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  1. TheLightIsGone123 Gummi Ship Junkie

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    my self-destruction has begun yet again
    i havent slept in so long it isnt even funny
    ive been swallowing glass
    i tried to OD with as many pills as possible the other day
    i tried to stab myself today
    no one seems to notice or if they do they dont seem to really care
    is it all in my head am i just crazy
    i dont know how much longer im gonna last
    i dont know how much longer ill even care if i do last.
    soon ill just fade away remember me for how i once was and not for how i am.
     
  2. Rawr King's Apprentice

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    I sorry to hear that but please don't cause yourself harm..
     
  3. TheLightIsGone123 Gummi Ship Junkie

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    im sorry to say its way past that point kid
     
  4. Rawr King's Apprentice

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    I meant anymore...would you like to explain why your causing yourself harm?
     
  5. TheLightIsGone123 Gummi Ship Junkie

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    because ive grown tired of living i guess
     
  6. Rawr King's Apprentice

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    Then you really needs to re-think your life..... Give your life meaning go out there and live instead of slulking...try getting involved with friend, church, after school programs..something
     
  7. TheLightIsGone123 Gummi Ship Junkie

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    the thing is i am involved with a lot of stuff
    my life isnt bad
    im just tired of living
    i havent been happy in a year now i feel alone and cold i dont want to live and thats really the end of it
     
  8. TheMuffinMan Banned

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    killing yourself is pretty cool, guy, enjoy your 5 sentence paragraph in the local newspaper as the final acknowledgement of your existence, then enjoy everyone forgetting you.
     
  9. TheLightIsGone123 Gummi Ship Junkie

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    wouldnt be to bad of an idea
    everyone forgetting anways huh
    and i dont work that way i have no heart it wont effect me
     
  10. Rawr King's Apprentice

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    No suicide is never the answer..
     
  11. TheLightIsGone123 Gummi Ship Junkie

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    why exactly not? everyone always says its so bad but what is really so bad about it
     
  12. Rosey Chaser

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    Honestly, commiting suicide is the most selfish act you can do if you think about it =/

    There are plently of people out there who would love to live. Embrace your life, you just have to change your perspecitve.

    AND DONT MAKE ME COME TO YOUR HOUSE MISTER AND *****SLAP YOU D<
     
  13. TheMuffinMan Banned

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    lol i dunno either, it's like taking a vacation, from life!

    and vacations are boss
     
  14. TheLightIsGone123 Gummi Ship Junkie

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    then those who wish to live can have my life if they really want it,
    i dont really have a perspective i just dont want to be alive anymore.
     
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    What Rosey meant to say was that it's a selfish act because you're taking yourself away from those who love you.
     
  16. Rosey Chaser

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    ^ Interprets my post correctly =D

    Theres always someone out there who is going to miss you, and quite honestly, to put them through that pain and grief just because you were bored with life is ya know...pretty selfish .-.
     
  17. Spunk Ransom you're already perfect

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    That is what I was thinking. But honestly, ending your life is, okay so it's just terrible. Your loved ones are going to miss you, and it will cause them pain. What you are going through right now, honestly you need to pray about it. I mean everyone is here for a reason. Maybe you should talk to someone you know you can trust or maybe a doctor even. They can give you advice and probably help in more ways I can. But please, pray about this situation.
     
  18. TheLightIsGone123 Gummi Ship Junkie

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    what part of nothing is wrong does nobody get, im not sad or anything so i dont really need to talk to anyone, and i dont really have any loved ones left so i dont really have to worry about that either.
     
  19. Explode Who?!

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    You seriously need to get yourself professional help. I know that you said that your parents don't believe there's anything wrong with you, but my offer is still open:

    http://www.kh-vids.net/showthread.php?t=57656

    Read the last post in this thread.
     
  20. Spunk Ransom you're already perfect

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    Okay, as I said, really get some advice. I know you are saying that nothing is wrong, but something must be hurting you because you are feeling this way. Maybe you can't see it now, but maybe if you just sat down and talked with someone it would come out. Please just consider this.
     
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