Cloudrunner62

*sighs*
Well, I can't see him today and I don't know when he'll be free next time.
He's always so busy lately...
So, I'm going over my 'brothers' house instead. I just need time away from...everything.

Hm...
I just wish there were some other option other than the airforce. My uncle is in that branch and he was just called overseas in January...that's the one thing I'm worried about
That he might get called out of nowhere. But...
If you think that might be the case...then maybe it is. He might just be trying to avoid telling me that.
Maybe...I should visit him today or something. I think it might be better to talk to him in person than texting.

We're texting each other.
I really don't want to be around him

I don't think he cares anymore.
He's just...being hard headed like always.
I don't know what to tell him. He just keeps saying that he won't be alone and that another friend of mines is going along with him.
But I don't care about him. I care about Eli. And I just...don't know anymore

I'm trying to convince him now
He doesn't like the idea because then he would have to move away. I don't undestand why he dislikes the idea because of one simple move because if he joins the airforce, he's going to be leaving states away.
And he said it's better than joining the marines, but still...him doing something like this is making me cry.

cool my brother usually finshes video game i need help from even though hes a a year younger than me

The National Guard?
What do they do?

Even so, I still can't help but worry about him.
I don't know why he thinks just because if we break up, that I won't worry about him,
Knowing that he's trying to join the airforce is worry enough for me.

Because the airforce, to me, is like the military or the army. He'll never know when he'll get called in and I'll never know if he'll ever come back.
The only other resort he has is getting a job that gives him 2k a month

so anything new?

His dad isn't in his life.
He didn't pass away, he's just not there

Ever since he graduated things have been going downhill.
His mom passed away from throat cancer, he doesn't have a job, he dropped out of two of his classes, he has to pay the rent without a job, things haven't been doing good for him.
Basically, he's just joining the airforce for the benefits.

thanks srry 4 the lat responce :)

No to both
But I tried talking him out of it. This is basically a last resort plan for him and he's not listening anymore
Then he was causing more unnecessary drama because he said that he didn't want to worry about me. When I asked him why, he said he wasn't going to tell me because it was going to make me mad.
If he knew it was going to make me mad then he should've never mentioned it

He wants to join the airforce.
Said it was best that we break up because he don't want me to worry about him and a whole bunch of other crap

Yeah, kind of...

Ah ya, RTS i got it now.

RTS? Sorry all i know of is MMO...

i've heard of starcraft, but i hear it sucks compared to SWTOR

I've only played one like that but it was lego based and i was 7 haha