Myuki
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Myuki

Moogle Assistant, from The dark depths of my morbid, bloodthirsty mind

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    1. Tifa L.
      Tifa L.
      I'm not supposed to, but I'm gonna anyway ;n; I'm sick of being sick, and I miss my bestie..
    2. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      Not with that attitude, you can't. You think I don't know what you're talking about? Clinical depression, feeling and observing that everyone is deluding themselves that they are happy while in reality all that they are doing is completely meaningless, wasting their time? That your very best is not feeling any emotion, and constantly irritated that people interpret that as sad, so they either try to "cheer you up", or constantly nag at you to see if you're okay/happy?

      ...btw, Brian wants to know if his pet ladel can come and stay at your house for awhile.
    3. Tifa L.
      Tifa L.
      nope, doctor's office again. -.-'
    4. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      I'm not angry. A little annoyed, yes, frustrated, maybe, but not mad. If I were, I wouldn't be speaking to you. My point is, if you don't want to be happy, there's not a thing I can do to convince you.
    5. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      Maybe, maybe not. All I know is, you're not letting me help.
    6. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      Bull. You refuse to let people help you, you're determined to be this way. You chose to be this way. Circumstances beyond your control may have been thrust into your life, but it's how you handle them that determines who you are.
    7. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      Fine. I give. You want to be this way, I can't stop you.
    8. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      If we are going to go into studies, there are studies that have shown that making yourself smile and laugh shortly after waking up in the morning increases your chances of remaining happy throughout the day. And yes, I know, somethings are going to happen to bring you out of that state of mind into a depressing state. Things happen, whether an incident of some kind occurs, or you just feel down from whatever, I get it, I've been there, and in some ways I still do get there every other day. Nothing is forced when it comes to happiness, you have to choose it. If we're going to go to a chemical level, then that's also improper: that leads to the reason that the response comes before the stimuli or incident to occur, that you become sad before the incident/emotion occurs, which doesn't make any sense at all.
    9. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      Happiness isn't a chemical reaction, a response to external stimuli, or sense determined by circumstance, it's a state of mind. A person can have anything and everything they could ever want in the world and still be unhappy, whereas another person can have completely nothing and still be happy. It can be had with or without someone, something, or in any way, shape or form. Is it harder to be happy if you're depressed, clinically or emotionally? Of course, but that doesn't mean it's not possible to obtain, as long as one keeps trying.
    10. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      I've defied worse odds ;3
      And besides, it's been my experience that most people tend to work their way up from the bottom. Even forcing yourself to smile and laugh can seriously increase your odds; worked pretty well for me...and on the upside, doing it randomly is an excellent way to confuse, if not scare, random people, so that's a plus, too XD.
    11. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      It does to me. :-/
    12. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      Good morning. How are you?
    13. Tifa L.
      Tifa L.
      Cloud tell you then?
    14. Tifa L.
      Tifa L.
      sorry I can't be at school, I got sick, then had an allergic reaction to supper.
    15. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      You've got it in spades, I won't deny that. But I can honestly say I've had some of what you've mentioned happen to me. Not a lot, but some of it. If you want, we can go into it via pm.
    16. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      lol she says it's fun to freak people out with (particularly the hair dressers XD)
      Try me.
    17. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      Yeah, she mentioned something about her hair being down to her butt...I have to admit, that boggles my mind as to why anyone would grow their hair that long...then again, I'm a guy, so I don't get a lot of things XP
      I've endured a lot up until now, both before and after high school, in and out of the local community.
    18. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      Actually, I don't know it. I've never seen what she looks like, never heard her voice, I haven't seen so much as what her clipped finger nails or hair cut off her head looks like...for all I know, she's really a fat, 40-year-old, male stalker, looking for a new victim to prey on...you're the luckier out of the two of us. I'd trade places with you in a heartbeat, if that's all it took to see what she looked like. And it's never pathetic to want to know your friend better...I hardly know mine at all.
    19. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      Sometimes I feel the same way...all I'm able to do is talk to her. I can't sit with her, actually talk to her, hug her, give her the things she really needs...you've done that and given her that so much more than I have, even if it's as rare as just once in either of your lives...it's more than I've given her, besides text.
    20. Darkcloud
      Darkcloud
      Yeah...she's really lucky to have you by her side, when things get rough.
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    Birthday:
    August 15
    Home Page:
    http://anisocation.creaforum.net/
    Location:
    The dark depths of my morbid, bloodthirsty mind
    Occupation:
    Morbid Chibi
    I'm a contradiction of myself.

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