Alex856

was talking to lyanne... you need to read all this...

its getting hard defrending both of you...
[1/22/2011 11:49:37 PM] Kyoko: he says crap about you so i defend you and tell him he is wrong and you say that about him and i ask you to stop....it gets hard.....
[1/22/2011 11:49:52 PM] Kyoko: i wish you two would make up already...you guys are being stupid fighting over somthing extrealy stupid....
[1/22/2011 11:50:09 PM] Kyoko: i dont mind helping...but somtimes you guys dont see how much it hurts me...
[1/22/2011 11:50:48 PM] Leeky de Deeky: I'm trying to be the calm and un-angry one here but that just hit a nerve. Sorry.
[1/22/2011 11:51:05 PM] Leeky de Deeky: I haven't even talked to him.
[1/22/2011 11:51:35 PM] Kyoko: its okay...and i know...
[1/22/2011 11:51:58 PM] Leeky de Deeky: It's not like he'll reply to anything I say.
[1/22/2011 11:52:08 PM] Kyoko: ill make him reply..
[1/22/2011 11:52:14 PM] Kyoko: this is what he left me today
[1/22/2011 11:52:17 PM] Kyoko: what. ._.
What.
wat.
WAT.
WHAT!??!?!?!?!? ._.

She said that!? >>
I did have feelings for her (Like a YEAR AGO)
After July and her treating me like ****. I stopped. I no longer had anything towards her than friendship.
Not to mention that I don't even speak to her anymore >>

So she kind of lied. she KNOWS that I don't like her anymore. in any way.

You NEED to trust me. for god's sake WHY would I be with YOU if I liked someone else!? >>
It makes totally no sense and BS. a common thing with Lyanne. she keeps calling BS to make both of us feel bad.
Last time I spoke with her. (sometime last month)
And I have MSN's convo to back this up. if you still don't believe me.
She told me NOT to get in a relationship with you. because YOU were filtring with a lot of dudes and that I would get my heart broken in no time.
I didn't listen to her and kept on talking to you.
[1/22/2011 11:59:43 PM] Leeky de Deeky: I've tried messaging him ... he doesn't want to talk to me. I have no idea what to do anymore. I'm changing and there is nothing more that I'd like than your happiness and our friendship on the right track but... he's not talking because I'm a *****. I never said he still had feeling for me and I told you that. He just keeps pointing out these minor things from the past and twists them in the worse way possible that makes me feel lower than crap. How do you think that makes me feel? I have never said anything to him as hurtful as the things he's said to and about me. I'd... do more than anything want to fix things. But I know he doesn't if he's still holding this huge grudge against me. I'm a terrible person and regret everything... but I really do want to leave him alone. So you two can both be happy. I really only need to be your friend for that... otherwise... I just screw everything up..
[12:01:11 AM] Kyoko: sigh... I dont know anymore...
[12:01:22 AM] Kyoko: after he replies to the next i will just drop it i guess...
[12:01:36 AM] Kyoko: i understand where you're coming from
[12:01:42 AM] Kyoko: but you're not a bad person
[12:02:08 AM] Kyoko: its just hard with you two fighting... and its hard because i dont want to pick sides
[12:02:41 AM] Leeky de Deeky: Good. I just don't want to be looked down upon anymore... I'm crying right now just thinking about what I've done.
[12:03:08 AM] Kyoko: calm down...
[12:03:11 AM] Kyoko: but listen...
[12:03:20 AM] Kyoko: do you really want to loose you're friend ship with alex?
[12:03:33 AM] Kyoko: if you do...woudlnt you rather loose it knowing you guys are on good terms?...
[12:04:43 AM] Leeky de Deeky: I don't want to... Alex is a great and sweet friend but I just don't want to have to go through this and accidently screw things up even more..
[12:04:59 AM] Kyoko: sigh...alright...
[12:05:10 AM] Kyoko: im sorry i dont know what to say anymore..
[12:05:23 AM] Kyoko: this makes me and you fight and make me and him fight...im tired of fighting..
[12:06:15 AM] Leeky de Deeky: I don't want you fighting... just leave me out of the picture between you two
[12:06:27 AM] Kyoko: alright...
[12:07:02 AM] Leeky de Deeky: I'm sorry but it's the only solution I can think of
[12:07:13 AM] Kyoko: its okay i understand..
[12:08:17 AM] Leeky de Deeky: If there were a way I could fix it, I would... I would do all I can....
[12:08:46 AM] Kyoko: then know what...tomrrow you two are going to talk
[12:08:47 AM] Kyoko: everything you told me
[12:08:53 AM] Kyoko: send it to him in a PM now.
[12:09:48 AM] Leeky de Deeky: You send it because I have a feeling he won't read it...
[12:09:53 AM] Leeky de Deeky: please?

i know i shouldnt be asking you of this after what i have been saying to you i know i have no right at all....but i need you tomrrow....for as long as you can....im in a terrlbe state of mind...im sorry im so selfish...

im about to reply to you're pm....if it seems kinda off im sorry...you'll udnerstand why when you see the first pm...</3...

Can you blame me?...
You need to stop yelling at you're dad when you know you will get introuble...Learn to stay calm...

LAWL mishi is here.
I already read it I just don't want to reply cause i'm angry

ya...
i will be angry for a while.... im tired of everything right now....

eh....

listen i will reply to you're pm later im ovely pissed and the last thing i need is for tday to get more shot to hell... ill see you later.

It fine its just alot to handle
Yes I'm very pissed BEYONG WORDS!...What the hell did you do anyway?

Thanks...
I am happy because my girlfriend lyanne is here cx
You could be here if you stayed online.... But its the thugh that counts so thanks....
Im trying not to treat you like **** but I really feel like...im so angry....

thanks....
love you too....ill try to keep safe....

I have people harrassing me alot i stay invisible so the dont know when I am on....

I just got the sudden feeling you got grounded again....>.>....

I gess it wasnt enough ; ;
calm down sweety.
Okay I shall pack my bags and be ready when the tie comes XD cx

Alex dear. tonight is a bad nigt. and it doesnt help WHEN YOU'RE INBOX IS FULL AGAIN ; ; there is no way i could have sent you 250 messages today XDDDD

my grandmother was scremaing at me she was less than an inch from my face she was screaming im shaking

Since you're sick, I have decided you need a good, khv fanfic.
if there was such a thing as good fanfiction

http://www.kh-vids.net/showthread.php?107085-KHV-Blood-of-the-Cascade

alright >< .

its fine ill keep it off.
your inbox is full....

fine I will turn it off. ; ;

EVEY TIME I LOG OFF YOU COME ON THEN WHEN I LOG BACK ON YOUR GONE ARG!!!.... sigh..

im on now ; ;

Hey you!!~ I don't think I will be able to catch you if you come on today. Made up my mind today and for the first time in a year I ish going out to see friends/meet people cx I hate being locked up ; ; I have to leave like around 6. So I guess I wont see you today and me is sorry ; ; I hope I do get to see you though keep safe <3

okay .

if you come on later and see me online and I dont reply im sorry. cleaning and watching anime ad might be naping.

I swear if you're gone im going to scream...>.>