How many of you would care...

Chapman, really?

Please don't. Seriously. You know it would break my heart into pieces to hear that you did, and it does even knowing that you're considering it.

Just because we're no longer an "item" like we used to be (and I may be part of that depression you're going through because of what happened), it doesn't mean that I don't care. You're one of my best friends on this forum. Please don't think about killing yourself. Remember the talks we used to have, about music and Guitar Hero? xP I enjoyed those, and if you actually left, who would I talk about that stuff with, hm?

Go by something that I always think of when I'm feeling down:

Things have to get worse before they can get better.
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And, seriously, that's the truth. I was in a major depression last year and look at me now. I'm happy again, enjoying my life. If you just ride it out, you'll be okay. And you have numerous people that care about you, Chapman. Don't consider ending it all.

 

Um, of course I would care! We may not talk too much, but I would like to think that we're friends. I know what it's like to feel down in life...like everything is going wrong. And it's so easy just to give up. But fighting through it...that's what makes a change. Suicide isn't the answer...fighting back is.

And since I'm on A LOT (as you already know), you can PM me just about any time and get an answer from me. Keep that in mind if you ever want to talk. =)

 

I can't believe people think I made this to draw attention to myself....

You guys are a bunch of buttholes! One reason I want to kill myself is because everyone treats me like a freak! Nobody here who are my friends would remain my friend if I showed you a picture of myself! You would most likely think "Why do I hang out with this freak?!"

I was chased a few weeks ago because the guys who chased me specialized in "freak chasing." They chased me because I was so ugly to them...

 

I'd still be your friend no matter what u look like :(

 

yeah i dont know u but geeze dont go and kill yourself cuz i care
:starwars: sorry i think this smiley is really cute

 

True friends never judge by appearance.

I'll tell you something I've learned in my 16 years of life, k? People are obnoxious, idiotic, jerks. They pick on people because they find it fun, not because there are actual faults with that person. Trust me...I know. I've been bullied a lot too. But I just had to tell myself that they were just heartless, and that I did nothing to deserve their sneers and hurtful words.

Life is tough...and you'll run into a lot of stupid people out there. But there are some good people too. Please don't lose hope.

 

Ohhhh,now I know how to solve this.I've been though this with a friend of mine.He said the same thing.He's still alive.He stood up to everybody and told them off.I'd still be your friend no matter what.I don't care about looks!!!

 

*gasp* Did you want me to find this out the hard way?

NO, DON"T KILL YOURSELF, YOU IDIOT!!

 

I don't want to fight you in your current emotional state, but by making it public, it'll seem to a lot of people that you're asking for attention when you could very easily PM a few of your closer friends about the matter.

That isn't important, though. Look, I'm pretty sure everyone has been through this, and I see that many people have already said it. You need to forget what people say about you. Yea, it hurts. There's no avoiding that at first, but eventually you'll see that you grow to not really care what they say. If you commit suicide, you're pretty much saying that they won.

 

You're right, John. I got over this a few minutes ago, so my thoughts of suicide are gone.:D

I want to apologize to everyone, especially my friends. I want to apologize mostly to Forever Love, who thought she was part of my depression (she isn't), and Demon Angel, my girlfriend.

I love this website and I love life. Go KH-Vids!

......Go University Of South Carolina Gamecocks!:D

 

8D Good to hear. You're a good member, the site wouldn't be the same.

 

It's good to hear you're back to your normal self again. ^_^​

 

Glad to see you're doing better =]

 

:blink:

Somebody left some bad rep on me and said I was an attention wh*re.

:blink:

 

Some members get skeptical of this sort of thing because we have had members who have pretended to do this for attention and even faked their own death, it's sad but some people do it.

 

I thought I smelt a pity thread...

I DID! I DID! I DID SMELL A PITY THREAD!!!

*adds you to list of emos and over-dramatic people to ignore*

Seriously, this is pathetic. Get a life and grow up. Fact is, if you keep expecting everyone to pity you and treat you special (which is odd because you were complaining about being treated differently when you obviously need special attention) in life, you aren't going to get very far at all. You've lost all forms of respect you could ever hope to get from me. Good day.

 

Wow. Looks like I'm gonna have to put you on a list of my own.

*puts shadowjak on list of major @$$holes to annoy the piss out of*

:D

 

Linkin Park sucks.

 

Wow! 2 in one day. Didn't expect this.

*adds Jerome to list*

Even though your choice of music is bad, that sig's pretty sweet.