Yet, I'm still crying. I really think I'm bipolar or something. I was talking to him over IM, and one minute I was okay. Then, the next minute, I broke down and just cried for half an hour. I felt like cutting myself, and I saw a knife, but it's a good thing I didn't touch it. I'm trying to stop loving him, and I thought I was doing okay for the first few minutes talking to him. But when he mentioned that he was celebrating his new girlfriend's birthday Saturday, I thought about how we weren't together long enough to celebrate his or my birthday. By the way, when she messaged me a few minutes later and asked how my life was, I told her that Wes and I were friends again. All of a sudden she's all, "WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?! When did you talk to Wes? And why? And what about?" Then she was all, "This weekend's my birthday, and I'm making him go shopping with me and go to church with me. Why? Because I said so, and it's MY birthday!" I swear, I just wanna move to another school so I don't have to fake being happy for them. I try to be happy, then I just break down 2 minutes later. And when he first messaged me saying I was the worst girl he ever dated because I was so annoying, I just went numb for a second, then it felt like my heart just went KA-BOOM! and shattered even more than it did the day he dumped me. I didn't realize that I was annoying him by saying I loved him everyday. I'm sorry, I must be annoying on here for having so many problems with my ex. :'(
alright, i need to ask 1 thing, and this may seem wierd, but you never say ILY to your BF around his friends, because then they start making fun of him and taunting him, you know how we guys are. XD One questions though... 1) Who asked to be friends with who?
Not to be rude, but you really have to get a grip and stop being so emo :/ you have three threads just on the first page of help with life. Your ex clearly didn't love you, and I know from experience it's hard to get over him, but seriously. Get over him. I'm suprised you want to be friends after that text- some desperate attempt to get back with him? Sounds like he isn't even worth it. You're getting upset enough to cut yourself over somebody you want to be with and his current girlfriend? ._. Leave them be, it'll probably never happen. Seems like all your problems stem from this one boy. Ditch him. You know you have to. Guys, this post may seem cruel, but it's precise.
I know what you're saying and even though it's a bit cruel, I completely agree with it. He may have loved you at first, but not any more. Not sure when you two broke up, but it could have been when you had sex. Something like that can make or break a relationship. Or it could have been when you freaked out about possibly being pregnant. Sad to say, something like that can really change the way a guy feels. Just forget about him. Don't look at him, don't talk to him, just ignore him and his gf. Block them from your IM.
This ^ Many many times over. You need to let go of this guy sunshine, I know he was your first and I know you are finding it hard, but you have to get over him. Also, your friend sounds like a *****, leave her behind and concentrate on your other friends because this one is no good for you. You'll get over him in time hun, but you won't be able to if you keep insisting on holding on.
