Nothing is True. Everything is Permitted.

Sasha shook her head. I'm sorry. I was thinking too hard. I was wondering of this was right. It is. I have strong feelings for you Zee. She moved closer and turned his face towards her. I wanted to show you what I felt about you physically.

 

Zee's breath left him on his next word, "What...?" He grew warm again, "I-I mean, not t-that's a bad thing, I just...It's n-not something girls say to me." He gently touched her face, unable to stop himself, "Mya's definately going to kill me if she doesn't have Zane do it for her." He kissed her again, pulling her closer to him.

 

Sasha kissed him back, not caring for anything else. A part of her screamed in her mind to back off, but the majority was drowned in her emotions for him. She wrapped her arms around him.

 

The image of Zane's disapproving frown in Zee's mind faded away with Sasha's warmth and the surge of a warm feeling for her, he couldn't quite put his finger on what it was. Though he couldn't get enough of her kisses he moved his mouth down and kissed her neck, his wandering fingers pulling a strap of her nightgown off her shoulder.

 

Sasha sighed at his kisses and watched him. She didn't want him to stop. She wanted him at her side forever.

OOC: Gotta sleep nao.

 

OOC: night

BIC: Zee frantically tried to regain control of himself. His hands trailed across her body and kissed her lips again. Almost nevously, he tugged on her nightgown, wanting it off. He'd already lifted it to settle around her hips.

 

Sasha looked up at him nervously. I just wanted to tell you that you're my first. Please be gentle.

 

Zee froze. She would've been his first too. His hands stilled on her body and he stared at her, "I...why does that one sentence have to be the same for me too. I'm sorry Sasha, I can't." He fell to his side and lay on his back, again staring at the ceiling.

 

Sasha shrugged. I think you're too modest, but if you say so. She pulled back on her nightgown.

 

Zee closed his eyes, "Modest? I don't think so. More of that I'm a coward. To afraid to even have sex." He turned away from her, "I'm pathetic."

 

Sasha looked at him sadly. Don't talk like that. I may be a coward too, but I don't humiliate myself. She held his hand.

 

Zee turned back toward her, "Humiliate myself? No this, what I'm doing now is humiliating. Zane taught me never to hesitate. Whether with a girl or a target. And yet...I hesitate with women. I'm better off watching from a distance while you find some guy who'll make you happy. I can't even make my best friend happy, how can I make a woman happy to be with me?"

 

Sasha smiled and slid her arms around his neck. I just want a modest guy. Now I just want you to shut up. She kissed him back, not giving him time to talk.

 

Zee's eyes widened and he suddenly found himself kissing her back. He held her to him and sighed.

 

Sasha didn't want this moment to end so she kissed him harder.

 

Zee pushed her onto her back, still kissing her, and held himself over her.

 

Sasha moved her hands to his chest, trying to pull off his shirt.

 

OOC: Umm who are you supposed to be?

 

OOC: What was that? I think they just meshed together two older shorter posts by us.

 

OOC: Ooook. Some random person comes in and posts a random post. That's wierd. Anyways. Back to the scene.