Something I want to share with you all.

The state of your life is causing you to make compromises and to change your manner of living to better deal with the future that you plan for yourself. This is causing stress and anxiety, though were times better suited to you, you would be able to find satisfaction in your relationships with others. You see your problems as being temporary ones and so you are willing to forgo pleasures for the present in order to achieve your goals.

You feel that the current situation is larger and more difficult than your ability to withstand it. Most likely this feeling is based in an unsatisfactory personal relationship that is failing through mutual mistrust or discord. This frustration often results in bursts of uncontained anger and a general irritable nature. Regardless, you feel that it is your responsibility to withstand this pressure.


What did I just do

 

You feel that you deserve more out of life, however there is a distinct respect for authority that is present to mitigate your envy. You respect the authority of the crowd, which can lead to an unhappy willingness to accept the fate that life has bestowed upon you. You have the ability to look on the bright side of your problems at least, however when no bright side makes itself apparent, you can begin to feel a strong sense of the world closing in and panic rising.

An unsatisfying relationship is troubling you, due in all likelihood to a perceived lack of appreciation, or acknowledgement from superiors or loved ones. Questioning this judgement has lead to a modicum of introversion. You feel that you need assistance from others to repair the situation and are afraid that too much compromise will be seen as weakness. If this situation continues, you may feel the need to break away and redefine your own individuality.

 

I like how you needed to state the nationality of your friend.

 

YOUR DIAGNOSIS:
There is a conflict present caused by your inability to connect emotionally with others. There is a sense that emotional commitment brings with it a raft of limiting factors, or else it is perceived to require you to give up some of what you feel is integral to your own sense of self. Consequently, intimacy will leave you feeling over-exposed. This is why you avoid it. This may be why you feel empty.

A disappointment has lead you to a state of indecision and a pervasive uncertainty about the possibility of the future improving. Stress is the natural result, and you are feeling rising levels of uncertainty and anxiety, causing you to avoid situations where you will be forced to make a decision. Often this will express itself in a series of meaningless distractions, whether in the form of entertainment, intoxication or romance.

Welp, why waste money of real psychologists when you can go online and get a pure brilliant diagnosis like this.

Seriously, I gave up and just picked at random or colours I liked or disliked depending on the 'situation' described.

 

Fairly accurate, actually. Surprised. Will take it again at a later time.

 

I didn't need to, I wanted too

 

Umm....what the hell did I just partake in?

 

No comment.

 

That test is really weird...

 

I feel really nauseous now.

Red = Accurate/Feeling it alreadddy.​

You feel frustrated in your attempts to make your will manifest in a relationship, either personal or public. This frustration can be seen by others as irritability or anxiety and occasionally a tendency to drift into righteous anger. There is a feeling that society or people are holding you back, which can lead to a moral exhaustion and a sense of apathy if allowed to fester. If this continues you will ultimately desire only to be left alone.​

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You may appear distant and disapproving, however this attitude is likely caused by a severe disappointment. In all likelihood, you are combating a pair of opposing forces in regard to a romantic relationship. Often a relationship will have gone sour or is otherwise disappointing, and yet options of escape and future promise are minimal, leaving you to feel that the best course of action may be to remain and weather it out.


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Despair. ​

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There is a sense that you are being forced to forgo either your beliefs or your goals in order to better deal with the problems that you currently face. You are able to exert self control, although this is causing internal stress at the moment and a sense of anxiety and fear that the end of these efforts may not be close at hand.

You are often unstable, and tend to blame your problems on others and on circumstances that are beyond your control. Although you greatly desires to make a good impression and to be known and respected by others, you are very easily frustrated from your goals and will very quickly devolve into a feeling of helplessness. The idea of failing is often so frightening that the fear itself will lead to failure. After stress has left you to pick up the pieces, you will often feel victimized by forces around you.

Pretty Much, Yeah

 

You feel both a sense that your problems are causing you stress and that these problems may be insurmountable, or at least that you are probably not likely to be able to solve them through shear force of will. You have the ability to emotionally and physically connect with others, which is often a release for your feelings of helplessness.

You may appear distant and disapproving, however this attitude is likely caused by a severe and recent disappointment. In all likelihood, you are combating a pair of opposing forces in regard to a romantic relationship. Often a relationship will have gone sour or is otherwise disappointing, and yet options of escape and future promise are minimal, leaving you to feel that the best course of action may be to remain and weather it out.​

 

I do not agree with my results. I will take the test again, and return with results... it is too tempting, to correct their miscorrections. Some of your results were uncannily accurate, surely they must have something for me, too? Too indecisive, I spend several seconds glaring at the screen before making my choice...

Okay. I think it dangerous to take this test too many times, as if the more I take it the less I can trust the results, too rehearsed, a falsity...

Spoiler

First Diagnosis

You have a very well developed ego and you regard yourself as above average in intelligence, whether or not this is actually the case. Although your confidence is high, so is your sense of entitlement and superiority. You are easy to take offense at any perceived insult, or even at times, simple humor. The end result of this attitude if taken to extreems will be a sense of isolation and confused wonder at the perceived lack of appreciation from those around you.

You are easily stimulated by external events and will often seek stimulation as a means of self-fulfillment. A sense of personal emptiness often drives your desire for experience and thrills. Sometimes these can be seen as ways to connect with an outside world that seems distant and unresolved. You feel great amounts of anxiety if you sense that restraints are being placed on you, either mentally, physically or emotionally. Any limits on self-determination are viewed with hostility.


Second Diagnosis

You have quite a high view of your own worth and tend to respond immediately and quite negatively to any perceived criticism. There is a distinct limit to the amount and degree of empathy that you can bring to bear in any situation, however your above average intelligence will under some circumstances allow you to modulate your incipient narcissism in order to better interact with those around you. This in fact is your only hope.

Stress and difficulty are building up in you at the moment and they are wearing down your considerable reserves of strength. The current situation feels insurmountable and so you are close to changing course and avoiding the situation all together, which is not typical behavior. You desire a trusting and peaceful relationship and are not finding it.

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The second diagnosis is more accurate, but still I disagree on certain parts. Avoidance is not atypical behavior for me, it is typical. At the moment I am as happy as can be with regards to relationships, at least-- as happy as I believe I can be. Yes, avoidance is typical and I'm nigh given up on myself (and not on others, as these results seem to imply). My self-esteem, high? I think it low. Narcissism, however, I cannot disagree with with certainty... narcissism is caused by a low self-esteem. My view of people tends to waver too often, and on myself as well. Superior, inferior? Can I not be both? I single myself out an inferior, but really, that is like patting myself on the back. Because if I am significantly inferior then I can deem myself significantly different. Being inferior is the highest on the hierarchy, isn't it? Superior inferiors.

You're right. This test depresses me. I don't want a confirmation, that I am a stuck-up bitch. I already suspected this, however having it confirmed from outside sources is indeed depressing...

 

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You harbor resentment that your problems are greater than they need to be. However there is a feeling that with effort you can overcome them. Whether or not this is true, it will tend to leave you feeling less hopeless than those who do not feel a sense of impact upon the world around them. You takes pride in being able to change course when problems evolve and there is a distinct sense of agency, which can help to address rising anxiety caused by lack of success.

You may seem restless and confused, due to internal stress and a naturally occurring conflict between the desire to escape an existing relationship and the fear of starting over or of loss. In a romantic relationship, You may be ever more distant and detached both emotionally and physically, in which case your significant other will be seen as an obstacle to further development, unless communication can be immediately improved. Unfortunately the primary desire will likely be to escape the situation in a search for independence.

This did sadden me a bit. I should communicate more.
Had to look up: The "sense of agency" (SA) refers to the subjective awareness that one is initiating, executing, and controlling one's own volitional actions in the world