Despite that you'll see my online...

I won't be posting for another month or two.
Both my granparents are dying at the same time, and are in the hospital. Everyone in my family is taking it pretty hard. Seeing my mother, who I've never seen cry in my entire life (as she's a tomboyish type) completely lose it at every hospital visit does'nt help any. Not to mention my aunt making hateful comments about them, as they were Jehovah's witnesses.
I just can't describe in words my current depression. I'm sorry, but you won't be seeing me for months. I'm witnessing not one, but TWO departures of very close members of the family. This is the first time in my life I've had to go through something like this.

 

*hugs* Do you want to talk about it on MSN? If not I totally understand.

 

Aw I'm sorry to hear that.I do hope everything goes well.I hope your grandparents get better.Hope you come back.I really am sorry to hear that.

 

Eh, I don't think you understood.
They're dying. They won't get better. :(
But, they've accepted it. They're both 98 and they've lived a good, long life.
Noone in my family will stop praying and begging God that they get better.I wish they would just stop it, accept their death as they have, and stop asking an invisible man in the sky to solve their problems.

 

I'm sorry to hear that. Take all the time you need, and remember that you have friends here in case you need us :).

 

Well I'm sorry to hear your grandparents are dying.

 

Hey...
im sorry about your grandparents. Things may get really depressing sometimes, and sometimes you'll want to just think about depressing things. But keep your head up, and make sure u stand tall. Im not telling you to forget your grandparents, but be strong, especially for your mom.
And your aunt...I dont know her...but you can disregard her. If shes making hateful comments just because of religion, it means shes not willing to overlook her disagreements to see what great people your grandparents are/have been.

stay optimistic. =D

 

awwh i know what you're going through, i've been through it :(
*huggles*
i hope you feel better after you come back in a few months

 

omg! *hugs*
Im really sorry!

 

Hi, everyone. Thanks for the thoughts (for lack of a better word).
My grandma died yesterday, and grandpa is'nt going to last much longer either. But I'm fine with it now. I've accepted it.

 

Well if you need anyone to talk to I've lost people very close to me so I know that sometimes you want to talk later. I'm here.

You are in my thoughts.