thing. It's going to be me and my girlfriend's 8 month anniversary on the 21st of this month, and I promised her since I got Vegas in...July, I think, that I was going to make her a good video, one she'd really like. So I made this. I put it up in the video portal because I don't plan on putting it on YouTube until the 21st. And I wanted to know what you guys think :] It's Sora/Riku, but could you please watch anywayyys? The song is "Untouched" by The Veronicas. I cut it though, so it's about a minute and a half. http://video.kh-vids.net/video/00f6e599-641a-4472-9e5b-9af90109b53b.htm :]
A poem I wrote for my girlfriend one day while watching the episode of Degrassi after JT dies >_< If I were to die today, I would take with me all that we shared All the memories we kept between two held hands But most of all, the fact that you cared If I were to die today, My life would have been complete Despite all the things I may not have done, It's the fact that you stood by me If I were to die today, Your love would have not been wasted Knowing "I love you" were the last words I heard And your lips were the last thing I tasted If I were to die today, I'd watch over you from the skies above you And you'd be able to live your life while knowing That I forever love you -written on Sunday, March 23, 2008 at 7:02p.m.
I prefer Naminè. She just seems so sweet! =3
breathe and listen and feel and touch these are the very things i miss so much crying and screaming and clutching my chest these are the things that are hurting me the best wishing and praying and trying to think of what's going on and then the feeling sinks and i'm screaming again and wishing for her embrace but i'm burning up instead without a glance at her face I feel horrible right now. Excuse any emoness I may have...
Anybody played it? Am I the only one? xD It's a fighting game. For zee PS2 All-girls. And it's funnn =D
I originally clicked on it because it had my name in the title xD But I love it! Yuno is so...psycho I LOVE HER =D You can read it on onemanga.com if you haven't =D
Random, stupid, shocking, clichè reasons to break up What have YOU heard?
It's on Wednesday! Is anybody gonna celebrate it? =3 Cuz I am ^_^ I made a video for it and I shall upload it onto YouTube Wednesday ^_^ Yayy x3
For those of you who have had experiences with the prank site, www.peteranswers.com Whether or not YOU were pranked, or you've pranked someone else, post them here =D Here's mine: In the 8th grade, most of my class was taking their regents exams and there were only very few of us, maybe 10 kids in the classroom. We were in English class when our friend Christopher asked our English teacher if we could use the computer for the period. She gave an okay, and he took us to Peter Answers, sitting down at the keyboard and telling us that only he could type because you had to believe to use it, and he wasn't sure if we would believe. The girls followed him, about 6 of us. He asked a question about one of the girl's shirt color, and of course the answer was correct. We were all freaked xD He knew a lot about the school and the kids, so when someone asked who's going out with who, of course the answer was right. The next period our Social Studies teacher came in, and we were supposed to have her in that room that day, so she allowed us to stay on the computer. Eventually, she joined in. When she asked what she would be doing next year, the answer came out "Charter School"--correct. And when she asked what high school she had gone to, it came out "Stuyvesant"--correct again. Of course, when someone else, like my eccentric friend Stephanie, sat down to ask, it didn't work, resulting in Christopher telling her it only works if you believe, and she smacked the computer screaming "I BELIEVE! I BELIEVE!" Christopher of course is very smart, and he remembered when our teacher had told us about her high school mannnny months before. He sure tricked us xD
Wondered if you guys would be interested in this story I wrote around the end of the school year ^^' It's called Fangs. It's a yuri, so uh. Yeah. I'm warning you! =D It's rated M. For that almost-lemon thing I put in there (much to my friends' disappointment, I didn't finish that lemon for a reason xD) And it's 10 chapters. The sequel is out, currently being worked on, hope to be finished before I enter sophomore year. http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2523817/1/Fangs Don't be too harsh please >_<;;
I think this one turned out nice...tell me what you think, okay? ^_^ "We Are Gonna Happen" by Emma Roberts http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3Ws806JIM0
Yeah, if you're not comfy with yaoi...don't watch cuz there are references ^_^ Enjoy! Tell me whatcha think! ^_^ <a href="http://video.kh-vids.net/video/1b735825-a7e6-4b7f-8686-997f00a640a1.htm" target="_blank"><img src="http://thumbs.vidiac.com/1b735825-a7e6-4b7f-8686-997f00a640a1.jpg" width="115" height="86"></a><br><a href="http://video.kh-vids.net/video/1b735825-a7e6-4b7f-8686-997f00a640a1.htm" target="_blank">Click to see Video</a>
