Would you miss me if I disappeared?

Just a thought, since lately I haven't really been feeling myself.
I have at most four friends at school, and then everyone else hates me for some unknown reason or is just stupid and goes along with the mean ones.
Plus there's the tennis team, and I've been killing myself over that, even though my mom doesn't seem to think I'm trying hard enough. In fact, a few days ago she said I was "an embarassment and disappointment" in front of the entire team.
And then today I lost my homework and she's giving me hell for "not caring". I cleaned my desk and accidentally threw it away, and she's threatening me to go dig it out of the garbage, which is outside.
And if you're all wondering why I'm always making jokes, it's because I hate my life and I don't want anyone to feel that they need to be depressed in my presence.

 

I would miss you. I know that.

 

Oh My Gawd. I can DEFINATLY relate to you. Your cool, so don't leave. We're here for you. I hate my life too. I have 3 friends I NEVER get to see anymore. And EVERYONE else at my school HATES me....and I don't know what I did to deserve it, either. I'm here for you, and you must have friends here, too. Don't leave, keep looking twords the light. You'll be happy some day...I'm still waiting too. Don't lose hope....

 

Who are you again? O.o

lol J/K. xD Yeah, zeez forums would be sorta boring without your super uberness. =P

 

Yeah, of course I know how you feel. If you read my thread, you'll know whats up with me.

Anyway, I dont really know you, but I know the feeling. Like everyone says, just shake it off. Spit in their face if you have to, but always keep in mind, never give up.

 

We'd all miss you. I mean really. YOU ARE YOU!!!!!!!:D

O and that tennis team thing, totally can relate. I do gymnastics 12 hours a week and i have oshkinslaughters in the knees and injuries in my elbow and my coachs and my parents tell me im not trying hard enough, I just tell them to deal with it.

 

wow, I dont know you or anything, but you have a messed up mom, and life. No offence. but um, things could be worse, atleast you have plenty of friends here. SO I wouldnt miss you, maybe if we knew each other better, but many others would.

 

In all honesty no, mostly because I don't see you posting alot and have almost no idea who you are....

 

of course I would miss you, DP! *hugs* The Kadaj Family just won't be the same. T_T

 

Strong words.

I think I'd miss you. This forum wouldn't be the same without some of even the most infamous members. =[

Like Cin. ;P

 

I don't know you so well, I don't know almost nobody here. But from your posts I've seen, I believe I 'll surely miss you. Tennis, then try some more, improve some things you nkow you're not good at.
Btw I'm sure I'll missmost people here ^_^

 

Aye i'm sure i would miss ye. So you ought to stay here with us. :D
i hope things go better for you's that are all down n' in the dump's.

 

Infamous members are overrated. You don't have to be in order to be missed.

Now for some advice, I agree with Shadow. Things could be worse. Show that you're strong and shake it off. In the end, all will be good.

 

Wow guys...you made me feel a whole lot better.
I mean seriously, it really made my day.
I know I just gotta keep going and not look back, but it's hard, since I never seem to be able to do anything right.
Ah well. At least I know I've got friends here that I can talk to and make me feel my usual self. ^^
Thanks a bunch, everyone.

 

No problem whatsoever. ^_^ I'm glad you're feeling better.