Organization XIII Academy

OOC: here's his nightmare.
Xen and Phenox were training. Xen had just won. "you worthless piece of junk! you are unworthy of our family name! you make me sick!" Xen shouted to a younger Phenox. the younger Phenox was crying.

 

OOC: aaww :/ i wish i could hug him...

BIC: Marxina opend her eyes she started crying harder and curled up in a ball."why dosent anyone care...the future of the wrold just keeps darkening..."she whimpered.

 

OOC: i know... it's sad...
BIC: "worthless! that's all you are! and all you'll ever be!" Xen shouted.

 

"first poor Xaid and now phenox too...why are people so blind they cant see how brave they both are, how wounderful they can be...they dont deserve to know me,im to worthless and pathitic for them...just like phenox's farther...but at lease im not as stupied as him..."she sighed sadly,she ran into phenox's room and huged him tight crying."im sorry...im so sorry phenox.."she kept whimpering between her tears.

 

Phenox's dream faded and he woke up. "Marxina.... what's wrong?"

 

Marxina kept crying."me, i try my best to help others but i end up makeing it worse...I TRY NOT TO BE SO USELESS BUT IM JUST A FAILTURE..."she whined crying harder and huged him tighter, sinking her head deeper into his chest.

 

Phenox stroked her hair. "you're not a failure. you're far from it."

 

"then how come i cant do anything right.."she sobbed.

OOC: poor Xaid is still worring for bladex :'/

 

"i love you... you must have done something right." Phenox smiled

 

" you dont love me.." she said moveing away from him." i haven't done anything right, i always fail, and when i get something right it just hurts someone..."she said saddly hugging herself,her tears grew cold as well.

 

Phenox stood up. it hurt, but he didn't care. he hugged Marxina. "please don't cry... when you're sad, it makes me sad."

 

"but im always sad phenox, and you need to rest, im sorry for disturbing you.."she said softly she sliped outta the hug and out the door and down the halls crying.

 

Phenox sat down on the bed. "no... i refuse to be sad again...." his eyes turned red. "replace sadness with rage!" he said in a low, deep voice.

 

Marxina thought of how xaid felt.' now i understand...why you would cut yourself and get so close to suicied...i understand your pain and thoughts..'she thought sadly as she summoned her syth and looked at her reflection in its shiney metal.

 

Phenox roared. he drew his blade and wiped out his room in one swing.

 

"i dont want to live this torment anymore, i'm not brave enough to move on...i can't take the pain anymore..."she whispered as she swung the syth to her neck.

 

OOC: awwww... sad... T^T
Xen was watching Phenox destroy everything. "yes..."

 

Marxina's syth fell to the floor crashing, she held her bleeding neck as the blood seeped through her fingers and driped to the floor, she fell to her kness still crying.

 

Phenox felt something was wrong. "Marxina..." he said in his normal voice. he warped to her room. he saw her. "no..."

 

OOC: shes not in her room,shes in the hall...

BIC: marxina's tears mixed with the puddles of blood,she finally fell to the floor, it was harder to breath.