Audio Jayn's Music Thread ➜ яєναмρєd ★

Two new things 4 u

Also, I'm about to hit 10k subscribers on YT and that's a stupidly big deal for me, so one of my fans suggested I do a Q&A video. If anyone has any questions to ask, you can ask here or look at this post for most places to contact me. ; w ;

 

Obviously I'm not keeping up with this thread anymore, and I haven't posted anything on KHV in general in a really long time, but I've been thinking about you guys lately. I reached 100,000 subscribers on Youtube last week, I remember posting here when I reached my first 100. I've been training with a vocal coach and producing more original works, and my music is my primary source of income. I'm working on my first studio album (shh) and have some huge, exciting things coming up and while it's all a little overwhelming, I want to say thank you.

I wouldn't have kept singing if it weren't for KHV. You didn't judge me when I was recording on my laptop, and you didn't criticize me when my performance wasn't my best. I listen back to some of my beginning works and want to die from embarrassment but honestly, you did nothing but build me up and show me love and support, like the family I'll always consider you to be.

Saying thank you really isn't enough. You changed my life. You gave me confidence and inspired me to give it my all.

I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you, and that I'm eternally grateful for the compassion you showed me. You were kind to me and wanted to talk to me and sing with me before anyone else knew who I was.

I hope this doesn't come off as pretentious, I don't mean to say "I MADE IT GUYS LOOK AT ME I'M FAMOUS" - I'm not, and I have a lot of work to do and a long way to go, but when times get hard and I'm losing confidence I ALWAYS think back to you and my time spent here. I'll love you always, and I cherish our years together.

With the unsettling events of this weekend in the US you've been on my mind more than ever so I'll leave the thread with this, an original song I performed yesterday with the intention of comforting some listeners on YouTube. I tried to work up the courage to show the footage of myself singing it / playing the piano since I did it live but I didn't feel like being flooded with comments on my appearance for this particular song, lol.

I don't know when I'll come back around but you're in my heart. Be safe out there.